Chapters 17: My lost Love!
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She had felt the shift in the wind, a sure sign of bad things to come.
The girl had proved to be special. She was careless and stupid at times but she loved her off-spring and that was more than she could say for herself. She loved her son as much as she hated him, but then again it had been like that since the day she found out of his existence. She loved Inutashio once, he was handsome and rich he was everything she thought she wanted.
But then she met him. Inufudo the love of her life, he was never the strongest or wisest, but he was the darkest and in those red amber eyes she saw a dark passion that warmed her like no other.
She had met him after the announcement of her mating to his brother it was spring and they where busy making preparations for the event.
"Hello Yami so we finally meet." These where the first words he uttered. From the first time she met him she fell madly in love. She had always been a dark soul she reveled in malice and hoped for death she never understood why until she met Inufudo.
They talked for hours about the world and its things Inufudo would go on to say how he would eventually own this earth and all it inhabitants. A part of her knew it was silly but at the time she not only believed in him, she hoped for his dreams to come true.
He told her of his plan to kill Inutashio and take her for himself.
And she cried tears of joy holding him close saying to him in a hushed whispered that he alone was her one true love.
She had followed his orders and accused Inutashio that his brothers carried lustful glances toward her, she spout lies of hate and malice until Inutashio announced that they decided it best to leave the palace and never return.
she loved Inufudo more than life its self.
So when she discovered of the baby she was carrying she mourned her love. She had interrupted the toast and announced that she was with child to save Inutashio from the death that waited in that cup.
He cut away from her refusing to talk to her or acknowledge her existence
She knew it was for the better and she had to make things right with her mate and there child to be. but a part of her, the part of her that belonged to Inufudo hated this baby with a vengeance. She dreamed of choking it pale chubby neck or throwing its frail body out of the window. But she never did instead when she looked upon her son Sesshomaru she cried for the first time in her life.
She was so full of love and hate it was tearing her in half. That night she ran away.
She looked for her beloved Inufudo seeking for his warmth and touch, and when she found him she begged him to take her. At first he took her out of spite and the love making was rough and painful but when the burning subsided, he whispered that "he loved her, but she had brought death at his doorstep."
She witnessed the brothers fight to the end. She cried for years after he was killed, her mate never reclaimed her but her kept her as his wife for the sake of there child. When things had started to become good between them he took another mate and banned her from his home, it was then that her child and her husband had returned the betrayal onto her.
She had spent 50 years hating Inutashio and Sesshomaru and 50 years mourning the love of her life.
She looked out to the court yard where her son was holding his daughter and smiled. She did love him, Sesshomaru. But he reminded her of his father, his looks his regal voice. He was Inutashio himself and she couldn't help but grimace.
She still wondered what it would be like to have Inufudo in her arms again. to wear his marks and carry his child in her belly.
It would be her greatest honor.
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Far away in a cave there only laid darkness himself.
"I am alive my beloved." Darkness roared out the heavens reveling in the storm it brought.
"Master! It is time your strength has been restored you have been revived my lord!" A lowly cricket youki squabbled bowing before the darkness.
"Yes It is time I woe that young child and take her as my own she only serves as a hindrance to my plans for this kingdom." He said his voice low and raspy.
"I plan to rule what was rightfully mine and now that I am stronger I will take my army and corrupt this perfect kingdom."
"My lord I have followed you faithfully and I have helped in your recovery does this mean that I am your right hand my lord." The disgusting cricket asked cowering into a hunch.
"No my only right hand be that of my beloved Yami she will be my only your alive you shall serve me and I will ensure that your life will remain intact that is all I wish to grant you." Inufudo said cruelly.
"Yes m-master!" He said running off to attend to something or another.
"Come Yugo we shall depart." Inufudo said while trailing his fingertips along the bark of a tree setting it on fire. "It will be a long journey before we reach our rightful home."
"Yes my lord!" Yugo said as he scurried to keep up with the mighty Inufudo.
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"Kagome you have to remember Ninja food!" Shippo cried out suddenly holding out his hands in front of him.
"No I am sorry Shippo never heard of this stuff she said holding out the bag of chips Shippo handed her.
"Come one its from your era you have to remember." Shippo said near tears. Kagome looked at his her eyes full of wonder as she placed a chip in her mouth.
"Come to think of it this does taste familiar hm." She said munching on a cheddar flavored chip.
"But Kag-"
"Oy! Leave her alone she can't remember the damn snack she will eventually so leave her alone brat." Inuyasha yelled striking the fox demon on the head.
"Ow! Kagome Inuyasha hit me!" He whined holding he bosom to his face.
"Inuyasha that's not very nice!" Kagome yelled glaring at the offending Half demon.
He looked at her with a sullen look before casting his glance downwards. "Sorry Kagome its just your memory is not fully regained and with the new baby on the way well I just figured you needed your rest.
"Awe Inuyasha!" Kagome yelled out to the half demon. "I am fine if Shippo wishes to bother me then let him cause I'll be fine!"
"Kagome." A deep baritone voice called out from the shadow of the doorway. "Come." He beckoned turning away stopping, waiting for her to follow.
"Excuse me for a moment." She whispered to Shippo before getting up and joining the pale Adonis that waited out side of her door.
"We must discuss certain things mate." He said turning to her with warm eyes before walking away yet again and again she followed.
"Well I have not done anything wrong and the children are fine and I haven't jumped you professing my undying love so what is there to talk about?" She said raising a slim eyebrow.
"I am to leave." He said once they reached there room. "W-what are you talking about?" She stuttered and her stomach protested at her panic.
"There is a report of strange activity toward the eastern lands and they reported that I am needed by the lord so I shall leave of course I will not be long I know you nor my baby could handle my lack of presence, this one is strange you will need to be watched over." he said glaring at her stomach.
"OK whatever you say just be careful OK?" She said turning away. She didn't know how she felt anymore as more memory's rushed past her the less she loved him, or was it the more?
She knew that the girl she was before her memory's had been erased had loathed him but desired him in every way. But now that she couldn't remember she felt a strange connection with him. Maybe that was part of being his mate now that she didn't reject it so strongly she felt for him more so, who knew what was really going on maybe these "feelings." for him where legit.
"I will leave in the morning, you should get some rest I'll call for the servants to bring your dinner to you." He said looking at her stomach once more his gaze slowly trailed down the up again.
"O-OK." She stuttered excited from his gaze.
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"We will be there in a few months time he will be gone and I'll with set fourth with my plan in seducing the fair lady." The dark lord Inufudo said smiling behind his silver locks. "Yes my lord what a brilliant plan!" His servant beckoned from behind.
"Just you wait brother you might have escaped me in death but I will send your sons hurdling down with you soon enough, they can not escape me!"
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- Rina Mcnugget