~ELENA P.O.V~

I look behind Damon to see Bree holding a cell phone in her hand. My heart skips a beat. 'He can't know. It would kill him. I'm not like Katherine. I can't, no, I WON'T be with both brothers. I love Stefan, I can't hurt him, but damn, Damon is so gorgeous.'As I think this Damon looks at me. I guess he seen something in my eyes, fear, maybe? What ever it was it made him run over to Bree at vampire speed and grabbed her by the throat.

"You press send and I swear to god I will end you. Your little witch bitch powers won't save you." Damon says, his grip on her neck tightening as his teeth grind together.

"You killed my friend. You don't get to be happy after killing her." Bree chokes out, getting ready to press send on the cell.

"Damon, don't kill her. We can just leave. I'll call Stefan and tell him that we're on our way." I say, walking up behind Damon and getting my phone out of his pocket.

"You're just like Katherine. Using both brothers for your own personal pleasure. It's sick and you don't deserve Stefan." Bree says as I hear Stefan answer his phone.

"Elena! Where are you? I've been so worried, are you okay?" Stefan asks, worry clear in his voice.

"Yea, I'm fine. Me and Damon are on our way back right now. When we get back, I need to talk to you. It's important." I say, my eyes locking with Damon's as he lets Bree go.

"I'll be in the living room when you get here. Unless you want me to meet you at your house?" He asks, knowing that I usually don't like Damon around when we talk.

"No, I'll come over to your house. I need to talk to you, with Damon in the room. You'll understand when I get there, okay?" I say as Bree walks back into the bar.

"Okay...? I'll see you soon then. I love you." He says, hesitation in his voice.

"I love you too." I say then hang up. "We're leaving. Can you go in and get my jacket? I'm going to call Jenna." I say as Damon looks at me, yearning in his gaze.

"Yea, go get in the car, I'll be out in a second." Damon says handing me the car keys."

After waiting a few minutes for Damon to get my jacket and explaining to Jenna that I'll be home later Damon finally gets in the car and starts to drive. I really couldn't explain it to myself. I love Stefan, I don't have those feelings for Damon but I'm sexually attracted to him. What does it mean?

"I don't have feelings for you, Damon." I whisper, looking at my pictures in my cell.

"Then, why did we kiss? Why were you thinking about me in the shower?" He asks with a smirk but also with confusion.

"I don't know how to explain it. I don't have feelings for you, but you said you needed a shower and in the moment I just...I..." Couldn't finish my train of thought.

"Wanted me." He stated.

"I still do. I don't know why. I love Stefan, there's no doubt about that and I don't want to be like Katherine. I just, can't explain why I'm feeling like this right now." I say this, unable to make eye contact with the man sitting next to me.

The rest of the ride to the Boarding House was silent, except the soothing purr of the car. I hadn't realized that I had fallen asleep until I felt someone lift me out of the car. When I opened my eyes I looked up to see Damon's face only inches from mine. That's when I felt myself being handed over to Stefan, his body stiff, jaw tightened, eyes squared.

"Elena, you're awake." Stefan simply states, his voice holding no emotion.

"Yea, I didn't realize that I had fallen asleep." I say, a small yawn trying to force it's way out.

"It's alright, come on, you must be cold. You coming Damon?" Stefan asks, not waiting for a reply before running into the house at vampire speed.

"I have something I need to tell you, but I need you to listen so I can try to explain. Okay, can you do that for me?" I ask getting straight to the point.

"If he hurt you I sweat to GOD I'll fucking kill him." Stefan says, eyes glancing at Damon.

"STEFAN! Listen to me." I say, grabbing his attention before he nods and sits on the couch, awaiting me to continue. "I love you, you and I and Damon know that. You know that I seriously can't stand Damon most the time because he's an arrogant ass hole. But, for some weird ass reason that I can't explain, I find myself...attracted to Damon...but I don't love him. Hell I don't even LIKE him but I saved his life tonight and he was talking about how he needed a shower because he was covered in gasoline and I don't know why but I started thinking about him in the shower and then we started kissing and I feel so bad because I can't explain this. I don't like him, I'm just...I don't know!" I say all this in such a rush I'm not even sure if he heard it all until he had Damon pinned against the wall by his throat.

"You kissed her?" Stefan said and I could see Damon suffering against Stefan's grip.

"Stefan, let him go. I kissed him. Actually, I told him to kiss me. I'm sorry. I don't know why it's like this. Why I feel like this. I'm not Katherine and I don't want to be but I can't help how I feel." I say this looking toward the floor.

"You promise me you don't love him too?" Stefan asks as he lets go of Damon.

"I promise. I only love you." I whisper, not meeting Stefan's gaze that I can feel on my face.

Stefan walks over tome and puts his finger under my chin, lifting my head to make me look at him. He slowly leans in and kisses my forehead, his hands cupping my face as he makes little butterfly kisses down to my lips. He kisses my lips softly once, twice, thrice.

"Then you can sleep with him." Stefan whispers.

"What?" I ask as I see the shocked expression on Damon's face.

Author's Note: Yes, this is a cliffhanger. :P The next chapter will have Damon/Elena Lemony Goodness. :D Sorry for the long wait. Writer's block is a bitch. Reviews are muchly appreciated.