(The chapter IS rated R) And before I go on, R doesn't mean SEX, I meant by rated R that I'm going to be REALLY graphic in this chapter & describe the kiss & what happens next (yeah, that may mean JUST SOME sex) in order to make a more hot & passionate mood for you hope you enjoy ;)
As I promised, I started writing next chapter immediately, but if you want the next one up you REALLY need to review, even if you don't have a username review anonymously pleeeaaaassseeee
Sam's POV:
His lips found mine & I instantly collapsed, what if someone saw us? What if Carly wakes up & sees us? Those & thousands of other questions popped into my mind at the moment his lips found mine, but somehow I didn't care about anything, I had no care in the world at that moment, all I worried about was making this moment last, his lips drove me crazy & sent chills throughout my body, his hands circled every single part available to touch from my shoulders to my hips, his hands felt like soft cotton driving all around my back; I couldn't control myself, I was in love with him, I had no doubt about it at that moment, it was like God had sent me a sign, a sign my soul met only when I touched Freddie's lips, a sign that maybe he was the one for me…
Freddie's POV:
Samantha, just her name made me sigh, she drove me crazy, and I loved her. At the moment my lips collapsed with hers I was sure about what I felt, I knew she was the one for me, I knew I didn't only liked her because she was good looking, I knew that God had sent me the right girl to take care of me since I met her, even thought she didn't actually acted like an Angel at the beginning, I now know she is, she's my guardian Angel that has been watching me ever since I have memory, and I never want to let you go. Samantha Puckett, I love you.
General:
Freddie: *Deepens the kiss & makes it more intense*
Sam: *moans into his mouth & kisses him faster*
Freddie: *follows her fast patter without missing a single beat & lets her guide him*
Sam: *Tilts her head backwards in pleasure*
Freddie: *slides from his mouth down through her neck & starts nibbling on it slowly*
Sam: *bites her lip in pleasure*
Freddie: *goes up slowly & reconnects his lips with hers*
Sam: *makes the kiss go from fast & passionate to slow & sweet*
Freddie's POV:
Now can you see why I like her so much? Sam can be hard & violent on the outside, but on the inside she holds the most pure soul I've ever seen. Yes, I've met the true Sam, I know that she only acts so violent & so not-girlish because she has a hard life & the only way she finds confidence in herself is by intimidating everyone around her, I know her perfectly, but something in her eyes told me years ago that behind that harsh outside was the perfect girl, someone not just for making out & has good looks, but also a friend, a mother, a sister, someone I could always rely on no matter what is bothering me because she will understand me & she'll never judge me. Every time I analyze the facts I fall more & more for her, she's my drug, she's the reason I keep trying, she's the reason I…Love.
Sam's POV:
How can someone drive me so insane? How can there be so much qualities in just one boy? How can there be so much sweetness in just one person? How is it possible that in just one kiss he can make me know so much things? It feels like we're connected, like just by colliding our lips magical things can happen. Freddie's the only one that has ever made me feel this way, he's the only person that has ever made me feel…Loved, The one that has showed me that he CARES for what I do & stop doing, he guides me on everything because he doesn't want to see me get hurt by something he could've avoided. I love Freddward Benson, I am sure of that…
XXX (General):
Sam: *collides into his lips and slows down*
Freddie: *follows her beat, enjoying it much more than the last time*
Sam: *pulls away & looks at him; smiles*
Freddie: *looks into her eyes & smiles as well*
Sam: *Locks lips with him again, placing every inch of passion on the kiss*
Freddie: *holds on tight to her hips & slowly lifts her up from him & turns her around so he's on top; he's very careful not to place his whole weight over her little, tight body*
Sam: *doesn't stop the kiss & makes it go intense*
Freddie: *slides from her mouth down to her throat & ends on her back, rushes his tongue all around her upper back*
Sam: *moans on her inside in pleasure & picks up her hair with her hands*
Freddie: *pushes her gently to the ground & opens her eyes, facing at her*
Sam: *opens her eyes as well & looks at him*
Freddie: *mouths* I Love You
Sam: *her eyes get watery*
Sam's POV:
Ok, this is going to sound pretty cheesy, but I don't care! Officially Freddie has been the SWEETEST guy I've ever met. Clear night sky, a star with my name, and the best kiss I will ever had in my life? Freddie is my first love, he is the father I want for my kids, he's the guy I want to spend the rest of my life with, he's the guy I want for me, he's the guy I want that owns me from the inside…
Freddie's POV:
Damn, I just love this girl! The way she turns me on, I can't breathe! Everything about her fascinates me, the way she touches me, the way she hugs me, the way she kisses me, the way she makes me feel, its awesome! She has been, and I think she'll always be, my first & only love, the only girl that has swept my feet off the ground & made me feel close to heaven, the girl that's got my heart racing, the girl that has made me believe that heaven really loves me & she's the reason heaven took my dad away, because heaven wanted me to experiment what love is like, what's imprinting, how does it feel when there's something other than gravity holding you to the ground, I love you Samantha Puckett, I will always love you & I'm never going to get tired to repeat it, You're the girl I want to marry, you're the wife I always wanted to have, you're the woman I dreamed about every night as a kid when I went to bed, I want to make you mine, forever…
(Here comes the REAL XXX Part) General:
Sam: *feels how cold drops of sweat start running down her lower back, she knows what that means & who made her do that*
Freddie: *smiles at her & places a gentle kiss on her forehead*
Sam: *closes her eyes & feels his kiss*
Freddie: *locks lips with her once again, slowly yet passionately this time*
Sam: *lowers her hands until she reaches Freddie's belt & unbuckles it*
Freddie: *helps her & pulls down his pants until he's just in boxers*
Sam: *unbuttons his shirt slowly*
Freddie: *removes his shirt completely in one second & starts unbuttoning her shirt*
Sam: *slowly removes her sleeves*
Freddie: *slides her shirt up from her head & starts kissing her neck*
Sam: *moans*
Freddie: *slides her shorts slowly down her long, silky legs until they're completely off*
Sam: *unlocks lips & looks deeply into his eyes*
Freddie: *passes his hand through her face gently* what's wrong?
Sam: It's just that…I'm not sure if I want to do it right now
Freddie: It's ok baby, I'm not going to obligate you to do something you don't want to do
Sam: *smiles & pecks his lips* I want do to it, I want you to own me, I don't doubt that.
Freddie: Then…what's wrong baby?
Sam: I'm only 15 and I don't know what could happen
Freddie: I understand *smiles at her*
Sam: but I can't wait any more Freddie, I want you, I really want you; I want you to be the father of my children, the guy I'm going to spend the rest of my life with *smiles*
Freddie: *pecks her cheek* I love you Sam, I always did & I will never stop loving you *pecks her lips quickly*
Sam: *drags him towards her mouth; more intensely & rolls over so she's on top of him*
Freddie: *keeps kissing her & unclips her bra*
A/N:
Well, we all know what happened next (I felt grossed out when thinking about it).
Sam's POV:
My chest was dangling up & down, I couldn't believe what I had just done. My mind wondered everywhere trying to figure out what to do next, or even what to say. I would never be able to forget that night…Six feet under the stars.
Freddie's POV:
How could this happen? All I knew was that one moment we were kissing & in the other I was easing on her? It was like as if I had it planned, I thought about it several times, but not now & here. She's covered with the blanket next to me, panting & I have no idea of what to say or do…
I'm sorry if it wasn't what you expected, but I was blank & had no idea of what to write next, I promise that the next chapter will be way better, but I want you to review & tell me what should I put next. Love you!