*Karma's POV written by Blackindiaink*
Chapter Eighteen
Karma's POV
Day eight…
Well, that question got answered. I feel it. As soon as we kissed there was no more denying. I wasn't that big of an idiot. To come all this way and to take a chance. Amy probably really wanted to move on but I hope she doesn't now.
I don't want to jump into anything though. This has been so long and complicated. I think we need to talk about it every step of the way. It's very un-Karma and Amy like, but maybe that's growing up.
Seeing where this goes is necessary because what if it's the best thing ever and we get together for real and it's never over? There's a chance one of us will get our hearts broken but that's nothing new. Just I don't know if I could take getting it broken by Amy.
What if one day she wakes up and realized that this isn't what she expected. That she doesn't really love me that way anymore… that would destroy me.
We fell asleep in each other's arms after an intense make out session. It almost went places that I wasn't ready for but Amy stopped it. She could tell that it wasn't right yet. Then we just fell asleep like so many other times and I realized that we were always in some kind of relationship that was beyond what normal definitions call friendship. I just didn't realize that other friends don't really do those things like we did.
Turns out I've always felt that way about Amy. I just didn't know how to translate that relationship to real life. Everything I always thought about loving someone and being romantic with them is now upside down. I love Amy Raudenfeld in so many different ways that it hurts.
She's sleeping and I just want to kiss her. So, I think I will. Maybe she won't mind me waking her up that way.