Here's Chapter 12 now! Well this one is full of more excitement and quite a bit of action guys! Enjoy because the end is near! I can not believe what those doctors did to my baby sister's feet! She had an operation Thursday and today after they took the casts off her feet are all swollen and she's in so much pain! The dear is taking it well but I am so mad about what happened to those poor little baby feet! She already has cerebral palsy but now she can't walk at all with those severe blisters swelling her little feet!

Though this will probably annoy some people skip over Inuyasha's pov because it's basically a guy pairing section right there

Hesitation

Sango's pov

I stood before the room I knew she would be in and I hesitated, took deep breaths and released them in a huff, anything to calm myself down before I walked in to see if everything was ok. I decided it would be better for me to just go to a window to look into a classroom instead of drawing attention to myself by walking to the door and knocking and having a bunch of crazy girls swoon at me. I made my way over to the window with even more hesitation and I could not help the thoughts that kept coming to me, the images that kept flashing in my brain painfully as I thought of all the things that could be happening even as I walked now. I contemplated smashing through the window if Kagome was truly in trouble but then that would be a hassle to deal with but Kagome's life was more than worth it and I sighed and took a peak inside the room. I saw that everything appeared to be normal and there really was nothing out of the ordinary and somehow Kagome's eyes caught mine and she frowned at my appearance.

I stood there stunned until I took note that she was looking at my face with a frown and worry etched onto her beautiful features and I knew she had to be frowning at my bruised and banged up appearance. I probably had more bruises than I could count and my arms and legs were still screaming at me to stop straining them and use as little energy as possible so I could allow them the proper time to heal. I was just about to do something when a hand caught my attention and I felt myself being turned around slowly, gently in a gesture to show they were not trying to harm me in any way and I allowed myself to be turned. I noted with much relief that it was Nakamura-sensei and I felt myself being pulled into his arms as my world finally went black and I could not feel anything anymore but before I allowed myself to be taken over I heard a voice, her voice, call out my name. No more thoughts could be conjured up as darkness enveloped me with its sweet call and I felt numbness take over the pain that had been dominating my senses since the fight.

The first thing I registered in my mind when I felt some light come into my world was a warm and gentle sensation rubbing against the back of my hand softly and I felt a smile tugging at the corners of my lips. I immediately knew who it was holding my hand so tenderly and I could feel the love radiating from her gentle caress and her fingers held tenderness in them as she continued her subconscious motions. I tried to open my eyes a crack but they felt so heavy and my right cheek hurt terribly, was throbbing horribly probably from the impact of a fist I had not managed to dodge or block earlier. I tried to hold back the wince and gasp that escaped my lips anyways and I could hear Kagome gasp softly as she took my hand and gave the tiniest squeeze and I heard myself audibly disapprove of the action. I tried to open my eyes once again and I had a tiny bit of success as my eyes opened only very slightly and I could see Kagome's worried face just very barely from the small cracks of my eyes. I could see that Kagome's face was covered in dried tears, telling me I had been out for a while judging from how worn Kagome's face appeared and I could not help the frown that replaced the smile on my face.

I gathered what little strength I had in my limbs and forced my fingers to give her hand a light squeeze of reassurance and Kagome's reaction was for tears to spill from her fragile eyes. She tried to smile at me for my sake but her smile turned out to look more like a grimace than anything and I could not get that image out of my mind, I wanted very much to hit myself for causing her so much worry. I knew, though, that it was a very stupid idea because it wasn't my fault those … people, if they could even be called that, did this to me and I could not blame myself for my injuries but I still could not forgive such pain in her eyes. I wanted to wish the pain away, kiss and make it better, anything just anything to get that look out of her eyes, the sorrow and pain in her eyes was more torture to me than the pain of being beaten to unconsciousness. The pain in her eyes caused me even more unbearable pain than the excruciating I was in now and though it sounded crazy and just plain weird it was honestly how I felt and I could not help but feel the hurt and pain was my fault.

My tired body would not let me stay awake any longer to look at her beautiful face, marred by the pain and worry of seeing me in such a pitiful and pained state, and I felt myself drifting away again. The dark world I had been in was returning to me slowly, not nearly as fast as it had earlier, and I could feel myself falling into a half conscious state of mind where I was only half aware of what was going on around me. I could hear her voice calling out for someone and I realized it must have been the nurse she was calling out to since a woman I did not know was by my side soon and Kagome remained firmly where she was with my hand in hers. I tried to strain my half conscious state so I could understand the words they were exchanging but as hard as I tried I could only make out a few words in between each sentence and I gave up when the darkness took over me completely.

When I awoke again I heard a faint beeping noise somewhere to the right of me. Then I felt warmth enveloping my fingers and gentle, soft skin squeezing my left hand and a gentle pressure on my left side that I was sure was none other than Kagome. I opened my eyes slowly, cautiously, before taking a look around me to see where I had been for however long I had been unconscious. One glance around the room told me this was a very sterile looking place and that there was some kind of machine making that beeping noise I had heard earlier. I felt a tiny stinging sensation in my right arm and looked to my right to see a kind of … tube of some sort that seemed to be transporting a liquid into my bloodstream.

My body felt so heavy and sore, it felt like someone was pressing a heavy weight on my body and my arms and legs hurt so terribly. I wondered briefly why I was in this place but then I realized this must be a hospital, not exactly I what I had imagined it to be but it was nice. I liked the fact that the bed, though was not exactly soft like the kind I was used to, was not particularly too lumpy and hard but was not entirely too soft either. It was a good between the two that I liked a good medium and balanced like everything else in the world.

Kagome moved a little to my left and I felt my fingers sub-consciously squeeze hers softly, in a reassuring gesture of comfort and love. I saw her head jerk up a little bit before it fell back down to my side, her head had been resting comfortably on my leg, and I thought she looked much too adorable at the moment to leave her be even in my condition. I forced my aching body to move and I kissed the top of her head lightly and I saw her jerk again, albeit much less forcibly than earlier, and I smiled as I shook her hand gently. She picked her head up and blinked several times, in the cutest fashion, before she looked at me with bleary, wet eyes and blinked a few more times before she seemed to focus on me. I smiled softly at the look of confusion in her eyes, as if she didn't know where she was or why she was here.

"Kagome … Kagome I am awake now." I smiled even wider at the still apparent confusion in her eyes and the perplexed look on her face as she continued to sit there with incomprehension showing in her features before she gave a little gasp and her free hand came up to cover her mouth. "How long … has it been … since I was … you know?" I could barely speak and I felt how sore my throat was as I struggled to get those words out of my mouth and I could almost hear my chapped lips screaming at me. This pain was nothing compared to what it would be like for me if Kagome had been in my position instead, if something had happened to her I would be at a loss.

She looked at me so tenderly that I felt myself smile despite myself, and my injuries, and the gentle look in her eyes made my heart skip a beat. "Oh god Sango I thought you were going to sleep for … they thought you might not wake up for a long time … as if you were in a coma! I was so scared when they told me the extent of your injuries Sango! You had at least 3 broken ribs and your arms! Oh god Sango your entire left arm is broken from the elbow down! Your right is only slightly better than that! There is only a cracked radius … I think it was, on your right arm so it will heal the fastest of your injuries. You had severe internal bleeding from taking all of those blows dealt to you! And … for the past five days you have been here … sleeping so peacefully I was afraid, I thought." She didn't continue and her voice had cracked several times in between as she spoke. She at least looked relieved now that I was finally awake again.

I could feel my eyebrows furrowing as I took in her tired and worn looking face, the bags under her eyes, the streak of dry, stale tears, and worse the heart wrenching sorrowed etched in those warm blue eyes I love so dearly. I barely managed to give her hand another weak squeeze of comfort as the pain was still very clearly present in my broken body. She managed to give me a weak smile in return, which I was grateful for, and she gave my hand a weak squeeze in return, reassuring and gentle at the same time.

"Kagome," my voice broke as a loud squeak replaced it and I tried to clear my throat only to realize that it was far too dry and unused for me so speak properly. Kagome looked startled for a moment before she gently, albeit swiftly, took her hand out of mine and stood up to walk across the room. I had felt panicked at first seeing her get up without a word but then I relaxed when she looked at me knowingly and smiled softly. There were so many emotions on her face but I could read them all through her expressive eyes, I loved that about her eyes.

Before I could even think about it anymore an ironically thin, almost sickly looking, nurse came in with a gentle smile on her face. She came over to me to check me over properly for all the signs of a functioning pulse and beating heart. She had a paper attached to a strange looking brown board (clipboard if you don't know what Sango's referring to) and jotted something down on it quickly before going back to me. She seemed to be satisfied with whatever she wrote down because soon enough she was smiling down at me again and spoke with an uncharacteristically melancholic sounding voice. "You seem to have improved very much the last few days you've been here and I think you might be able to discharge as early as sometime next week!"

My only reaction was to gap at the woman standing before me, stunned beyond speech and recognition of what she was saying. I couldn't believe she had said that last sentence with enthusiasm laced with her melancholic voice and that she had said the words 'as early as next week!' It was a bit outrageous that I would have to stay here that long considering I did not think my wounds were nearly as extensive as Kagome had made them out to be, not to discredit her or anything of the like but she could exaggerate a great deal at times. I just could not comprehend this bit of information, could not wrap my head around such a strange notion. I had fought demons and been injured worse than this but I was usually up the next few days afterwards doing more menial tasks to allow myself to heal but work nonetheless.

The nurse seemed to take in my surprised, and perhaps outraged, reaction and explained to me in that same voice, "oh don't worry too much! Once you are healed enough to walk we'll let you out of here since you don't seem too keen on being in here! Do not worry about a thing because you won't even notice the time flyby and soon enough we'll be discharging you and you'll be back to your everyday life if all goes well!"

Though she actually sounded sincere this time it did nothing to neither assuage my worries nor appease my quelling anger. I wanted to just get up and find something to take my anger at not being able to move from this bed for an even longer amount of time, though I had been asleep for all this time. My frowning features seemed to catch Kagome's attention as her fingers intertwined with mine and I felt myself gain some control over myself.

There was not much else I could do to keep the livid expression off my face but I at least tried to sound polite when I spoke next. "What kind of … condition am I in exactly to have to stay here for … so long?" I could feel the venom trying to escape from my mouth as I spoke and I paused, looking contemplative, to try and cover up the truth behind my pauses. Apparently it worked because she spoke without seeming to have caught onto my disguised spite for being held in this hospital for longer than I deemed necessary.

"Well if you want me to be completely honest," she paused with a pensive look, penetrating her usual smiling face, before she continued only moments later. "I really am not sure since it is really up to the doctor and whether he deems you fit to return to your normal life with your many broken bones. You might need to go to some kind of physical therapy as it is with how much damage your body has taken. As to the extent of this stay … it is undeterminable for the time being I'm afraid. I sincerely apologize and hope for the best for you in this." She bowed at me lightly before leaving the room with a look of pure agony on her face.

I felt contrite almost instantly for my earlier behavior when all she could do was tell me the facts straight and hope for my quick and full recovery. None of this was her fault nor could I put the blame on any of my classmates because they were all only trying their best to do well in this world and they had no control or resistance to evil forces beyond their plain of power. They were only human, as is the nurse who just left me here with Kagome and everyone else in this place.

Speaking of Kagome she looked so worn that I sorely wanted to tell her to go home to get some rest but who knows what will happen to her if she's alone without me to protect her? I could not take the risks of that happening and regretting my decision if she got hurt because of something I asked her to do. All I wanted and desired anymore was for my life to go back to its' simplicity from before all of the bad things happened.

Things were happening so fast, too quickly, for me to be able to adjust with what was going on and to take note of every little thing, every little detail that might make a difference. Things were becoming just too complicated and as it stands I want to take the one most precious person to me and lock her away so she can never be hurt by this evil again. It would be worth it as long as she didn't have to get hurt anymore, as long as she would be safe and happy I would be happy. But it seems like fate has another plan for me, my destiny(1) being a different path than what I had wanted for this life. Right now only my destiny is sad, I wish the two of us were here together as the wind and waves blow from years ago(2).

Inuyasha's pov

I knew what my brother said is true, that this would be my last chance to admit it to him how I truly felt but I wasn't sure I would be willing to tell him how I felt. I mean for heaven's sake the guy I'm in love already has a girlfriend, last time I checked, and is the straightest person I've ever met in my life! He works out those delicious abdominal muscles everyday, from what I see, and is constantly working out to maintain those mouth-watering muscles everywhere on his delectable body.

Mid-step my brain seemed to malfunction as I just stopped moving completely and Kouga's body rammed into my own and we collapsed into a heap of bodies on the ground. Kouga had to wear his damn short shorts today because I could feel him rubbing against my thighs between my legs and it was all I could do to keep myself from shoving him off at this point. He seemed to be frozen in place because he had not moved at all but I could hear him breathing, more like panting, heavily and his hot breath seemed to caress the skin of my neck and I shuddered.

Before I even knew what was happening I felt Kouga move so that his erection was rubbing against me, against my butt. I gasped at the feeling and moaned loudly at the feeling of him and then I realized for the first time that if he had an erection that must mean … that he's as turned on as I am! We were in the forest behind the school (a shortcut) and I could hear that we were all alone here right now so there would be no interruptions if he decided to start something.

I knew then without a doubt that he wanted this as much as I did when he cupped me in his large hands but I could not do this without a clear conscience. So I blurted out the words that had plagued me since he had started distancing himself from me, "Kouga … w-what … OH GOD … FUCK … Ayame!" I couldn't think straight even if I wanted to because he knew how to work his fingers on me and I let out another deep moan before realizing that I no longer had any pants on and neither did he. There was nothing blocking me from feelings his large erection from rubbing against my entrance unabashedly anymore at this point and I felt myself become even more excited.

"Ayame … broke up with me months ago … Inuyasha," he was grunting with effort as he slowly slid his slick erection's entire length inside of my entrance and I could hear myself moan even louder in response and I felt my hips buck against him. He was large and wonderful, stretching me in the most pleasant of ways and I could hear my excited panting increase as he pushed into me and then pulled out at a quick rhythm. "Oh Inuyasha … you are so fucking tight! Damn this feels good. Yes give me more, give yourself to me Inuyasha! Scream in pleasure!"

I felt myself responding to his inhumanly quick rhythm and it was all I could do to keep up with his incredibly fast pace as he continued to slam into me. "Yes … oh harder! Faster Kouga! I n-need more! I need all of you!" I couldn't even recognize my voice with all of the lust rolling over me in waves. I finally felt myself release in pleasure, screaming his name for all to hear as I felt euphoria crash into my body. The pleasure was almost overwhelming but it felt so right to be like this.

Today had to be the happiest day of my life and I would treasure it if we all didn't make it out of there alive when the time came for us to fight off those … people if they could even be referred as that anymore. I was happy and content for now, satisfied in so many ways.

(1) – A 東方神起(Tohoshinki) song that was my favorite for about 2 or 3 years!^^

(2) – Lyrics from the song My Destiny that I translated myself. The MV can be found on youtube if anyone's interested!^^ The members all look amazing and the song itself is just absolutely mesmerizing. The beginning where you hear the finger snapping is better to listen to with earphones because then you can hear when they snap individually into one side of the earphones!^^

Well here's to another chapter despite it's short length (about 3,700 words) but I have to say it's because I've had the worst writers block this path month or so! I cannot think of a way I want to organize what happens next and it's driving me nuts and I feel bad for making people wait so long for an update! I hope to update again in perhaps the beginning of October since I am currently busy this month with an engagement party this weekend and then college visiting and a whole lot of other stuff!

Sorry for anybody who hates yaoi and stuff, I've never written it before so I tried to make it brief, but I had to add it as a thing for Inuyasha.

So yeah until next time! Leave me a review or pm me if you have any ideas with how I should continue on with this story please!^^

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