Story: Confessions Of A Broken heart

Chapter one: Priceless Time

By: TwistedXmo


I wake up hearing my dad throwing another childish tantrum cause I came home late, boo hew, old man. I glared at my dad getting up and hurried and threw my head down back into my bed. "Just Five more minutes..." I mutter into my pill while clutching my fist into the side of the bed. I Heard my Pop's grunt while talking to himself. "Why do I even try.." He began before walking away. It kinda stung a little, That idiotic saying my Mom always tells me 'Sticks and stone mite break your bones but words will never hurt me.' It's just plain inane. Words do hurt I think they are worst then Scars, Cuts and bruises, Those cuts, They come and go, But name calling.. Well it stays in your heart forever. My father and Mother gave up on me, and now it's not even fun getting caught doing something irrational anymore, I used to have a good laugh with my Mom when my dad would be infuriated, at me but soon laughed about what I did.. Like new years. I pulled a happy 'Nude' year at my Parents party, with all their bosses their, come on you know it's funny, My father came into my room that night trying to keep a straight face with me, but soon busted out laughing at me, That was maybe the last laugh I shared with my dad.

I got up jumping into the shower, Doing the same thing I do almost every other day, same routine, nothing changes in Toronto. I heard the door slam, as I saw my Mom and Pops getting into the police cars starting their day, My mom always used to hug me goodbye and kiss me, Even though I always try to put up a fight when she tried to kiss me, but after that she started going to work and not even talking to me till I got home. I swear they gave up on me,Even my mother, "I"m sorry I'm not those clones." I said yelling at my self in the mirror. I always call my older brother's and sister's the 'Clones' they all graduated high school and collage, Went into law, some was Cops, Others was lawyers. They think I'm going to be like the clones, but I don't know what I want in life yet. I looked at the clock reading it was 9 am, "Late again, No shocker there." I swung my backpack and grabbing some chips before driving to school.

I started driving my 2005 mustang, Candy apple red strips with Black all over it and flames on the side, It was my dream car, I "won" it at a contest. Well that's the story I"m telling my parents. My mother believe me but my dad said. "If you get caught with it have fun In jail." Like I care. I finally pull up to school and started walking I notice the corner of my eye, their was two peoples, Girls actually, and they was talking in the car. I ignore them and continued to walk to the school as soon I enter seeing a nerdy girl with glasses on. "Aye you!" I shouted before she turned to look at me. "Yes Duncan?" She rolled her eyes. I glace at the girl again, "Wait do I even know you?" The girl shook her head. "No, But everyone in the office talks about you, But nice to met you! I'm-" I started cutting her off. "Dude, I don't care, I just wanted to know what period is it." I said looking at the wall getting very inpatient. "It's 2nd.." She began. "K." Was all I said before walking to my locker noticing great it's going to be a long, boring, same routine day.

Gwen's Point of View;

I hung my head down looking at my hand's getting sweaty. "Gwen-" I hurried and snapped back, "Mom, I'm not going to any new school again, I wont." I began, I heard my Mother sigh. I turned my head to face her ,As she spoke. "Please, I know you have been to five new sch-" I but her off again. "Actually seven new schools, to be correct." She cleared her throat. "I don't understand why aren't you happy? You at least have Trent that goes to this school, Remember Trent? Didn't he go to your last school?" I rolled my eyes looking at my window, "Of course mother I know who Trent is, He's my boyfriend." It was true I finally found a boyfriend, And a boyfriend who is willing to changes school's just to be with me, It was too sweet. But I don't now why I ain't so happy like I should be, am I missing something,... or someone? I saw this shadow of a person walk past are car I didn't even care to look at it but I began to throw my head down. "I'm so sick of this. Moving, changes last names, letting no-one know about our past life, cause we always have to tell them lies, ….I wish I can start over." Their was a long moment of quite in the car. I looked over at my mom as I saw her texting away giggling at her phone, I rolled my eyes and said. "Thanks for caring about me Grace." I shut the door and started walking fast. I didn't even dare to look back, Since my mom found a boyfriend name Ryan Patrick, she has been those stupid little preppy girls with their "Jockey Boyfriends."

I started walking to the front of the school I open it and see the main office right in front I notice I see a girl wearing glasses, With a side pony tail with a Shawl saying across her shoulder, "Hall Monitor." I smiled a little saying, more like screaming in my head, 'Be nice be nice be nice!' I tapped her shoulder and smiled a little. "Excess me but do you now where I can go, This is my first day there at this school.." I began I saw her face lite up smiling, She really had some straight teeth and really white, "Sure come to the office and well get you started with your classes, lockers, By the way I'm Beth!.... Wow two new kids in one day, sweet huh?"

I started walking be hide her thinking. "Two new kids?" I just remember, Oh Trent. I walked into the office seeing Trent sitting down with tons of papers on his lap, He smiled at me and I walked in kissing his cheek, First Beth's eyes widen. "Are you from Mexico?" I shook my head. She lend closer to me whispering into my ear. "Than why did you kiss that boy?" I smiled and whisper back, "Cause He's my boyfriend." "Awe sweet! I'll try and make sure you guy's get some classes together!" I smiled and said thanks as I sat next to Trent looking threw all his papers. "Wow they really have to give you this much?" He looked down, "I just finished half of it, and turned it in, I'm maybe going to have to be here all night." I laughed a little and just looked down being sad. "Why did you do this, I would have understand if you wanted to stay at your other school with all your friends..." Trent grabbed my shoulders and said "Just cause your mom got a new job, isn't going to break us up that essay,." I nodded and frowned a little as I just told Trent another lie about me, I swear he doesn't now the real me.. No-one does.

Hours past as we finally finished are papers, They was a lot harder than I thought, I had to write so many "False" information about my family since we are in hiding. We got are classes and found out we had two classes together, also we are sharing a locker at E-236, We walked over there putting are books and what not in there. And That's when the bell rang, "Great." I whispered to my self, again seeing new faces, isn't really they best feeling ever. Trent just than grabbed my hand whispering in my ear. "Its going to be all right." I smiled and kissed him while walking to are classes, I had pre calculus But Trent had weight training for 3rd. He walked me in to class while I was talking to my teacher, Ms. Robinson. She seem pretty friendly and let me sit in the back of the class. Trent kissed me before he headed down to gym. It was like a re run ,noticing what we had to do in that class, so I decided to check out everyone in the class, I saw a Girl doing her nails with blond hair laughing at her self, she must be those Barbie chicks I was wondering what was she even doing in this class, also I saw a girl with mocha brown hair, with a business outfit on, She had a smile on her face while the teacher was teaching, what was this girls deal anyways, I looked around seeing half of the kids falling asleep here, I notice this hot guy with a spray tan skin,looking in the mirror at him self, as I browse threw the class someone interrupted me,

"Are you lost on this?" I looked over thinking it was the teacher, but noticing it was that Girl with the dark mocha hair, Freckles on her nose with a tan skin,with a sweater vest on. I smiled a little. "No I'm already done, thanks though." I lifted up my paper showing her my work, her eyes shined on my paper. "Wow, and I'm not doing so good in this class, your way smart!" "Thanks" I said in replied. "So..." She began. "What is your name? I'm Courtney, and I"m here to help, I was a C.I.T.." I played with my pencil while talking to this.. Courtney girl. "Gwen... Oh you was a counselor in training?" Her eyes and face lit up smiling at me more then ever, it was sorta creeping me out, "Oh wow finally someone knows what that means.. How did you know?" I answered back without thinking. "Cause I had to talk to counselors." She gave me a puzzled look. "Why?" I hurried and had to think of a good lie, "Oh Cause.. My mom works as one.." I threw my head down, mostly I"m a good liar but that girl caught me off my guard. But gladly to all my luck the bell rang. I got up picking up my notepad and reading my schedule, finding out where do I go after this, I notice someone was over my shoulder also reading what I was reading, "I can help you.. if you want?" Courtney said smiling at me. "Really? Thanks... Do you know where... Mrs Anderson , Language arts.. room C-38 is at?" I skimmed threw the school map trying to find it till I saw a hand covering the map. "Oh it's lunch actually right now for you. After lunch lets when you got to her class, She really nice and is a great teacher I presume." She glanced into the air thinking about it while smiling. I looked down at my figures playing with my nails. "Oh do you have that class next also?" I asked confused. She shook her head as we started walking out of the class room into the busy hall ways. "No, But my boyfr- I mean this guy I am acquaintance with also has that class." She shook her head, look like she was yelling at her self and started folding her arms looking way mad.

I didn't want to bother her after that but she also did have first lunch with me. I stood in line with her till I saw Trent with this guy and girl, The guy looked a tad familiar. He had blond hair with a cowboy hat with a big smile staring at the girl he had clutch into his arms around her shoulders. She had blond hair also, with long hair into a pony tail. She had her hands dugged into her pockets looking at the guy holding also blushing while smiling. "Sup bra's!" The blond hair guy said. I saw Courtney whom seem to roll her eyes but looked at the girl smiling. "Hey Bridgette, I want you guy's to meet, Gwen, She's new..." She started pointing at the green eye girl with a baby blue hoodie on. "This is Bridgette," Courtney began. Bridgette threw a quick hi before Courtney started talking once more. "Geoff." The guy in this pink shirt. The guy yelled dude. I'd tried my best not to roll my eyes after he said that and tried to smile back, but failed into a fake cheesy smile. "And.." She pointed at Trent who was smiling at me. She shook her eye's looking once more at Trent. "Who are you?" She asked being lost. "I'm-" Trent began till Geoff interrupted him. "This is Trent, he's also new." Courtney smiled at me and said. "Wow two new peoples on the same day." I laughed a little till Trent pulled me into a hug and I gave him a quick kiss looking back at the others, with there mouths hanging off the ground with their eyes wide as ever.

"Ah.." Bridgette started before I hurried to piled my case. "Where dating, we both came from the same school." I heard sighs and reliefs till we all started laughing. We got are food, and there food was.. okay, better then the food I got at cotton wolfs high school, the school me and Trent attend to. We sat down With a guy name D.J, he was so sweet. I started picking my food making sure it was safe to eat. I had my music in one ear while I started to drawl on my notepad, its claiming and its better then hearing people nagging.

Duncan's Point of View;

"How many times must I tell you Duncan, Don t show up at my class late again.." Mr. Jones began lecturing at me. It was after class I was held after since I showed up late in class, again. I started banging my fist into the desk making a beat into my head. I just saw Mr. Jones face getting more red then before, "Dunca-" "I have Lunch.. Sir, so if you don't mind..?" He shook his head. "I'm calling your parents." I nodded smiling. "They don't care." I left walking away till I started hearing Mr. Jones yelling at me to come back. I started making my way to my locker throwing my backpack in there and slamming the locker door with my feet, before walking in to the lunch room. I dug into my pockets finding I had two dollars. I went to the vending machine getting some Soda and a bag of barbeque chips. I started walking to are main table, sitting with Courtney, Geoff and Bridgette. As I got closer I notice a guy sitting in my spot sitting next to Geoff laughing at something. He had black hair, kinda a larger head, with a but chin and a Green long sleeve shirt. There was also a chick next to the guy, She had her head hung down, so I couldn't really notice anything about her. I slid next to Courtney. "sup babe?" I threw my arm around her shoulder, as she sighed looking in to the air. "Your here... again. Great." Saying it all sarcastic. I laughed a little and said. "You now you missed me!" I started opening a bag of chips while I notice Geoff didn't have a clue I sat down he glanced at me and looked the other way before glancing again noting I was finally sitting down. "Dude! Your here!" He high five me and looked at the other guy. "This is Trent, Trent, Duncan, Duncan Trent!" "Sup?" Trent said smiling at me. I just nodded. "Nothing really." "Cool." "Yeah." That's it. Guy talk it so simple and plain. It doesn't mean I hate the guy or like it, It just shows we are guys. Having are guy talks. Now girls, they can talk and talk for hours. It drives me crazy, like Courtney, She says I'm not her boyfriend, but I cant flirt with any girls, It just proves she doesn't want the whole school knowing she's dating a rebel. I think of it as us dating since we do... have are moments. We kiss, go out on dates, but as long as nobody see's us were god, like her parents, they cant stand me, and I just told them I just went to school with Courtney, I didn't even say I was her friend, if they found out how much me and Courtney have done together, we would be dead at this moment.


(This is how they are sitting)

Sitting Chart =====Duncan Courtney D.J =======

============= Bridgette Geoff Trent Gwen ====


I started hearing Bridgette and Courtney talking about math and how hard it is. I didn't hear the whole conversion but then Courtney hit my arm. "Oh by the way Duncan there is such a smart girl in my pre calculus, She right ther-" she notice I wasn't caring while I was staring at my bag of chips. "Duncan!" She yelled I hurried and got scared. "What!" She rolled her eyes once more. "You know if you keep doing that your eyes are going to be in the back of your head forever, and ill make fun of you every day ha ha." Me and D.J and Bridgette started laughing and Courtney got up with a huff and crossed her arms and started throwing her food away. "Oh come on..! Princess!" I wined. I looked back at the table with the girl sitting next to Trent glanced at me with a snarl and hurried and started drawling but she stopped drawling and hurried and looked back at me with her eyes widen. My mouth started slowly opening once I notice who this girl was. "Gwen!?" I yelled jumping of my chair. "Duncan!" Gwen shouted throwing her iPod on the table running up to me. I hurried and grabbed in her into a big bear hug. I couldn't even began my feelings at this moment, it's Gwen, the girl I had the biggest crush on when I was eight. I felt compelled, Lost, confused, hurt. Hurt was maybe the biggest one. I let her down. I remember the last night we shared together, it just had to be me that had to get caught up with crime again.


Flashback;

I was at School with Geoff, we notice Harold wasn't in class with us, where is he at? I wonder. It was soon recess. Are class walked outside noticing there was a kid with only his underwear on tied up on the flag pole upside down with make up on him. "help!" The boy cried, I walked closer that boy was Harold. "Harold! Who did that to you!" I yelled. "We did.." I turned around seeing Four boy's, preppy boys glaring at me and Geoff. "We heard you cant do anything since your on probation, So we run this school now freak!" My eyes widen, I didn't tell no- one that only Geoff and Harold, also Gwen but I turned around facing Geoff and Harold. "Who told!" I yelled being pissed off as ever. "I.. Did.." Harold began. "What!" Me and Geoff said at the same time just then we got jumped bye those three guys. They started beating us up, they was maybe ten when this was going on. Just then I heard the Teachers going outside trying to break us up. I couldn't take it anymore just then I pulled out a knife about to stab the guy that was beating up Geoff. "No!" Cried a teacher, Just then I felt someone knock me out, I woke up in a cop car driving to the D.J.J. I notice it was one of my dads friends driving me there I heard him on the phone. "Yes,... Well he had a knife about to stab someone... I now.. I'm sorry.. Maybe this mite do him good if he stays here this long... ok by sir." He hung up and looks at me noticing im awake. "Sorry Duncan." "Let me talk to my dad." the cop shook his head. "I'm Sorry but your dad doesn't want to talk to you, and this is for your own good." Began the cop. I sighed. "So how long?" I asked wondering how long I'm going to be suck here. "5 months." "five months?!" I yelled.

"This is for your own good.." The cop said. "But, but ,but I cant! Its too long, I need to be home! I was doing so good, and Gwen! I need to be with my friend! You cant do this!" The cop shook his head. "I'm really sorry Duncan..." I threw my head down knowing this is all Harold's fault. Five months after that I came home noticing there house was empty, no one was there, I looked across Gwen's room in my bedroom noticing everything, was gone, even her.

End of Flashback;


"Gwen...Gwen." The second time I said in relief. "I thought I lost you forever." "I thought I lost you too Duncan." Gwen quietly said into my ear while I held her tightly, till we heard Trent Cough. We let go looking at each other and shot back down looking at everyone with their eyes widen, and mouths dropped, even Courtney was shock even though she was 5 feet away. Geoff pointed at Gwen while staring at me. "Dude this is not Gwen, your Gwen?!" Geoff yelled. "Its Gwen dude." I said, soon Geoff screamed who till he started hugging me and Gwen. "Your Gwen?" Courtney said confused while walking to us. Geoff let us go moving out of Courtney's way to approach us. "I'm not Duncan's Gwen,"

Gwen began looking at Trent and Courtney. "We was friend's when I was eight, till I moved." Courtney was speechless. "oh.." Was all she can say, tell the bell rang. It just then got awarded as me and Gwen was still close to each other. She moved quickly from me and went to Trent. "Do you need to get anything out of our locker?" Trent smiled and hook hands with her and started walking away. Was they dating? Did Gwen hook up with that guy? I had so many questions but not enough time. Time is free, bit it's priceless. You can't own it, but you can use it. You can't keep it, but you can spend it. Once you've lost it, you can never get it back. I lost so many times I could have had with Gwen.


That is the end of chapter one, I hope you enjoyed it, Going to need to get alot of reviews so please R&R I really want to know what you guy's are thinking,

Love, TwistedXmo