Chapter 20 Irrational Jealously

Edward frowned as he heard Alice say something in the other room, burning with jealously as he heard Jake laugh his low, beautiful laugh.

He walked into the room quickly, glaring at Alice.

"Edward," she sighed softly, looking sympathetic.

"I'm not interested in Jacob as anything more then a friend. You know I love Jasper. You're being silly."

"I am not being silly," he growled, his eyes fixed on Jake's surprised face as he spoke.

"I am being cautious. I can't lose him."

"You won't."

"But how can you be sure? Your vision doesen't work on Shifters."

"But I can see you, on the rare occasion when you're not with him. I just know. It's true love. Do you think that happens every day?"

"No, but…"

Edward's voice trailed off when Jacob started to laugh, stiffening, his face turning as cold as ice, his eyes like a burning-fire.

"It's not funny," he hissed, turning on his heel and walking out of the kitchen.

He walked to his room, slamming the door closed, groaning in frustration when the hinges cracked from the force, sending the door falling inward.

A sound of terrible-pain tore itself from his throat almost reluctantly, and he fell onto the bed, pulling the big, fluffy-brown blanket around himself, burying his face in it's softness as he cried tearless, broken sobs.

He was so upset that he never heard Jacob come in, flinching in shock when he touch his shoulder gently.

He groaned again, throwing himself into Jacob's open arms and surrendering to the warm, comforting heat of him eagerly.

"I'm sorry that I hurt your feelings, Edward. I didn't mean to, it's just that the idea of me being with Alice seems so insane to me. I do like her, but not like that. Like a sister, same as you do."

"No, Jake," he answered, his voice still thick with non-existent tears.

"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have reacted like that. It's just… I know I make it, us, look easy for me, but it isn't. On so many levels. I can't bare the thought of losing you… It hurts that much just to think of it. If it ever actually happened…"

"It won't," Jacob promised venamently.

"I can't live without you now, Edward."

They stared at each other for a moment, then they were suddenly locked in a passionate, nearly-frantic kiss.

Jacob's hands were around Edward's waist, while Edward's hands ran through Jacob's long brown hair gently, pulling him closer.

Gradually their frenzied-actions slowed, and they moved to stretch out on the bed, their touch growing more loving as they each removed the other's clothing.

Edward moaned softly, laying his head on Jacob's chest, shivering as he felt the heat of him soak into his body slowly, not caring that he shouldn't be able to feel it.

"Oh, Jake," he whispered faintly, pressing kisses to his neck and chest lovingly.

"God, I'd give up anything to be able to fall asleep in your arms just this once. I love you…"

Jacob smiled, brushing his lips against his forehead gently.

"I love you to, Edward. More then my own life… Now, do I get to be the one on top this time?"

Edward flushed, laughing softly and nodding.

"Sure, but it might be a good idea to fix the door first. I think that I might have broken it by accident…"

Jacob laughed as well, his large, but slender body shaking the whole bed, leaning in to kiss Edward gently, deepening the kiss until he was drunk with it.

Then he pulled back, smiling as Edward clung to him in protest.

"What about the door?" he asked innocently, surprised when Edward's eyes darkened at his question.

"Fuck the door," he snarled, rolling them until Jake lay atop him.

"Alice can tell the others not to come to this part of the house for now. Take me, Jacob Black. I'm yours!"

He cried out in shock when Edward pulled his head down to kiss him aggressively, his tongue dancing out of his mouth to touch Jacob's lips lightly, gentling as though begging for entrance.

Jacob shuddered, groaning as he surrendered to the kiss eagerly, their tongues each stroking the other's quickly.

Then Edward shifted his mouth on his, starting to suck on the shifter's tongue frantically.

Jake gasped, his hips bucking involuntarily, dragging himself across his groin.

His whole-body shuddered violently, tensing as he came immediately, coating Edward with thick-fluid quickly.

"Oh, god, Edward," Jacob groaned softly, falling on top of him limply.

"I'm sorry, although I suppose that it is a praise about your skills…"

Edward laughed softly, kissing Jacob's neck.

He was surprised when he pulled away.

"What are you doing?"

He grabbed a towel off the bedside table, smirking a little.

"As nice as it is to smell my scent all over you, don't you think that I should clean you up?"

Edward blinked, watching him, speechless as Jacob used the towel to clean his seed off of him gently before tossing the rag to the floor.

"Close your eyes."

"What?" he asked in confusion, surprised when he couldn't read Jacob's thoughts like he usually could.

"Close your eyes," he repeated, his brown eyes laughing at Edward's expression, struggling to keep him out of his head temporarily.

Edward sighed in defeat, obeying him reluctantly, his immortal-body tense even though his heart knew that Jake wasn't a threat to him.

Jacob frowned as he looked down at him, realizing that he was still fearful about trusting his life to him.

He would have to work on that harder.

He shivered with nervousness at what he was about to do, moving between Edward's spread legs.

*You can trust me, Edward* he thought gently.

*I Love you…*

Jacob smiled in triumph when the vampire sighed softly, most of the tension leaving his body.

Then he leaned his head down, fitting his mouth over his cock gently, starting to suckle him carefully.

Edward kept his eyes closed obediently, but he cried out at Jacob's actions, his hips bucking upward of their own accord, pushing closer to that amazing touch.

"Oh god, Jake!" Edward groaned, his golden eyes open now, burning with pleasure and need.

Then he shuddered, panting as he pushed Jacob's head away reluctantly.

Jake blinked, pulling away in confusion.

Then he understood as he watched Edward spread his legs wider, his face pleading as he looked up at him.

"Jake, please!" he moaned, gasping and whimpering as Jacob nodded.

He moved closer to Edward, if that was possible, slicking up his fingers with cream, spreading it over, around and inside the vampire's entrance, then putting more on his cock, making sure to be through, tossing the bottle aside as he grabbed Edward by the hips, pulling him even closer, shuddering and trembling as he pushed forward into his pale, willing body easily.

Edward groaned, panting as Jacob filled him wonderfully, crying out with pleasure as he withdrew then pushed back in roughly, doing it again and again, coming deep inside him quickly, triggering Edward's loud scream of wonder as he came as well, then he slumped down on top of him, laying his head on his shoulder and closing his eyes, falling asleep quickly with a whispered, 'love you.'

"Love you to, Jake. Always."