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I'm actually writing this early. I know the reason why Toshiro is depressed. Well he went to Soul Society because he had some business to attend to and well Momo was in the fourth division. He went to see her and apparantly she told him that she hates him and that she can't believe that he didn't save Aizen from being killed. Ugh! How could she! I just want to slap her! I know this because Rangiku told me. She told me since I live with him now.

Toshiro seems really sad. I wouldn't like it if Renji said he hates me. Well I'm going to go and talk to him.

5:35p.m.

I'm back. If you wondering why I'm not I don't know hyper like I usually am is because when I talked to Toshiro it was sad. It went like this.

Me: In front of Toshiro's room. Knock Knock! I opened the door and said "Toshiro?"

T: "Yeah?" He was sitting on his bed. He looked so sad!

Me: I go to him. "Are you okay?"

T: "No, my childhood friend told me she hates me."

Me: I sit down next to him and hug him.

T: He put his head on my shoulder and whispered "I could have done something...anything."

Me: "What she asked you was imppossible."

T: "But how could she be so loyal to him."

Me: "Because he showed her that she's strong and that he trusted her. When someone does that you tend to be loyal to them no matter what."

T: "Yeah?"

Me: " Yeah...did you know Kaien Shiba?" I felt him nod. "Well you know that a hollow took over him?"

T: nod

Me: "When I (Took a deep breath) killed him everyone told me that I saved him but I didn't. He was sent to Hueco Mundo. I had to kill him again. And I keep thinking 'Did I really save him this time?'. When I learned that it was Aizen's fault that Kaien is dead, I wanted him to be killed and when he was I wasn't happy that we won. I was happy that Kaien was avenged. Even now I still think that it's my fault. Momo was so attached to Aizen that she can't accept that he was a traitor.

T: He brought his head so it was leveled with mine and he looked at me straight in the eye.

NOTE: I'm going to turn crazy!

T: He looked at me and I was lost in his eyes. THEN he leaned in and I leaned in. AND WE KISSED!

I can't believe it! We kissed! After that he said "Thanks" and that he should get some sleep. So I left. I was like a zombie! My mind was blank except for 'He Kissed ME!' I can't believe it! Did he do it because he was sad or did he really mean it and ugh! My head! I should get some sleep to make my coming headached go away!

Bye Bye! Chappy Rocks!
8:26p.m.
Saturday, May 10

Rukia Kuchiki

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Peace!