Okay, sorry I haven't updated in a while. I usually type out a bunch of chapters, upload them all, and then add them over the span of a few days until I have to type more.

I can't type when my father is home, hence the no updates on weekends thing. Sorry. Just the way it is.

The last thing I need is him seeing something on the screen that tells him the nature of what I'm writing here. Major homophobes are my parents.

Well, anyway, here's the next chapter. I think it's longer them most of the others have been. Enjoy!

~SilverEars~

Chapter 27 Curiosity?

Edward lay on his back on their bed, gasping softly as Jacob followed him down, running his hands over his bare-chest, exploring him again as he kissed him heatedly.

"Jacob…" he whispered softly, moving his hands up to either side of his face, kissing him back eagerly.

Jacob's lips curved into a smile against his, his tongue darting out to taste his cool-lips teasingly, enjoying his vampire's low-moan in response.

"Edward…" he breathed in his ear, pressing gentle-kisses to that side of his face.

"I love you…"

"I love you to, Jake… So much…"

"You know, I used to think that vampire's were cold... Before I actually knew they were real, I mean, but it's not true… You're warmer then most humans seem to be sometimes…"

Edward smiled at his words, kissing him again briefly.

"That's not our emotions, love, that's our skin. And I have you to keep that warm for me…"

"Mmmm… I'll always be here to keep you warm, baby…"

They kissed again, deepening it quickly.

Then Jacob gasped in surprise as Edward pushed him back off of him gently, moving onto his hands and knees and looking at him over his shoulder with a seductive-smile, his golden-eyes shining slightly.

"Are you sure, Edward?"

"Yes, of course. Why wouldn't I be?"

"Well… You don't think that this position is um… a bit degrading?"

"No, not really. I mean, given the right circumstances, maybe, yes. But it's not degrading if I want it."

"And do you? Want it, I mean?"

"Yes, Jacob, I do. I want you to it. Please?"

"Really? Ummm… Okay…"

Jacob moved forward, slipping his fingers into his own mouth briefly to slick them up, sliding two into Edward's entrance slowly, enjoying it when he shuddered and groaned softly, raising his hips and pushing back into his touch unconsciously.

"Ohhh, Jake! Uhhh, please!"

Jacob smiled, shivering slightly as he added a third-finger, stretching him wider.

"I didn't notice it while I was in my wolf-form," he commented.

"But you're even cold in here…"

"Uhhh!" Edward moaned again as Jacob moved his fingers inside him tormenting.

"I k-know…"

"How do you know?" Jacob asked curiously.

"I… Um… Well I touched myself… I was curious… I wanted to know… Know what it felt like…"

"Hmm… So when you kissed me back that day… You weren't just being nice, you actually wanted to know what being gay is like…"

"Well, yes," Edward gasped out, trembling as Jacob added a fourth finger beside the first three.

"That was a part of it, but it was also more then that. Wait, what do you mean I wanted to know what being gay is like? You're not gay. Or at least, you weren't. I'm not exactly sure what we are now considering our current positions…"

"Actually, I think I was… Well, I know I was, I am…"

"But you can't have been, Jacob. I mean, you wanted Bella just as much as I did."

"I never wanted Bella," Jake confessed, glancing away from Edward and looking almost shamed.

"I only ever wanted you. Only you. I didn't want to feel the things that I feel. I was afraid because I didn't want to be different from everyone else. I was trying to prove to myself that I wasn't gay… That's why I was fighting you so hard for her… In a way I guess that I was fighting myself… Fighting my feelings instead of you… But I'm not afraid anymore, and I'm done fighting what I feel. I want to be with you, Edward. Forever, if you'll have me. All I have to do is keep shifting to my wolf-form sometimes. As long as I do, I won't age either."

"Ohhh, Jake," Edward moaned, at both his explanation and the way that his fingers twisted deep inside his passage, clutching at the sheets with his hands as need pulsed strongly through his pale-body and pooled in his lower-abdomen.

"Of c-course I'll h-have you… I n-need you… Please, J-Jacob…"

Jacob smiled at his desire-laden plea, withdrawing his fingers and moving above him, one arm encircling Edward's waist, the fingers of that hand reaching for and stroking his cock gently as he pressed his own into Edward, trembling when the other man cried out with pleasure and clenched around him instinctively.

Then he started to move inside him, panting as he spoke.

"So you said that there was more then curiosity that made you kiss me back?"

"Yes, there was. There is."

"What is the more?"

"Well, um… You know that I'm a mind-reader… But it's not really reading like reading a book. I can't 'hear' the whole story, if you will. I can only 'hear' the thoughts that are passing through your head at the time I am 'listening'… Your thoughts are so beautiful, Jacob. The purity of your soul shines through them. That's part of what draws me to you.

A large part."

Edward smiled when Jacob blushed, even though he couldn't see it, he could smell the blood that rose to the surface of his face in response to his embarrassment.

Then he jerked, moaning loudly as Jacob pushed into him even further, instinctively knowing that if he had been human still that Jake would have hurt him with that last thrust because it went so deep.

"Uhhh, Jake, I'm- Ohhh!"

Jacob gasped as Edward clenched around him tightly as he came, groaning as he came as well in response, spilling into him in hot, hard jets of seed quickly.

He pulled out then, laying back on the bed, Edward doing the same, resting his head on Jake's chest, closing his eyes and smiling as he listened to the other man's heartbeat as it slowed down after their love-making.

"I love you, Jake…"

"I love you to, Edward…"