Chapter 10: Explanations

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"So explain follow me into my study all of you." He said while grabbing me and walking off.

They walked into Sesshomaru's office; everyone feeling tense and uneasy.

Inuyasha was becoming angry with the close proximity of his brother and Kagome. Why would Sesshomaru want to be that close to a human anyways?Sango and Mirkou followed wordlessly satisfied to know that Kagome was okay.

The room was breath taking. The walls were trimmed in gold and Ivory, while the window sills were encased in candles making the room less intimmadating then she would have though. There where scrolls and ink everywhere along with paintings of his family line, all of them including Inuyasha.

Behind the carved wooden desk there was a balcony with a view of the garden below, it was the epitome of elegance and relaxation.

"Wow . . ." Kagome whispered at the magnificent room her jaw slacked in speechless awe.

"Sit." Sesshomaru said harshly trying to get right to the point.

Sesshomaru sat behind his desk dragging Kagome with him, while the others sat on the mats below.

"Talk. "He barked out again sitting upright ready to strike if it got too out of hand.

Every one watched as Inuyasha got up onto his feet facing Sesshomaru and Kagome.

"Kagome Listen I didn't mean to leave you the way I did." Inuyasha said avoiding eye contact.

Before he could go on he heard Kagome say something.

"Yeah okay Inuyasha then what way did you mean to leave me, cause either way you would have hurt me!" She yelled angry that he would even try to justify what he did.

"Kagome It was not like that, you have to understand I did it to protect you, I couldn't bear the thought of you dyeing by Narakus hand, so I pushed you away when he got close! I

Am sorry we all talked it over and decided we couldn't let you go you are too weak."

He said with fire in his eyes.

"Yes Kagome I couldn't bear the thought of losing yet another sibling to the hands of that scum! "Sango said with tears in her eyes.

Hurt and betrayed Kagome was not going to give in that easy.

"I have traveled years with you guys I would know enough to know I can take care of my damn self I would have been fine, And I am sorry If I don't sound the least bit sorry for your Story's but you left me in the middle of nowhere! You don't know what hell I have been to what things I HAVE HAD TO GO THROUGH!" She screamed her voice becoming raw with pain.

"Kagome, we thought about you every day, I fought thinking solely of you! I wanted it to be over to have a chance to be with you Kagome don't speak that way, we never stopped

Thinking of you!" Inuyasha yelled frustrated at her reluctance to forgive.

"Your thoughts didn't feed me or cloth me or keep me warm at night, your thoughts didn't defend me from people who thought I was a whore and a bitch, People who kicked me from Town to town, not wanting a nothing like me in there town, you don't know what kind of things I had to do to survive." She said with raw emotion.

"What do you mean why would they think you were some common whore?" Sango said suddenly her eye brows creasing in confusion.

Realizing she had said too much she knew there was no turning back.

She looked at Sesshomaru seeing him noticeably tense.

She put her hand under his chin and made him look at her.

She saw the answer clear as day.

"Nothing, No reason ... Just how did look I was out on the streets begging in my ripped skirt and tattered shirt, They must have assumed. ." She said with nervousness but was stopped when she heard Sesshomaru speak.

"Tell me dear brother, how it must of look for a girl such as her who has not even come into marrying age look dressed in such disgraceful cloths, with a child in her womb begging for Food and water?" He said coldly.

Kagome looked over to him in shock.

"What?" She whispered.

She knew he didn't wish for them to know she saw it in his eyes but here he was telling them.

"What!" Inuyasha Miroku Shippo and Sango yelled.

"Something happened ok, I got pregnant that day you left me-" She never go to finish, Inuyasha being the hot head that he was started to talk.

"You whore! You just couldn't keep your legs closed could you? The minute I left you, you were so desperate to get any man's attention! I never thought you were that low-" He said

Before finding he slammed against the wall.

By none other than Sesshomaru.

"I may not care much for her as a human but as the mother of my children you will cease your insults right now!"

He said a death promised in every word.

"You!" He yelled "She slept with you?"

"I thought that much was obvious Inuyasha, I am his mate now." She said with tears falling down her cheeks she felt hurt by his harsh words she was shocked to hear those things

Come from him, he was the last person she ever thought would say that but then again who was she to him to think any less?

"Kagome." Sango whispered as she pulled her sister to her. "I love you and I am deeply sorry for your struggles I really am I just wish I could have been there for you I know you will Never be my sister by blood but I love like you were in fact that's all I ever will see you as, you are my sister and for you I mourn. You must have been so afraid and alone. I regret it all I am so sorry!" Sango continued to hold kagome close to her, streams of tears running down their faces.

He saw her hurt and felt her pain. He became fond of her but it didn't mean that he cared for her in any way. But did have respect for her and it seemed that she needed to get away.

So he helped her just this once.

"Enough ... Jaken" he beckoned.

"Yes sir?" The toad said as he ran into the room.

"Show our guest to their rooms I must speak to kagome."

"Yes my lord right away." The green toad said, His pale green cheeks becoming flushed with color. He was obviously uncomfortable with showing demon hunters to their room

Especially ones that weren't too fond of him.

"Come this way." He stuttered.

Kagome felt Sango slowly let go of her as she followed the rest of them out the door.

feeling broken and hallow by Inuyasha harsh words she curled into a ball all the while holding her hands to her chest trying to ease the hole his words had left.

He couldn't believe her, she betrayed him!

She slept with his brother like some tramp.

'I bet she wasn't even pure I bet she was just like all the other girls from her time'

He thought.

Jaken had showed him to his room it was in the east wing as far away as Sesshomaru as possible.

He vaguely remembers being here when he was younger.

It was the same, never changing just like Sesshomaru.

What did she see in him anyways?

Was he not good enough for her or something?

He could feel himself lose control but he tried to relax not wanting to lose it so fast.

He loved her.

And he betrayed him just like Kikyo.

At least Kikyo was stronger.

He would never have to leave Kikyo she was strong enough.

And wise enough.

Kagome was becoming less and less of a factor in his mind.

He now saw her true colors.

Her betraying backstabbing slut invested colors.

'She had a baby huh? I wonder how Sesshomaru must feel fathering a half breed like me.'

He thought to himself before deciding that he would talk to her tomorrow he had enough of lingering questions, she would answered them whether she wanted to or not.

"Get up."

She heard his command but ignored it.

She really did not feel like dealing with his mood swings at the moment.

"Miko." He spoke with a warning tone.

But again she chose to ignore him.

"Woman." He tried once more, but again nothing. Deciding he had enough of her games he picked her up and set her atop his desk.

She twisted and turned until he was facing her back.

"Enough, You need to get over it Woman be stronger and stop moping over loose words If you act like this I am afraid I must agree with my Half-brother, You are weak."

He said smugly knowing that he would get a reaction.

"Fuck you!" She spat as she swung at him.

He grabbed her hand in midair while roughly throwing it down.

"Tell me if I am indeed telling a lie when you have yet proved me wrong!" He said slowly as if poison was embedded with each word.

"I have been nothing but strong as strong as I can be I am 16 what do you want from me? I can't do this! I can't raise a family or have a mate or anything I don't know what to do." She

Yelled at him.

"But you are aren't you; you're as strong as you can be?"

"Yes!" she said.

"Then why are you letting my brother's word affect you so? You love him yet you allow him to hurt you? I cannot decide if you are weak or stupid." He said in frustration a storm was

Brewing with in his stomach and left him wondering why he let her affect him like this.

"Your right, but I can't help it I love him I do! And I guess that's what makes me human Now why you hate my kind, we don't need enemies all we need is our self's. Self-destruction is all

We seem to know.'' she said sadly lowering her chin to the ground.

"No, I hate your kind because of your ignorance, your people fail to see the truth in things so stupid and unwilling to change, Miko, I never seen you portray any of those qualities." He

Said as he pulled her closer to look into his eyes.

"Really?" she said with hopeful eyes.

"Yes, do not disappoint me." He said coldly but something told her he meant otherwise something told her, this was his way of telling her he respected her and for some crazy reason

She didn't want to disappoint him.

"Thank you Lord Sesshomaru." She said while she grabbed him and kissed his cheek.

Too say he was stunned would be an understatement, he never meant for her to thank him, he never meant to comfort her at all he just wanted her to get over it.

Feeling her lips on his cheek made him feel warm, it was amazing what this simple gesture was saying, she respected him, they now had mutual respect for each other which was better

Than hating each other, even thought they might not like each other yet they had a form of a relationship that was now not just based on amazing sex.

Speaking of which, never had he ravished her on a desk top, and what better way to comfort a woman than to make her feel ultimate pleasure?

She felt good, well not that good she was naked on a desk with a demon lord beside her and a scroll top scraping into her side.

She felt alive and confident.

It was amazing how cocky she felt at this moment.

Maybe being with Sesshomaru wasn't that bad.

she didn't care what Inuyasha thought of her yes she could not deny she loved him but she would not let his words hurt her she knew who she was why should she let some else tell

Her otherwise?

"Past!"

"Pst!"

"What?" She was startled to see his golden eyes staring at her with a board expression.

"Nothing just wanted to see if you were awake that's all, Um I think the kids are hungry, actually I know so could you get me some cloths cause mine are no longer wear-able."

She said with blush stained cheeks.

"Yes." as if on cue there was a knock on the door.

Getting up and walking over to the door quickly using the door as a shield all the while ignoring the staring eyes from behind.

She saw a light green robe on the floor.

"How did you-?" She started to ask. Her eyes filled with confusion while holding the robe over her body.

"They must have heard you and assumed you needed something to wear." He said smugly.

"Oh my, that's it I am never having sex ever again!" she said her body now dyed a possibly permanent red; embarrassment wasn't a strong enough word to describe how awful she felt.

"Oh I am sure you wouldn't last too long without it." He said as if what she said was the most ridiculous thing he had ever heard.

"Oh screw you!"

She said as she stormed out of the room and off to find her kids.

"There you are my babies." She said with a smile.

She walked into the nursery to find a nurse attending to a crying baby.

She looked confused and distraught.

"It's ok I will take it from here." she said while taking her baby boy.

They nurse looked all to please to make a quick exit.

Opening her robe she felt him take hold of her breast and suck.

Walking over to her baby girl to see if she was alright she noticed Sango standing by the door way.

Her face was shocked.

But she quickly recovered, "Hey they told me you would be in here ... so it's true huh? You are a mother to a beautiful baby boy." She said with an uncertain smile.

"Actually its 2 well a baby boy and a baby girl."

She said watching her baby intently.

"What? Twins you had ... how was that possible I heard it was a myth I didn't think it was real I mean..." She was lost for words soon realizing how much this young girl had really gone

Through.

"It's ok Sango." Kagome said while taking a big breathes she began to forgive which was surprisingly easy.

She saw the look in her sisters eyes she knew she was sorry.

And she really couldn't bear to see her hurt any longer.

"Hey this is Tsuyoshi but I call him Yoshi for short I don't know it's just so cute! He's a mama's boy, and this is Mizuki I call her my little moon ... "Kagome spent the rest of that day with sango explaining what had really happened between her and Sesshomaru.

Making up felt good she knew she couldn't stay mad at her for long.

"I love you Kagome!"

"I love you too Sango."

It felt good too not feel so alone anymore she knows had another person to help her when she felt she couldn't do it anymore.

She her sister back, Now if only she had her best friend.

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