Hey guys, life called and it took me away from my beloved fan fiction. I won't delay any further, enjoy guys!

~LR

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I couldn't believe what just happened.

Years of memories both good and bad came back to me in a flash as soon as Spencer touched my body. I couldn't believe after all this time, I still had the slightest feelings for this pathetic excuse for a human being… thus known as Spencer Carlin or Velasquez or whatever the hell she's calling her self these days.

How am I supposed to treat this situation? I mean, I know her as Spencer Carlin she prances back in my life as Spencer Velasquez, what am I supposed think? What am I supposed to call her? Do I really even care?!

Although I must say dark hair on Spencer was the hottest thing since Leah's figuring out she could put her legs behind her head…

That… was a great day for Ashley Nina Davies let me tell you!

Seemingly after everything that Spencer and I have been through, given all the shit that went down between us, I should hate her fucking guts. I should want to gouge her eyes out, spit venom in her eye sockets, put her eyes back in her head and watch them slowly corrode from the inside out. That should be like fucking Christmas in god-damned Aspen in a private cabin to me.

However, this woman has managed to make me crazy from the first day I laid eyes on her that sick twisted night she pranced in here under false pretenses.

She was the first person I truly fell in love with, the first to truly show me the importance of desire, the first to break my heart, and the first person I actually cared about to voluntarily abandon me.

Fuck her!

My phone glowed in the darkness once again the vibration could be felt from where I was lying on the floor, this time I answered.

"Hello."

"Hey baby, how are you holding up?" Leah lovingly questioned.

"I'm fine I guess, I wish you were here though, I'm a little scared, not going to lie… It's been hours already, where are you?" She cut me off

"Ash, it's only been thirty minutes." I cut her off this time.

"So what, you're not here, it's dark and I don't like it… is the damn traffic even moving?" I asked.

I could feel Spencer moving behind me, touching my body like she was rediscovering something she lost. I flinched away from her touches and gave my wife my undivided attention, even though she and Lacy were busy giggling at something.

I couldn't deny that the tension in the room was growing increasingly strong.

I swear those two were like serial gigglers or something… they never stopped. Even if something wasn't funny they'd still giggle… I don't get it must be their twin thing, or something not meant for me to understand.

Lacy! That's it Davies, you're a fucking genius… Hey you have to be your own cheerleader sometimes, don't judge me.

"Leah what's Lacy doing?" I asked loudly signaling to Ms. Velasquez… God, calling her that is creepy.

As I finished those words, I felt her fingertips fall from my body in retreat like her moral conscience was reawakened at the sound of Lacy's name.

"She's talking to our cousin." She responded.

"Sweet." I said widening the gap between Spencer and I.

"Hey, have I told you how much I love you today? I mean…baby… if I could spend the rest of my life looking in your eyes, waking up to your smile, and loving you endlessly I'd be the happiest woman in the world." Leah said with a sigh.

"I don't believe so, hey I got one…" I cleared my throat and began. "Roses are red, violets are blue, your sex is on fire and mine is, too!"

I was grinning from ear to ear even though she couldn't see me; it didn't matter whenever I tell a good joke it deserves some sort of recognition…hey what can I say, you gotta be your own cheerleader sometimes.

Don't judge me!

"Aww babe…Have you been listening to The Kings of Leon?" she yawned "How original honey?" Leah sarcastically finished.

"Hey Leah the lights just came back on, so I'm going to go in the room where the window is, what kind of loser builds a gym with no windows?" I said standing and stretching out my limbs.

"Kyla said Aiden wanted it that way. Well if they are on, that means that they probably fixed the lights so I should be back at the house in about another hour or so, we stopped to grab a bite to eat so we weren't just sitting there." Leah informed.

"Oh okay, well that's good, you should bring me some of that fried chicken, that was delicious, where did it come from again?"

"Popeye's. You act like I've never taken you there before, Ash." She giggled.

I moved the phone back from my mouth to tell Spencer the good news.

"Hey Spencer they'll be back in about 45 minutes."

"Great, that's plenty of time." She said moving closer to me and pulling me into some sort of estranged lover's embrace.

"What did she say?" Leah asked.

"Oh nothing, I don't I'm not really listening to her." God when did I become such a horrible liar.

"Hey Leah." Spencer said in the phone.

"God she was loud, she must have taken your phone…I could see her getting that aggravating habit from Lacy." Leah laughed.

"Yeah, that's exactly what she did, snatched it to say one thing and put it back to my ear, crazy right?"

My wife is awesome; I could have never gotten myself out of that.

"No, not really it just says she spends a lot of time around my sister. Well baby, I'm going to go so I can get back in this traffic, okay. I love you."

"Love you too."

I disconnected with my wife, gathered my things and headed back to my room until she came back.

I was safe in my room when knocks disturbed the fragility of the door's secured latch…Please don't be who I hope it isn't…but secretly wanted it to be.

"Hey Ash, I just wanted to check and see if you're all right, I just checked on Spencer in her room. Kyla told me after she got off the phone with you that you had uh… I guess…issues with being in the dark." Aiden said.

"I'm fine now ass…as you can see," great save Davies "Yeah, no I'm fine…I'm just going to chill in here until Leah and Lacy gets back, she said they should be here in an hour or so." I saved that one perfectly.

"Oh okay, well between this house, the baby and Kyla I'm beat so I'm going to head up to bed, and as far as dinner goes just raid until you find something good." He paused to survey the room he was standing in. "Kyla was right, periwinkle doesn't make the room look that gay…no offense." He shook his head in light-hearted shame and made his exit.

Finally I was alone to deal with myself and all the thoughts I needed to get off my mind before Leah got back. I swear she can read minds or something…it's like she just knows…or something. For example, earlier when I told her about Simone, I didn't say anything about how we had sex but her exact words to me were:

'I think I could overlook a small slip of the hands, besides I've slept with Simone so…' I never mentioned anything about how we had sex, it's like she just… knows everything.

Maybe I just need to clear my head so if she can read minds, I mean I don't want to keep secrets, but if she can read minds then it's kind of unfair.

Moments later, my thoughts were sprawled out all over the bed in the form of random lyrics. So a little known fact about me is that my best songs come from random thoughts strung together by a chord that. That's how I got that DIAMOND status…oh yes my thoughts are worth diamonds. Cha-ching… Ashley Davies got money bitches!

"Hey Ash, can I bother you for a bit?"

No not really but since you're already in here…

"Hey sorry about the mess but I'm just starting to put together my next album."

"I thought that you were going to take some time off and start your family." Spencer said sardonically.

"Jesus Spence, you don't have to be such a bitch, besides aren't you getting married soon? What's with all this strolling through memory lane shit?"

"Yeah I am, and I love my fiancé and she understands what I'm going through. She knows that before I settle down I need to get you out of my system by any means necessary and I think that you should think about that yourself." She said.

Her sultry blue eyes penetrated deep to my core and I could feel my body begin to betray me. Her pupils told me stories of how she had already slid into my memories and was lightly stroking them into reawakened orgasms that my body yearned to experience physically. Breathing became hard and sporadic and the only thing that I could think about was not cheating on my wife, but the sad truth was… I already had.

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An eternity later my precious Leah and sister-in-law could be heard throughout the home. Spencer and I emerged from the room, making ourselves look presentable.

I was completely flushed, my hair was pulled back into a frizzy pony-tail, a new style I'm trying and my clothes were almost completely disheveled. However, with my pony-tail I look like an eighties version of a pop star or Jennifer Beals in Flash dance so I guess in a way guilty-pleasures can make a fashion statement… at least I sure hope so.

"Hey baby, I'm so proud of you! Here you were freaking out and you're fine now. I should reward you for being so brave without me being here." Leah said giving me that groupie-slut look that I loved.

She looked so beautiful when her eyes softened; her brown skin shone with a sensual glow just like…like…Spencer's… minus the brown skin thing of course.

"What have you guys been up to?" Lacy asked.

"Nothing, I was keeping Ashley company and getting some pointers on being married to an Otunga-Angelo Woman." Spencer answered, we all laughed.

Leah hadn't actually told me her name, I knew she had it changed to Leah Analis I know that Leah Analise Otunga-Angelo is a lot for a senator or representative to remember. Leah Analis was her professional name and that's how she introduced herself to me since that's what she was doing when I met her. I like the change, when we were planning the wedding and getting all the appropriate documents I saw her full name on her birth certificate. I think it's a beautiful name, but then again everything about my wife is beautiful.

"Well, give her all the pointers you can honey, because she's definitely going to need it." Leah giggled.

"Well guys I'm going to check on Kyla, I'll be back down in a bit." Leah said.

"We're going to head back to our little nest, see you in a little bit guys." Lacy said forcing my temptress back to their lair.

"Have you heard from Madison, I haven't seen her since earlier today?" I asked.

"Yeah, she called me, she's staying at the Hilton Garden Inn off of…you wouldn't know never mind. But she's okay… I guess with everything going on right now she needs to be alone to focus on finishing the house." Lacy noted.

"Oh okay, that's cool." I said as I headed back into my room.

"Hey Spencer…"

"Yeah, Ash what's up?"

"Umm… never mind, train of thought derailed, sorry." I embarrassed myself.

"It's no problem." She winked at me, right in front of Lacy, what the hell is going on here?

Why am I feeling Spencer like this? Get it together Davies, you let her ruin your life years ago you're not going to give her the satisfaction this time around you're better than that now… Jesus Christ I hope so.

God all I wanted was for her to be a random body for me to set out on a forbidden sexual conquest of disastrous proportion, my last conquest before I settle into…well settling. I know it's wrong but I need to get this out of my system before I do something really shitty to my wife, like I don't have enough errors in my life.

Hours had passed; Leah was texting Kyla from downstairs Lacy was unpacking her and Spencer's clothes for an uninvited, unexpected extended stay… I guess she wanted to be as close to her sister as she could I don't know what's going on… as cool as I am no one tells me anything, and Madison had conveniently left us all to create a peace that a house full of people could not.

As much as I didn't like the little psychopathic slut-muffin of a cunt that is Madison, she's proven her self to be useful and a bit smart… I'd never tell her that though, you'd never be able to get her off of Mount Ego.

"Hey Lee, I'm a bout to go for a walk, want to come with?" I asked knowing she'd say no.

"No, why don't you ask Lacy or Spencer." She responded, perfectly. "Honey, before you go can I talk to you?" She looked worried.

"Sure, what's up?" She knows…I know she knows.

"Well, since we're talking about settling down soon and starting a family, do you ever find yourself thinking about acting out? You know like having sex with someone or just reverting back to reckless teenage years, trying to dodge real responsibility?"

Oh my god…she knows, she so totally knows. How dare she read my mind? That's an unfair advantage in marriage, there should be no mind reading in marriage it's unfair and wrong I tell you…WRONG!!!!

"No, I mean I find myself looking at other girls a lil bit more but I've always done that. So I don't see it as anything different." I answered.

"Yeah, I guess I'm not just nervous…I mean you never wanted to settle down so I worry that this may not be what you really want." Leah developed a faint wrinkle across her forehead, and I had to admit, it was incredibly sexy.

"I know honey we're both a little scared I guess. I'm going to go to for a walk and when I come back I'll shower up and we can do a little cuddling, what do you think?" I ask.

"Sure." She smiled and went back to texting.

I left and Spencer was lacing up her sneakers and wearing the most form fitting track suite, I'd ever seen. It was aqua blue and some weird green color but it looked good on her, and did I mentioned that she looks ten times better with darker hair… I mean up ranks high on my 'Bitches to hook-up with before I die' list… brunette Spencer, wow!

Her body was perfectly toned and I couldn't complain about a thing, she didn't have much of an ass but, that track suite, magically created one and my eyes were pleased with what I saw. I would love nothing more than to get a little messy with Spencer. You know, maybe a little romp in some oil so I could slip and slide all over her soft body and conveniently slip inside of her with ease. But that's something I'll leave in my fantasies right now I just need to get this urge to have sex with her out of my head before I start a family with my wife.

I don't want to be one of those "baby mommas" that gets their partner pregnant only to start cheating on her and eventually leave her for someone else. Ashley Davies isn't one for being a statistic folks. I am an original!

"Hey Spence, where are you going?" I already knew but I wanted to watch the words fall from her lips.

"I'm going for a little midnight stroll through the garden. I haven't walked through it… why is that where you were going?" She asked giving me a sultry wink before bending over and 'stretching' right…in…front…of…me!

"What's Lacy doing, she isn't coming?" again, I already knew the answer.

Ashley Davies… all knowing diva extraordinaire.

"No she's upstairs talking to Aiden." Spencer noted.

"Let's go walking then." I said giving her a look that I probably shouldn't have.

"Let's do it, you ready?" She returned the look signifying a mutual understanding of what was about to happen.

"I'm always ready." We walked out of the front door and all I could do was imagine what I was about to do to her, yet never losing sight of my intentions.

For some reason I couldn't control my emotions and even though what I'm about to do is wrong on all accounts, my intentions are all good so doesn't that count for something?

I sure hope it counts for something.

Author's Note:

So I'd like to see some feedback what do you think?

What do you think the next few chapters will have in store?

**So I'm thinking about ending the story soon, so before i make the final decision I wanted to ask if you(the readers) want the story to be longer or should I continue with my original plan and end it in the next four or five.**