Chapters 18: Goodbye love!
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He had decided he wanted her in his bed tonight.
But as she laid beside him, humming gently to the child that laid dangerously in her womb; He couldn't bring himself to ravish her. Her humming reminded him of a mother no not his own, just a mother. She was so beautiful her ivory hair splayed out beneath her; the glow of the setting sun making her skin glow bronze. Her eyes were closed gently as her chest puffed up and down. Her own stomach was protruding slightly. She was perfect in every way it was impossible not to want to love her.
But he didn't, He couldn't love her. She looked at him now her eyes shimmering in the light. Her rose of a mouth moved as she puckered to kiss him on his cheek. "I care for you Sesshomaru, I wish you wouldn't leave me." She whispered her voice though small and adolescent, was smooth like silk. It taunted him made him crave more of her voice. He tightened his arms around her placing a hand over her stomach. He kissed her upon her neck over and over until her heard a soft sigh.
"I may not love you Kagome but I never want to leave you." He said his voice deep and resonating. He saw her breathing stagger at his odd words. "Oh Sesshomaru!" She gasped as she turned to kiss him on his mouth moaning softly at his response.
She looked at him once more kissing his cheeks and forehead. "I remember you." She said suddenly, he looked at her in surprise. "I remember your eyes and soul." She whispered with tears in her eyes. She slowly sat up hovering over him her arms trapping him beneath him. The intensity in her eyes was speechless, he saw fear, love, and genuine want. "I know your only going to help, but I have this feeling that something terrible is going to happen." Her eyes now filled with tears, tears that now fell onto his face as she continued to cry at his expense.
"Come." He said curling his arms around her once again and nuzzled her head as he looked over the palace. The green terrain of his home colored with the garden that now belong to his lady. He saw the guards marching up and down the court yard, this was his life a life he had built for himself. He never planned on this sobbing girl beside him nor the two children she bore so unsuspectingly.
They sat there for hours until he saw that the sun was going to rise soon that meant soon he would have to go. It was then he felt her grasp him, Her small hands running all over his body. "Come Sesshomaru come one!" She said as she sucked his neck trying to unclothe him. Not understanding her sudden urgency he looked her blankly as she tried frantically to remove his clothing.
"Listen! I know you think you are invincible but I know better and if this is going to be my last night with you then-" She stopped suddenly to suck on his nipple getting a low hiss from the demon beneath her. The air stilled outside as every servant prepared for decent. "Ah!" Kagome gasped as he groped her chest.
It was all a swirl of white as they both removed there cloths. It wasn't until they both where naked did they stop.
There knees planted on the futon they looked at each others body, his broad shoulders and her round breasts. She was flawless to him, when did this happen? As she looked at him and his pale chiseled abs she couldn't help but cry. He stopped staring as he smelled her tears. she sank into his arms laying her back to his chest.
The room was filled with a soft cry and the gentle patter of his hands on her stomach. He looked at this girl, this little girl whom he had corrupted so violently. He wondered what he had done to deserve her. She was rash and disrespectful, she was bolder than any other woman he had met before whether it was from blind ignorance or courage he was not sure.
He gently pushed his length against her bottom seeking the entrance only she could provide. She let out a long moan as he pushed into her core. "Oh Kami!" She moaned out lifting her hands to his neck as he pressed into a faster pace. She felt her nerves come alive with every touch of his hands. "Faster!" She yelled bending her head back into his shoulder.
He felt her squeeze him as she let out a long screech. "Ah!" She sighed as she looked into his eyes her head bobbing from his pounding length. It went on till her third orgasm when he finally came shooting hot seed into her womb.
He stopped flipping her onto his chest. "I love you Sesshomaru, I really do I- I need you to know that I would never willingly leave you I don't know how or when but I do love you!" She cried as she hugged him close. "I know something is going to happen I just know but promise me whatever happens I need you to keep in close in your heart whether you love me or not, if i should die I want to know you where thinking of me." She said grabbing his face kissing him before he could protest.
When she started to laugh he decided to speak. "What is wrong with you girl are you losing your mind?"
She smiled with watery eyes. "I am just thinking about my travel with Inuyasha, shush don't make that face." She said laughing once again. "I just never thought that anyone could grab your face and kiss you and live to tell the tale, I thought you where untouchable." She said looking down grinning. "I am untouchable as you say, to anyone but you." He said pushing her head onto his chest waiting for her to fall asleep.
"I love you."
a voice whispered.
Not a soul knew who.
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She could feel the soft rays of the morning sun against her naked back. The birds chirping a peaceful tune as the room filled with the fragrance of morning dew. She sighed gently as she stretched her aching muscles. Looking to the now empty bed she gasped in a panic quickly running to the balcony. The court yard was now filled with a few guards not nearly as many as there should have been.
For getting herself she ran out of the room desperate for hiM to be there. "Sesshomaru!" She screamed as she passed the halls in a blur. She heard as the servants yelled for her to put on a robe. She was too much in a hurry for that, looking at a familiar face she stopped grabbing his red jacket and pulling his to her.
"Where is he god dammit!" She screamed crying hysterical, His golden eyes looked at her with pity. "He left told me to look out for you he said that you said your goodbyes." He held her close trying to capture her shaking body.
The servants looking looked away quickly feeling a sadness for there lady's display.
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"Did ya' see how upset she was Oh my Kami it broke ma' heart." Rukia said to a fellow maid. "Yes darling I saw I just couldn't believe now I knew she loved him but hot damn, her tears almost broke me and well you know how hard I can be." A servant with blue eyes said while washing white linen. "I can't believe he left her though flat on her face do you think he returns her feelings?" Rukia asked her drowned to her elbows with soap. "Yes I believe he does." A deep old voice murmured from the corner.
"Momo! when you get here you haven't been around for a while." Rukia gasped surprised looking at her mentors unusual red eyes. "I believe he loves her more than you know after all 'the apple does not fall far from the tree' or so I have been told." Momo said standing up looking at the young maids oddly.
"Well gawsh darn all that fancy grammar your using when you learn all that?" The young maid asked dropping a clean shirt to look at the old mentor.
"Well you could say I am a different person now." She said letting out a throaty laugh.
"Are you sure your alright Momo you ain't acting the same!" Rukia asked lifting a slender eyebrow at the old woman she had known for many years.
"Ah! you have no idea how good I feel now if you will excuse me I have been gone a long time and It feels good to be home again."
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Ok so short woah but listen I thought I would send you some short ones rather than long because I'll update faster that way. Anyways yes I put some S/K fluff cause you wont see that in the following chappys.
3 mucho amor - R.A.M