AN:Howdy partner!
Chickenn: Ehh, I'm sooooo not feeling the vibe right now!! BUT, because this is our styory and we love it we are going to put it up on here regardless! On a more positive side, I'm back!! :D Queensland was AWESOMEEE!! I got all tanned and it was just heaps of funn! We started term for last week and we only have a couple weeks left till end of year exams!! :S not fun!! So yeah we have been busy and are going to be getting busier as the weeks go on, but we will try as hard as we can to update and shizz! So yeah that's all from me...
Tempest: hi everybody
- If we were on the Simpson's this would be weird; you would say hi Dr. Tempest (hold for laughs and we're off again) so if you haven't noticed this story isn't exactly the most happy piece of writing in the world but there is a good reason for this; Bella is dead and while it might seem like were tourching Edward, I prommise he will get happy soon... well that's all from me right now read and enjoy.
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We would like to mention that this story is placed at the beginning of the year, but everyone is going to start their senior year at the beginning too, because we are from Australia and that's when our school year begins and we forgot that Bella goes through half of her senior year. So we are asking you to forget that she did and pretend that the first half of her senior year was actually the end of her junior year, and then pretend that they have a massive break over christmas and they go back to schoo in Feburary for Senior year :D How ever, we do remember that the season are different for everyone everywhere, so it will be cold and gloomy like it's supposed to be Forks.
Disclaimer: We just don't fucking own it okay? LOL I joke I joke :D
On with the show!!
xoxo
Chickenn and Tempest
I was back; after and an excruciating month long visit to the Denali clan, my family 'wanted to help'.
I was on my way out to her house, it was a Friday and also the last day of the school year.
Every Friday I would go to the house and lay there in her room for the weekend, this was not much time in comparison to six months ago where I stayed in her room 24/7.
Her scent was still there; if I stood in the closet it was like her scent was being wrapped around me. I was playing on the piano; a Claire De Lune tune slowly torturing myself remembering the way she smiled when I use to play for her, all of a sudden I stopped, slamming the lid of the piano shut.
"It shouldn't be like this, she should be going into senior year with us, not…"
"Six feet under?" Alice finished in a whisper I turned on the stool to face Alice, we were the only ones at home;
"I should have seen it, and you should of never left her, or made us all leave." Alice said in a hope less tone.
"Yes if you had seen it, she'd still be alive." I said in a hoarse tone; Bella would be breathing going into senior year, then collage enjoying her life living.
"No she wouldn't Edward, you were her be all and end all she was barley alive with out you! And you left her! You made us all leave her behind, we all loved her Edward!"
'Fuck you Edward' Alice thought and then images of Bella in the forest and then again jumping off the cliff, Bella look so broken and warn down Alice let out a hiss "She was never happy with out you!" I stared at Alice in disbelief
"What and I was? Is that what you think life with out her is like?"
"I know she was my best friend and you were meant to spend forever together she was like a sister to me, but when you left her the images of her future and yours changed and…" Alice faltered
"And what Alice?"
'And when I looked into your future all I saw ,all I see is fire you… cant kill your self Edward you promised her !!! Alice screamed the thoughts at me practically attacking me with them.
"SHE WAS MY LIFE, MY LOVE, MY WHOLE WORLD, AND SHE'S DEAD BECAUSE OF ME!!!" I was screaming at her, Alice backed away from me and I turned around and threw the piano out of the house were it splintered on the grass smashing into a million pieces.
"And I can't be with her because of that goddamn promise! What is the point in living when all the reasons for being alive are gone? "
"Edward…" she whispered.
I was running when I heard Alice 'yelling' my name in her heard as she ran towards me, I stopped while she caught up.
"Edward thought I should let you know that the house has changed some." She said warily, "Charlie moved out of his house to live with Billy Black on the reservation Renee was still in Arizona "
But I was stuck on the house "Changed? How so?" I asked trying to stay calm she was still scared of me from my out burst at the house
"Well, ugh you see the whole house has been expanded, everything has been up scaled." I heard the double meaning in 'everything'.
"What? No." I was running.
I ran to my complete limit, that's when I stopped dead still; I heard music, loud music. It was a song unknown to me and I knew a lot of music of my years.
'Was I left behind?
Someone tell me, tell me I survived
And don't look so surprised…'
The lyrics were piercing or at least would be if I was a human. It was like they were talking at me. I was running through the trees the music was heavy and harsh. I was trying to get the woods but it was so thick and my usually sense of direction was off in my rush to get there. There were more obstacles to reach my destination. Then after what seemed like an eternity I broke through the woods, I was standing in front of a completely different house.
'…that I'm home, but just for tonight
With rough hands and sore eyes
So don't speak, I am tired
Let's just live through this lie'
Instead of the quaint house the fit sweetly onto the centre of the land, there was a huge extravagant house, the whole front of the house was right up to the road, it looks like it had been expanded, I walked around the house, they had expanded the front rooms and back rooms, all the lights were on and music coming from her room.
Someone had been in her room, their scent mixed with hers; her scent was not the one I cherished with all my being. It was mixed with a warm honey scent; I will admit it was appealing, but nothing in comparison to her.
I climbed up the tree outside her bedroom it was the most familiar thing to do I honestly couldn't believe this was real it was like the rest of the world was moving on the axis, it continued spinning but I was rooted to the one moment one emotion , with out her that's all that left pain .
I was staring at her room, it was big the window had been expanded and the floors were done in hard wood in the corner of the room there was a huge bed I herd a dull thud;
"Ow ow fuckity! Ow" she bounced up and down, this girl, this thing, had stubbed her toe; she sat on her bed while rubbing her foot. Then a woman barged through the door and began to yell.
"SCARLET WHAT HAVE I TOLD YOU ABOUT SWEARING?" The woman, obviously her mother was red. "SWEARING IS NOT PERMITTED AND TURN THAT STUPID MUSIC OFF!" The girl got up and slowly walked over the
iPod docking station, turned the music off and looked at her mother.
"Don't try to act all high and mighty, you swear more than a fish monger's wife; don't act as if you are some kind of saint, who gives a crap!" She said icily to her mother, this girl was not only ruining my life and her memory, but is also got an attitude like a heroin addict. Her mother just groaned exasperated flailing her arms in the air before storming off down the house.
The girl went to her iPod dock and put on some slow music; she sat on her king size bed and began to rub her shoulder. This house was no longer hers it had no meaning any longer to me, nothing here reminded me of her, or scent, or her memory.
The girl was short no more then 5'4 she had wavy raven black hair that sat at shoulder length with a large red streak .
The girl, Scarlet turned around walking away from the dock with her hands in her hair she turned to look out the window and dropped her small hands , her dark blue eyes that had flecks of silver only distinguished by my heightened vision,made contact with mine I stood there transfixed then her eyes flashed red.
Sorry it's so short!! But it's TOTALLY crucial!! Who the mysteryious girl? Obviously we know, but we're not going to tell you!!! HAHA.... Well maybe we will next chapter, if you're lucky!
I think that's it, so until next time,
Chickenn and Tempest out!