Story: Confessions of a Broken Heart
Chapter Two :Faith or Destroy
By:TwistedXmo
Oh Language arts, one of my most favorite class's I tend to be indebted; I can express myself in this class and how I'm feeling. I was trying to pay attention in class but then I felt someone twirling my hair be hide me, It startle me, but then it hit me, Duncan. Duncan is sitting be-hide me, So I didn't know what to do, Do I pull away? Act like I'm not feeling it. As I was lost in a train of thoughts I heard a man voice whisper in my left ear coolly, "Gwen... Psst." I looked at the teacher who wasn't paying no attention to are side of the class and hurried and whispered back. "What?" "I'm bored." I rolled my eyes while writing down more notes the teacher put on the board. I thought if I ignore him maybe he'll soon get too bored and fall fast asleep... But he didn't. "Gwen!" He whispered while screaming in my ear. My head started hurting after that. I pinch the center of my eye brows thinking, Don't yell Gwen, Don't yell. I hurried and grabbed a paper and wrote on it. "What do you want?! I'm trying to take notes!" I folded the note perfectly and handed it to him. He laughed a little and started unfolding the paper. I glanced at the window seeing it started to fall down little tiny rain drops. I did a big deep air and noticed that I couldn't smell anything, I wish I was outside, I love the smell of rain, its peaceful.
Just then I felt someones hand rushed between my hips and hand sliding a paper at me. My eyes widen once I saw it was Duncan's hand. I hurried and grabbed the paper before he kept the hand there. I heard a soft chuckle out of Duncan's mouth, He must had notice how over reacting I can be. I unfolded the paper reading, is sloppy hand writing.
"I want 2 talk 2 u, not write crappy notes.."
I crinkle the paper and got up throwing it away. I notice the teachers eyes widen. She gave me a snarl.
"Miss Thompson, in my class, we have manners, so I guess we'll wait till your done doing what ever you must do, and I'll stop my teaching." Mrs. Dorsal said facing me dead in the eyes. Folding her arms across her chest.
I looked around seeing everyone looking at me, "It was just thr-" I stop and nodded my head before I realized I was going to end up fighting back and fourth with this teacher, as sooner or later I end up in the office, cause I was disrupting the whole class just throwing one paper away, which the why I recycled it. I sat down looking at my notes till I heard the teacher talking again, Duncan's creepy laugh rung in my head like those annoying alarm clocks you cant stand, so I lend my chair in back of him super fast and hard which Duncan had his figures clutch to the desk. I heard him yelp biting his lip trying not to scream. I giggled a little and started writing more notes about "The act's of the right movements." Soon after that I never heard the end of Duncan, He was kicking his feet in the back of the chair, it was a un-noticeable war no one knew about only me and him. I lend my head in back of Duncan's desk. He glanced at me and I smiled looking back up at the teacher. I felt thumps continued back of my chair. I growled the hatred slurred out of my tongue. I started kicking be hide me till I heard the teacher high-pitched tone finally blow up. "Thompson! Watson! Office!"
My eyes widen how did she find out. I just then see Duncan walking out of the class room. "Thanks, I wanted to get out of class early Nichole." She rung in fury, eye boiling all the way to the top of her head. I was frozen, I never seen a teacher freak out over extinction. I puzzled looking down till I heard Duncan voice across the room. "You coming Princess?" My eyes rapid up knowing what Duncan just called me. That name, it stings me, knowing what my father used to call me. Remember all the bad times and good times with him. All of a sudden, I felt a tremendous wave of fear of my Dad. My heart was pounding, my chest hurt, and it was getting harder to breathe. I looked around seeing everyone looking dead at me, I felt like I was going to past out, I felt weak in the knees. I started to lose balance while making my way threw the desk and exiting out the door with Duncan waiting for me. "You cool?" I looked down at the ground and sighed. "Cool as a cucumber." I started to take a deep breath and stared walking away from Duncan to retain my self. "Wait!" I heard, Just great, I needed to get away from him, bye all matters. Something, something I never felt hit me. Butterfly's? No, I said. Just no. "Are you mad?" I tried to toon him out so I can refocus, But it didn't work. "Oh come on, Why are you being a drama queen?" "I'm not! Ok I'm just getting a little dizz-" And right then and there everything turned black and I fell.
Duncan's point of view;
I hurried and rushed towards Gwen right before she almost fall. I caught her looking at her face. "Gwen!" I cried. I shook her body hopping to waking her up, but failed. I grabbed her tiny little pale wrist and felt her heart still. I sighed, 'At least she's alive' I swept her off her feet holding her in a tiny hurtle. It felt like those cheesy couples getting married. I felt her neck turned facing my chest. She bushed her face into my shirt. She started shaking coldly, I just notice her body was cold, ice cold. I Hurried and started running down the hall way making my way to the nurse. It was easy holding her, she was ever so light. Felt like holding pillow. I finally made it to the nurse and kicked the door open seeing the nurse startle "Ah!" She cried dropping all her papers. "Please help her. She got dizzy and just collapsed, please." I hurried and sat Gwen on the sick bed. The nurse nodded and lend her head against her chest. She touched her body and noticed how bad Gwen started Shaking. Her eyes widen in fear rushing to the medical center room. "What's wrong!?" I barked. The lady came back in with a needle rushing to Gwen. "She's having a panic attack!"
I looked down seeing the needle going into her neck. She cried in pained. Gwen eyes flickered open looking at me and soon her eyes got drowsy and shut them. I looked at the Nurse, She sighed and lend next to the wall. "Is.. Is.. She going to be ok?" I asked daintily. She nodded her head. "Yes, Are you her friend?" I nodded. The nurse walked over next to me touching my shoulders. "Can you please stay here? Cause she mite wake up, and when she does, let her know your here for her, let her knows things are going to be ok, cause she mite have another panic attack, if she starts thinking of the worst things again." I nodded and sat down next to Gwen staring at her sleep. The nurse walked out the room.
I sat their watching her, sleeping, she looked peaceful. I wonder why she was so scared. Was it cause the teacher, Did she frighten her. I just remember calling her Princess and her eyes widen in fear. Princess? What is so wrong with that name I thought. I mean sure I call Courtney that but that isn't a name you should be scared of? Courtney can be scary at time's don't get me wrong, wait why am I thinking about Courtney, I looked down at Gwen. She looked scared in her sleep. It has been ten minutes and just then I heard Gwen moan in pain as we a woken. "Duncan?" She asked daze. "Don't be scared.. Everything's okay." I grabbed her hand and it still felt cold. She looked around wondering where was she at. "We're at the sick room, you fainted." I didn't want to tell her she had a panic attack cause I didn't want her to start freaking out about it. "Oh." She calmly said as she started getting up. I pushed her slightly back down. "Try to relax, don't want to get dizzy again." She nodded as she faded a pocket-sized smile at me.
I looked into her shaded cimmerian eyes affectingly. I haven't seen those eye's for a long time, I remember looking out our window's talking all night, I couldn't help but stare into her un lighted eye's, They stood out like a full moon in a dark night. I was getting mislay in thoughts Till we heard the door open. "I'm sorry to interrupt, But how's are warrior doing?" The nurse came in with a greatly smile at us.
"I'm Fine, thanks for everything.." Gwen began. The nurse nodded. "If you want to go home you may, I'll write down a note." Gwen shared a small laugh with us and spoke. "No, No, I'll be..." But I soon cut her off. "I'll take her home, don't worry." The nurse nodded once again and wrote down a paper. Gwen looked at me hassled. I winked at her as she froze once again, but I couldn't help but snicker. The lady handed me the note and I shoved into my pocket. "Come'on" I Swung her off her feet being ever so lightly. I opened the door and left while carrying Gwen out the school door's.
"You can let me go now, and besides I didn't want to disregard my first day of school you know?" Gwen said. "You actually want to stay in school?" I playfully teased her. She soon joined my laugh with a small chuckle. "No but my house is so called "monotonous", If you know what I mean." Gwen enrolled. I rolled my eyes while still holding her. "Can you make big words into small words?" I asked.
"Monotonous mean's boring...idiot." Gwen stated aggressively. "Bite me." I smiled thinly. We pull up to my car. Her eyes widen. "This is you're car?" I nodded and saw slightest hint of a smile on her face. I placed her in my car and fasten her seat belt. And jumped onto my side staring my car.
I stared driving and Notice how Gwen was feeling daze, maybe from that shot the nurse gave her. We finally pulled up to my house, Gwen flicker her eyes at me. "I thought you was taking me home?" "Cool analogy," I joked, closing my eyes. I looked back at Gwen getting mad than ever. "Oh come on, I was going to but you didn't tell me where you lived at." I protested. I closed the door and hurried to get Gwen out of her side but soon beat me to the punch. "I was suppose to be a gentleman and get you out." I folded my arms. "Yeah.. Suppose to." She replied while waking towards my Front door.
I pulled out my keys and unlocked the front door, opening it. We walked upstairs into my room and I hurried and jumped on my bed, sighing in relief. "Ah.." Gwen asked puzzled. "Isn't the danzel in distress suppose to have the bed?" She smiled looking down at me. I rolled my eyes but soon grabbed onto her arms pulling her down to my bed. Which bye the way had her on top of me and we both froze. I notice how her chest was crushing on my shirt. I knew I should have looked down, but I did and saw Gwen's shirt area. I began to feel... Feelings.
"Ah." Gwen hurried and jumped off me sitting on the side of the bed. "Do you.. Have any think I can drink?" She softly asked. "Yeah Mi casa su you casa." I chocked on my fake laugh. She also played around with her laugh feeling the most awkwardness as I was. She walked out and I laid their feeling something. "Fuck you hormones." I yelled to myself once I notice Gwen disappeared. I covered my pillow down at it. And try to relax. I took a couple of deep breath and sighed feeling better now. I moved my pillow and threw it across my room. I sat there and pulled out my phone I got a text from Courtney and read. "Where are you!?" I rolled my eyes and texted her back. "Why does it matter?" "Just answer the question." I closed my phone as I saw Gwen walked back in with a glass of water.
She took a couple of sips and looked out my window. "So this is where it all happen."I focused on everything I could think about her, on everything I felt, on everything that made me crazy about those nights we enjoy being kids. Gwen had a hard life. A really hard life. Her parents fought every second. Gwen would cry. Even though every time she did, She'll tried to hide it from me, She failed at that."So, like did you're mom get re-married?" I asked while scratching my arm.. "What do you mean?"She answered stubbornly, tiny goosebumps rising on her legs. She pulled her arms closer to her chest.
"Thompson...? Nichole, Are teacher said Gwen Thompson? I thought your last name was like... Walker? Gwen Sofia Walker?" I asked. The girl said in a monotone voice. "Ah hum." She nodded and looked the other way. I focus more on this girl. As she looked away didn't look at me in the eyes. And sounding a bit odd. "Your lying." I said coyly. Her eyes narrowed down to me and soon looked away."Gwen," I began. I got off the bed and walked be hide her touching her shoulders. "You ok?""I'm fine," she snapped. "So just shut up."
"You shut up" I yelled back angrily. She was taken aback at my tone, which was condescending. "What the hell is your problem?! I didn't do a damn thing to you." Gwen turned around facing me."My problem? What's your problem?! All I'm trying to do is help you!""Help me?!" She exclaimed, appalled. "You wasn't their to help me when I needed you the most! "
She choked on those words. Feeling water build up in her eyes I just stood their and my wrinkled in forehead. "Well I'm here now, So you could be thankful rather than accuse me of my mistake in the damn past! Cause all I want to do right now is caring about you!" "Too late." She turned around looking out the window. My anger face, unfolded feeling guilt."Gwen.." I began. "I'm going." She said before walking out of my room. I hurried and grabbed her waist. "No." She growled back at me. "Duncan.." She sounded like she was warning me. But as soon as I could even think of anything next the door bell rings. We both look at the door down the stairs.
"Just wait up here after I'm done answering the door, please." I said looking at Gwen. She rolled her eyes looking back at me. "Please?" I asked again. She huffed "Fine." I turned around while grinned at her before I left to open the door.
Gwen's Point of view;
I notice that grin on his face. Even though it was be hide him I can feel that cockiness out of his smile.
I threw a thin smile on the side on my face while I watched him go down the stairs opening the door.
"Hello Duncan." A darker male said. "Hi Mr Walker? Everything ok?" Duncan asked being confused. Just then I heard that laugh, it wasn't a normal laugh. It was evil. And then it hit me. Walker? Could it be.... My father, Jon Walker?
It's like everything in full force was hitting me like a knife going deep into my thick skin, feeling more and more pain going threw my body as it aches. Can always hide from the past cause sooner or later, it well catch up with you, I guess im done playing hide and sneak, cause know its the real deal. Was this suppose to be faith? Of me almost to die? Faith or not. I'm capable of dieing.
Please R&R if you want more
Love, TwistedXmo