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Neither of them could sleep that night. That brief kiss they shared was impulsive and probably reckless at this moment in time, but neither could deny that they wanted it to happen. Callie wondered if she had made a mistake, worried that Arizona would revert back to being her distant self. Callie couldn't let that happen. Arizona had trusted her enough to tell her about her past and Callie was grateful. She knew admitting something like that must have been hard and such a betrayal probably still stung a bit now. Callie wondered if her past explained the strange behaviour in the grocery store the other day, but she didn't want to ask Arizona any more questions and scare her off. She would wait and hopefully Arizona would trust her enough to tell her herself.
Callie woke up after finally falling asleep for about an hour. They were due to meet Jo Wilson together soon and Callie could tell Arizona had been nervous about this the past couple of days. Callie was waiting for her to get ready so they could share a cab to Jo's place. She hadn't seen Arizona this morning and suspected she was taking her time ready so they wouldn't have much time to discuss that kiss. But they would have to discuss it eventually and Callie truly believed it could go either way. Callie hadn't had much experience with women at all, Erica was her first serious relationship after she divorced George. And Erica appeared to be a lot different from Arizona, well especially in the early days anyway. Callie thought she knew all of Erica's secrets, after all they were engaged and looking into adopting children together. But as it turned out, Erica had been keeping a pretty big one from her when she was sleeping with their first cleaner. That's why they ended up with Teddy and then Arizona. Callie felt guilty for not giving Teddy much thought, knowing she had been ill recently, but she knew she had feelings for Arizona, feelings she definitely wanted to pursue. Both of them had been hurt before, they knew how much betrayal hurt. Maybe this meant they would be good together? Only time would tell.
Callie considered shouting up to Arizona after waiting for what felt like an eternity. She was beginning to get mad, it was understandable if Arizona didn't want to talk to her but they were going to be late. Finally, Arizona emerged and Callie swore she stopped breathing for a couple of seconds. Arizona had really made an effort. She wore a pair of black jeans and a white blouse which was mainly covered with a black fitted blazer with a pair of red heels. Her blonde hair which was normally put into braids or into an up-do was hanging in loose curls around her shoulders. Her makeup was immaculate and she wore red lipstick to compliment her heels. Red definitely suited her Callie thought. Arizona gave Callie the biggest smile but didn't say anything
"You look great" Callie blurted out, wondering if she'd made enough effort compared to Arizona. Arizona blushed at the compliment.
"Thank you Calliope" she beamed. Callie couldn't hide her smile now that Arizona called her Calliope again. They looked at one another, both wanting to say what was on their minds, but simultaneously both scared of the consequences. It turned out they didn't have to wait long, the cab arrived which meant they could avoid their inevitable conversation for a couple of hours yet.
Callie was beginning to feel sick on the drive to Jo Wilson's house. She knew Yang was going to be there, someone she hadn't seen for a long time. She wondered how much Cristina Yang had changed. She'd seen interviews which suggested not much had and she was still the same selfish person she was when Callie knew her. It was like Arizona sensed Callie was nervous and despite their tiptoeing around each other she reached out and grasped Callie's hand in the back of the taxi. She squeezed tightly.
"It will be okay" she mouthed to Callie who nodded as she took a couple more deep breaths. Arizona didn't retract her hand, nor did Callie hold onto it any less. Even though Callie's situation was nowhere near as serious as Arizona's, Callie was glad she had someone who went through a similar betrayal by her side. The cab arrived at Jo Wilson's house and Arizona's eyes widened. "Jesus" she muttered, taking in how big and beautiful Jo Wilson's place was.
"Some money" Callie replied paying the cab driver. Finally, they let go of one another's hands, sheepishly smiling at one another as they walked up the pathway to the front door. "I feel sick" Callie told Arizona, just as she was about to ring the doorbell.
"I know it's scary" Arizona told her. "When I saw Lauren the other day I freaked out" she added. Callie nodded, glad she'd received some answers about Arizona's freak out the other day. "It's tough" Arizona told her. "I'm not going to lie to you Callie, seeing someone who betrayed you is going to hurt. But you have to remember we have an awesome song, which is going to kick Yang's ass" she grinned. Callie smiled.
"You think so?" she questioned. "You think we're going to beat her?"
"I'm no lyricist you know that but this song…" Arizona trailed off as she tried to figure out where she was going with her line. "It's magical, maybe we were meant to write it together" she suggested, giving Callie her widest smile. "So don't worry" she ensured Callie, ringing the doorbell of Jo Wilson's house before Callie could reply.
Jo Wilson's manager Alex answered. He stared at Callie and ignored Arizona.
"You're late, do you even want this gig?" he barked. Arizona widened her eyes but proceeded to stick out her hand.
"Arizona Robbins" she told Alex who stared at the handshake.
"Did you not bring your siblings Indiana and Texas along?" he laughed at his own joke.
"Wow" Callie glared at him, wanting to stick up for Arizona more but Arizona stopped her.
"Please it's nothing I've heard before" she smiled at Karev. "I'm not named after the state, but your humour is super amusing" she stepped into the house before turning back to him. "Super" she emphasised.
Callie tried not to laugh at how Karev looked. He looked like he was used to women just taking offense and his jokes and not bothering to reply with anything, but he didn't know Arizona. Callie thought Karev seemed a lot grouchier this morning than ever, maybe if she got Jo Wilson by herself she'd mention her manager's douchy behaviour.
"Through there" Karev told Callie, even though she had been before and she knew where to go. "The other chick is in there with her lyricist"
"Yang's already here?" Callie stared wide-eyed.
"She knows how to be on time" Alex replied. "Tell Jo if she needs me to call"
"Tell her yourself" Arizona quipped but Alex had already stormed off. "Well he seems just delightful" she muttered to Callie.
"Luckily he isn't the star" Callie smiled. "May as well go face Yang ey?"
"You can do it" Arizona promised her. "Besides I know our song is awesome"
"So you keep saying" Callie gave Arizona a small grin. "For someone who I had to beg to write the song in the first place…"
"Oh shut up Calliope" Arizona replied, the smile not disappearing from her face. "Lead the way" she instructed as Callie led her to meet Jo Wilson.
Jo Wilson and Arizona seemed to get on like a house on fire which made Callie feel a lot better. Maybe this was a good thing, if they were having such a good time chatting, maybe this would ensure that the gig was hers. She couldn't help feeling a little smug as Yang kept forcing her lyricist to go over and interact with Jo Wilson. Once her lyricist had agreed, Cristina turned to Callie.
"Callie Torres" she flashed Callie the fakest of smiles.
"Cristina Yang" Callie had the same fake smile plastered on her face. "I see you went with Stephanie Edwards as your lyricist" she commented.
"I notice you went with an unknown lyricist" Cristina commented. "Good choice" she added sarcastically.
"Actually, it is" Callie kept the fake smile up. "I tried Edwards, but then my lyricist kept correcting her lyrics…in a much better way" she gave Cristina a smug smile.
"I doubt that" Cristina shot back instantly.
"Oh yeah?" Callie narrowed her eyes. "Ask Edward's yourself. She was there"
The colour drained from Cristina Yang's face momentarily. She genuinely believed Callie's lyricist would be much worse, but after how smug Callie was acting she couldn't be so sure. Cristina wanted this gig, the same way she wanted everything, just so no one else could have it. She still had fame and money but it was still good publicity and if there was anything Cristina Yang loved it was good publicity.
Jo Wilson came over with Arizona still laughing and joking away. Stephanie Edwards trailed behind them, obviously not in on the joke. Cristina Yang looked like she was going to erupt which was making Callie feel much better by the minute. She knew it was unlikely that Jo Wilson would pick a song today, after all they were both still unfinished. Or so Callie thought.
"We have finished the song" Cristina announced proudly, getting Edward's to take a disc out of her pocket. Jo held up her hand and dismissed the disk that Edward's was holding out for her.
"This isn't a race" she ensured them both. "It's not a competition to see who can write the fastest song. Take your time" she instructed them both.
"What you're not even going to listen to it?" Yang questioned.
"I wanted a little preview of the songs you guys have been preparing. Not a studio prepared version" she told Cristina who looked a little put out. "That's why I wanted the lyricist's here, so you can sing it with them"
Callie and Cristina both looked at their lyricist's then back at Jo as though she was crazy. Arizona widened her eyes.
"I don't sing" she exclaimed. "I really, really don't sing"
Jo Wilson just smiled at her and ignored her claims. She seemed pretty dead-set on the idea, which made Callie and Arizona realise that arguing with her would be useless. Callie signalled to Arizona to come outside with her for a moment.
"She's crazy" Arizona exclaimed. "J=Hum the tune to her and get her to sing along with you"
"You know I've heard you sing in the shower; you have a beautiful voice" Callie told her.
"You're just being kind…and a little creepy" Arizona smiled.
"It will be okay" Callie promised her. "Just a couple of lines. How hard can it be?"
"I think it's pretty hard to sing a love song with someone who you shared a kiss with and still haven't talked about it" Arizona muttered.
"Well I wanted to this morning but then you were late and you came downstairs looking all hot and all the words I had planned to say just vanished"
Arizona blushed again.
"I was scared" Arizona replied biting her lip. "It's been a while since I even had feelings for someone and it completely took me by surprise and it's not like I wanted to have feelings for you. I work for you technically and…"
"You have feelings for me ey?" Callie asked, a little smile appearing on her face.
"Yes I think I do" Arizona's face was now crimson red and her palms were getting sweaty. "I trusted you enough with a secret my parents don't even know"
"That's a lot of trust" Callie agreed, inching closer to Arizona.
"And I didn't think I would tell you that" Arizona continued, completely oblivious to the way Callie was getting closer to her. Her eyes widened when Callie's arm made her way round her waist, pulling her in closer until they were only centimetres apart.
"Stop talking" Callie whispered as they embraced in a second clinch, this one significantly more passionate than the last.