Chapter 19 : Pending

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It had been 3 days already and he had never expected all that was waiting for him. The land was a waste, almost as if a evil had been seeped into the very dirt he walked on. He had destroyed many demons, some weak and some formidable. But still they came in a fury, they stank of death and dirt their long twisted faces and beady red eyes glared at him with fear but did not back down from his sword, it was almost if they wanted to die.

He over looked his men fighting the demons. Each one was waiting to attack instead of flee, a unusal action for a lesser demon. Usually they would reak havoc and flee before they could be caught and killed but these where fighting, fighting a battle they knew they would never win. But why?

Distraction? It was the most probrable explanation. They where the vessles of distraction giving the bigger demon time to escape while they sacrificed there lives for a greater evil.

Sesshomaru sniffed the air but was blinded by the rott of the demons. "Lord Sesshomaru." A officer adressed his lordship bowing at the waist. "Hn." Sesshomaru murmered perplexed by his theory, who was the greater demon then and what did he plan to do?

"Tell your men to stand guard." And with those final words he left into the dark dripping forest to find the demon who was causing him to be away from his mate.

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Mi'lady are you alright?" Rukia asked Kagome who only stared into the distance. Ever since sesshomaru left she had laid in bed with her young ones at her side only getting up to feed or change them. Her eyes where dark with circles, her skin pale from no sun, and her face was a void of emotion.

She could only think of this fear in the pitt of her stomach. She knew her mate was not coming back to her. She knew that something was going to separate them, something dark and mysterious. Something near.

"Please I beg of you eat I made you miso soup the best I even chopped carrots the way you liked please eat I haven't seen you eat since mi'lord left!" Rukia bowed to her knees holding a tray up to her face in hopes that the death that clung to her skin would leave her at peace.

"Rukia, do you think of me as a lesser woman?" Kagome asked her voice dry from lack of use.

"No milady why would I think that?" Rukia said looking into her eyes.

"Because I feel that If I had to live a moment without him I would die, I am considered a weak woman where I am from, a woman should never love a man so vigorously especially when that man could never love her the way she loved him, he could never stay by her side, he would always have a greater duty, one that would surpass her needs and wishes." Kagome spoke with life and sadness in her eyes Rukia could only stare for a long moment.

"I do not know where your world is Kagome and I'm not sure If I wants to know, but where I'm from a man should always be your safe haven I know some can be cruel and crude but there's a good man and he respects yous and in this world you take what you can get ya' know?" Rukia looked at her with love hoping that she knew how much the whole household cared for her.

"Thank you Rukia." Kagome said turning to her side. Rukia sighed turning to walk out with her tray of miso soup. "Leave the tray please, miso soup sounds really good right now."

Rukia smiled as she walked down the corridor knowing that her lady would pull through after all.

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Inuyasha had felt uneasy for a week now and this feeling only grew as the days came near.

There was an evil out there and he wasn't sure he liked feeling this helpless. Sesshomaru was gone from the castle leaving him in charge of running the place which made him uneasy as it was. He wasn't good at writing, reading or being fair. These things he never learned, it was scary to rule a place where the demons already expected the worst from you.

And now a presence had taken over the castle and he found that he was nervous not that you could tell but, he was scared shitless and all this pressure was getting to his head. For a minute he swore he sensed his father's presence.

Yeah he was going a little loopy.

All he could do was check in on the little ones and watch over Kagome, these things he was sure of these things he knew. Not to mention his stand still romance with that beautiful servant Abi.

His life had become hopeless.

"Inuyasha." A soft voice called through the air. He gulped as he turns to see the demoness that had captured his eye. "Yeah?" He said gruffly shrugging off the mush that was clouding his mind.

"You haven't spoken to me in so long I do hope you aren't angry with me!" she said looking up at him her eyes wide with wonder.

"No, no I'm not angry with you its just that I have a lot on my plate and well I didn't have to stress you out to ya' know?" He said his dog ears pressing down onto his head.

She giggles softly walking near to him. "Please do, I enjoy you Inuyasha your presence is very much wanted." She said coming close enough that he could feel her heat.

"Okay." He bit out turning his head to the side as she kissed his cheek.

"I hope you will burden me soon." She said as she walked away her hips swaying gently like a wind.

He sighed again yeah his life had become totally hopeless.

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He had a plan and so far the demons distraction had sufficed. "Soon I shall rise again my brothers are dead there will be nothing that can stop me now!" he had killed the old woman and inhabited her body no one had suspected a thing.

Humans were so weak and worthless except maybe his nephew's woman. She intrigued him with her devotion to him; there was a spark in her eye that showed the defiance of a unique woman.

He would have to break her. And he would enjoy doing so, he decided to break there bond and a consummation was in order she would sleep with him, Breaking the bond between her and Sesshomaru.

He had thought about killing her but she was much too precious to her race, even he knew such a rarity when he saw one.

And killing another of his blood would not do, he had to take her by force or other wise.

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Kagome stared outside the window looking at the moon. The baby had been kicking all night and she had yet to get some sleep. She was frustrated and in love, she felt weak because she couldn't remember her life that entire well. Yes she knew she had loved Inuyasha and now she loved Sesshomaru but still she couldn't remember how she spent her time with her mate besides the fact that he took her by force.

She was scared.

"God please let me remember!" She whispered into the wind.

She had been having dreams of blood and horror, One where she and Sesshomaru where not together. "What could it mean?"

She knew something was coming and when it did it was going to bring a lot of pain for all of them especially the two brothers.

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Ok so not very long or good but i figured it was all i could give.

So here's the deal...

I recently have lost my home and everything i own. I have not been in a good living condition and that's why i haven't updated im only 16 and i have a lot on my plate .. i might have to give up my stories for good.

but illl try my hardesttt to update 8)

- rina mcnugget out!!