Chapter three : I hate you
Disclaimer : I do not own Inuyasha (but i try)
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I knew that I had no other choice. And as much as I loathed his very existence I wanted my child to live. I am young but I am not stupid I know that my body could never handle the pressures of delivering a demon child regardless of its tainted blood. I want the child to prosper I want him to be respected. And though I am aware of Sesshomaru's prejudice ways I know that he could never abandon his child. It would damage his honor and he was all about the honor. My only obstacle was getting past the guards that stood by the iron clad gates. Gates that stood a majestic 18 feet high blocking most of the land it's self. I breathed in as I walked over to them taking in there appearance, just like him they were blank a void of all emotion that is until they heard me speak.
"Sir I need to pass and see your lord." I stared staring at them with confidence and hope. "And what pray tell is your business with our great and humble lord." The guard with the brown tale said giving off a faint smile before becoming serious again. "I need to discuss kin related matters, not that that would be any of your business." I said holding by battered face up high ignoring his companion's snorts of laughter. "Kin related matters; you are human which means no kin related affiliation will ever be directed to you." The blue demon said looking at me, amusement blatant in his eyes.
"Yes I understand." I say taking a breath before going on "and was that not also true for Izayo before the great almighty dog demon of the west impregnated her making her part of his kin?" I looked at their shocked faces as they gazed down to my clothed stomach. "SO LET ME PASS!" I screamed at them, my muscles hurt and I didn't feel like putting up a fight that was until I felt a hard cold hand whip my face. I stared at the blue demon with tears in my eyes despite myself. "How dare you accuse my lord of fornicating with the human likes of you?" He looked at me his brilliant teeth reflected in the hot summer sun. "Ha as if wench only in your dreams I will show you for slandering his name so." It was then that he grabbed my hair and dragged me into the castle I smiled as my face collided with hard dungeon cement. At last I had made it.
I seeped back into consciousness and I was never more aware of my aching body and the cold dirty floor. I assess my body making sure that the baby was not harmed. When I was satisfied I laid back down and wait for the guards to once again enter. I smiled softly to myself despite the situation. I knew that they would bring Sesshomaru out here to deliver the final blow to my poor human life. I knew that no human could make such accusations and go unpunished by none other than Sesshomaru himself.
I feel and odd sensation of horror and happiness, my horror is the natural human reaction to facing uncertain death to the hands of a dog demon. But my happiness strangely also comes from the horror that I feel. Death does not seem so scary in fact with all that I have gone through death would be a soothing remedy to all my troubles. I had been abandoned my Inuyasha, Sango, Miroku, Shippo and even Sesshomaru. It was a clear sign of my worthlessness.
When Sesshomaru comes out he will wait till I die and he will take my child somewhere inside I knew this, I hoped for it with all I had. It was at this moment that I heard the voices of men rush into the room. I close my eyes and concentrate on evening my breath. "When our lord comes down here she and her child will surly die." One guard laughed while pacing through the room his feet thumped heavily.
"that's what she gets that pesant trying to lie to me as If I would doubt my lords honor ha she took me for a fool I imagine he would rather kill a thousand of his kin than to ever lie with a human such as she." He went on his steps becoming slower and slower. "She is dirty nasty and she smells!" He finished waiting for his companion to respond.
"I am not sure Hilo." The voice was familiar I recognized it to be the wolf demons voice. "When you spoke to her by the gate i senced no lies coming from the woman i think she is really very sure that she has had Sesshomaru in her bed." I could hear the gasp of unbeliving breath from the blue demon who is named Hilo. Hilo countinued to rant about the possiblity of such an act which of course like anyone would say who knew him, there was none. "I think she is one of the crazies, demented or maybe retarted." Hilo said as he thumped his foot in thought.
"No I do not think so she is too beautiful to be one of the crazies despite her apperance right now she is still an image- don't deny it Hilo you and I both know that this young girl is possibly the most bueatiful girl we have ever seen."
He said and i could feel them getting closer. "alright i will give you that but I'll tell you one thing no matter her bueaty our lord would never lay with the likes of her and shame on you for even doubting that word Leah."
Hilo stayed slient for some time until he spoke again. "He will slaughter her you know that do you not I am postivly sure of this." He said arrogantly. "We will no longer have to make assumptions because our lord is now here." And with those final words an immense demonic aura filled the room making it harder to breathe. She knew that Sesshomaru had finally come.
She clutched her stomach and curled into a fetal position to protect what laid within. She opened her eyes when he entered the room. She noticed that he was as bueatiful as ever, the only thing that had chanhed was the amount of arrogance he carried with him like a strong wind it sorrounded his very being.
"My lord!" Hilo and Leah said in unision
"You mentioned a human." He said looking into there eyes with annoyance. He was as cold as ever.
"Yes my lord there is a human wench here that seems to think she is carrying your child, she walked to the gates demandeing to see my lord I would have cut her down right there and then but I thought you would rather have the honors of killing the wench for slandering your name so." Hilo said bowing at the waist his voice was strong and straight to the point. It seemed Sesshomaru had trained them well not to show fear.
"Show me to her." Was all he said ice masked his voice even more an action I thought to be impossible.
"Yes my lord." This time it was leah who spoke as he made his way to my cell unlocking it with a heavy click and wrenching the door open to retrive me.
Surprisinly he gently grabbed me by my arms as he brought me to his lord. It was never something I thought he would do but I know I saw his eyes widen at the sight of me I couldn't help but wonder why.
(Sesshomaru's voice)
I walked with my guard demanding to see the girl who clamied to have had me in her bed. I would kill her on sight, I would tear piece to piece and I would feed her to the dogs. Her and that bastard child that laid in her womb. Something I had never expected to happen was to see her. I was never a man to be easily surprised but the moment I set eyes on her I felt my face visibly slip.
The blood that cascaded her face was still running in tiny streams dripping at the end of her shoulders. And the parts of her face that where not covered in her blood was spotted with yellow and purple spots. There were brusies everywhere. She looked at me with no intrest only boardem and wariness. I saw her move her hands down to her stomach in a protective circle. She was breathing heavily as if she could not catch her breath.
She looked broken. Not at all like the girl I had left on that field, I felt instant regret though not soley for her but for me. She was indeed carrying my child I could smell it beyond her stench, she was carrying a halfbreed. My half breed.
"Girl." I said demanding she gave me a response. But she didn't instead she just looked at me like she was tired. "Do not make me repeat myself." I said growing impaceint with her nonchalant ways.
It was then that she stepped forward and said "Are you going to kill me Sesshomaru?"
With that said Hilo and Leah lead sesshomaru to the cell to where Kagome currently resided Sesshomaru realized it was Kagome. His eyes where wide at what he found she had blood on the side of her face and it was so bruised it had turned a yellowish black she was on her back her eyes were half open and her hands where clutching at her stomach her chest was moving up and down at a rapid pace. She looked different, wearier than ever.
"Girl." sesshomaru grunted. She gave no response; she just slowly turned her head and looked at him.
"Do not make me repeat myself!" he said.
Just then he heard her she turned her head and asked him "Are you going to kill me sesshomaru?"
I just stared at her and her incredoulous question. Yes I would kill her but not now not until my child is safe and out of her womb, my honor would not allow it. "Why are you here!" I said putting as much venom as I could into those four words. I saw my guards freeze in place. But she instead merely chuckled throwing her head back to say "I am here to give you a child, your child."
"do you dare imply that I would lower myself to the likes of you?
(Kagome's voice)
'How dare him! That bastard'
"Oh sesshomaru dear please I beg do not tell me that I have been so easily forgotten, I see how it would be easy for you though maybe it is something you do often but who am I to tell, that day by that hotspring where you stripped me of my innocence and did not even stop at my attempt to adjust my screams for you to stop how I begged you but no, you did not listen you took me hard and rough penetrating me with your dick over and over for your own satisfaction, do you remember that I passed out and when I woke you where still fucking me senceless." I spoke with unconvictied rage if he thought his voice was blood curling my would destroy the soul. "And you fucking left me there bloodied in that field 15 and pregnant with your child Sesshomaru!" By this time I was screaming but I couldn't get the words out fast enough.
I felt my anger get the best of me as I tried to run out of leahs clutches and up the stairs to my freedom. All I needed to do was find the well I knew there my child would be loved after my passing. There is where my family was.
"Sesshomaru please I will leave this instant if you just point to the direction of the bone eaters well I need to go home I need to see my family before I die please I will never return and this time again and you will be rid of this taint." I said crying into my palms knowing that this would be the last months of my life. I knew if he were a smart man he would let me leave.
"No"
I looked up at him in surprise. "What do you-." But I never finished as I felt myself being lifted bridal style as he took me out of the cells and up the stairs.
I saw the gaurds trying to follow but they heard Sesshomaru growl and they came to a halt. Obviously I was going to meet my end much faster than I realized. He walked swiftly into the corridors until he reached a door it was then that I felt myself being thrown on the bed with a very angry dog demon hovering over me. "Wench listen." He leaned his head so that spoke right into my ear.
"Do not say that you carry my child I will not have people find out, they will kill you and that child I will not have my named stained for a common whore like you!" I could not believe the words coming out of his mouth at this point I much rather if her killed me. "Fuck you!" I spat
"Come." He said as he pulled me to my feet
(Sesshomaru's voice)
"Come." I said pulling her to her feet she needed a bath she reeked. I kept my hand firm around her wrist ignoring her whimpers, she was having trouble keeping up it disgusted me. I looked down at her petite frame and I knew that she was correct in her assumption of her demise. She was unusually large for a preganant woman many humans have not survived human births and very few had survived the birth of a half demon. Izayio died if not for my father she would have stayed dead. I picked her up and placed her in my private springs.
"Undress." I told her waiting for her to disrobe so that I could wash her properly it was clear she had not been able to herself. "No not with you in the room." She stared at me with wide eyes and I glared down at her saying "Girl it is nothing I have not seen or touched before disrobe or I will do it for you!" I held her head in my hands making her look me in the eyes.
"Fine But close your eyes." She said looking at me and steeping out of my grasp.
"No I need to look at something." I said glaring at her even more. "God I fucking hate you!" She said as she began to lift off her shirt and remove the bind on her breast if that was a bind. She had grown larger her breast could no longer fit comfterbly in the plam of his hand. They where white much like the rest of her body and you could see veins running through them like streams.
She looked sickly her arms and legs were thin it seemed as though all her fat had been delivered to her ass breast and stomach. And speaking of her stomach it was bruised all over he knew his child was beginning to use his strength to kick her.
I stopped to see her struggling with her pants she could not see the knot that was hidden by her stomach. I stepped toward her and untied it for her watching as the dropped to her ankles.
"What the fuck!" She yelled looking at me with hard eyes. "Shut up human it is plain to see that you are unable to do this on your own." As soon as her pants dropped she also dropped to the grown in a attempt to cover herself. She gave me a hard stare. Instead of responding I picked her up by her upper arms and set her in the springs. Despite everything I felt a twinge of obligation to care for this human who carried my child. I quickly disrobed leaving my fondushi and getting in beside her. I took the oils and soap and began to bathe her.
She stared to protest but she quickly became still when I growled. I started rubbing her shoulders and back. She was rigid. I didn't care I was running out of patience for her. I did not want to hurt her she was after all carrying my first born and it was honor that I care for her till her death which much to my happiness was soon.
Though he would have to have more heirs for his throne he would not rid himself of his first born. It would go against everything his father taught him. "Sesshomaru I do not know what you want I know I am going to die and I do not want to I want to see inuyasha and the group again I do not want to die here." She said with tears in her eyes. She hissed as I rubbed her breast with water to rid her of the blood and dirt.
"You will stay here with me Inuyasha he if he was truly the hanyou you thought he was then he would find you before your demise I will not risk you killing my heir for your selfish desires.
"You fu-." I covered her face with my palm quieting her for the moment. "Woman you will cease that ill language and constant bickering you have no say in the matter." I said with as much authority I had.
She looked up at me before falling into tears once again.
I ignored her as I continued to bathe her. My only objective was to get her clean nothing else mattered.
I couldn't stop crying. I wanted to leave I wanted to be free. I sunk into the waters as Sesshomaru rubbed my hair. It calmed me. The water. I thought about my life before the well. I had goals I was just like any other girl wanting a husband and children I was not better no different I was nothing and no one special. I thought of sex hell before this I craved it. I used to be so happy here though life was simple and yet complex and full of adventure. I use to dream of having kids with Inuyasha. I use to hope that I would die in the arms of Inuyasha not his cold demon brothers.
He was the coldest demon to ever walk the earth.
(Somewhere in Narakus castle)
The night fell like a curse it was the only indication of time in this long battle. The clashing of swords and the splatter of blood was everywhere. This day reeked of death and destruction.
Inuyasha and his group had been fighting for many days it had been days before they stopped counting. So far they were holding their own.
"Inuyasha I think we are winning he is growing weaker!" Sango shouted from her place in the sky. She was eliminating all the stray demons by the 10's with her boomerang. Despite her energetic voice he could tell that it wasn't long until she would no longer be able to fight.
They stood in front of Narakus castle with Koga and all 54 of his men. Naraku had been badly wounded and in turn kogas arm had been bloodied. But still he and his men fought with zeal. Sango and Miroku had recived minor injurys in comparison so they too kept fighting. They were becoming slower and slower soon they would lose.
The castle
"Inuyasha were winning he's growing weaker. "Sango shouted. They were on the front of Narakus castle Kogas and his men were fighting
Narakus demons. Kogas arm had been badly wounded but he still fought his men surrounding him. Miroku fought back to back with Sango they
both had minor injuries but enough to slow them down. The castle smelled of the dead and soil. The wind was making the trees sway violently.
Inuyasha was fighting hard against Narakus so far he was winning. "Narakus just give up you'll never win." As he took the final swung a bright
white light covered the room everyone was still silence filled the air and then a blood curling scream filled the air.
OK please tell me if it sucked I tried to work more on my grammar so it wouldn't confuse you guys much um you guys can contribute to the story and suggestions. or you know just review review review lol and yeah I hope you guys liked it was only meant to be a one-shot but I guess not huh ?
- Rina Mcnugget