Story: Confessions of a Broken Heart

Chapter Three : Forbidden Friendship

By:TwistedXmo

Dad? Father? I thought we already said our goodbye's? But here you are, destroy my life, once again. I ducked down clunking my hand's into my mouth, not trying to make any shriek in my cry. I shut my eyes feeling the water coming out of myself rapidly down to my face.

"No No I was just wondering if you have any cable jumpers, my car keep's dieing."

It wasn't him, it cant be him. Just then I heard Duncan's voice powering over my fathers. "Actually no, Sorry but I'll ask my dad to bring some when he come's home from work." Duncan sounded claim and relax. "Ok, Thanks Duncan, Well see yeah." I heard his footsteps fading away. "Wait!" Cried Duncan.

"Don't you want to see-" Duncan looked up at me smiling, but once he saw my fear in my eyes and me on the steps breaking down he hurried and looked back down at my dad. "Wait, never mind." I heard Duncan fake laugh. "It was nothing." My Dad said ok and walked away. Duncan shut the door and ran up the stairs holding on to me. "Gwen... What's wrong." I Shut my eye and cracked the words out of my mouth. "Please tell me that wasn't who I think it was." I started holding Duncan tighter grasping his shirt tighter. I think Duncan was starting to feel pain. "Your dad?" He said.

So it was true, That was my father... No. I started crying more feeling I couldn't breath anymore, Duncan didn't ask questions and just let me cry, I missed Duncan so much about that, Even when we was kids he would jumped out of his room and sneak into my room just to hold me when I was so upset about my mother and father's fights late at night, and know that my dad is back into my life, It feel's like im going to loose Duncan again. I heard Duncan hushing me while brushing my hair be hide me. It helped me a lot and I started claiming down. I looked up at Duncan and felt his soft warm figure sweeping my tears away from my face. I smiled once I felt him do that. But I soon looked away, my eyes focused on my palm. Duncan, focused, confused, pulled me up and got up, which wasn't hard since I only weigh about 90 pounds. My eyes avoiding him. I began to shiver

"Gwen, I don't care about are stupid fight we just had, Just tell me what's wrong, I'm sorry I was being a jerk."

I shook my head again. Looking down being, dead, and pale, coldly.

"C'mon, Gwen," he hushed quietly, flattening my hair and tucking it behind my ears.

I turned to him, facing dead in his eye's, I was only a inch away from his face, but looking up at Duncan. "My... Dad..." I Began. Duncan looked confused. But shook his head. "Yeah, You're dad was here." I looked away, it looked like I couldn't talk about that subject, more like person, a evil person, a Devil. "What? you guy's don't talk-" I Hurried and interrupted Duncan. "Where does he live?" I asked. Duncan looked around and pointed to his left. "Next door, your old house... Wait didn't you know that?" I felt more tears coming down on my face. I hung my head while shaken no. "We'll he has only been living there for about three week's, I asked him about you and he told me that you was going to live there soon." I started crying more, I never felt so weak in my life. And for Duncan to be here, I just feel horrible. He pulled me into a grasp and held on me tightly. "Never let me go Duncan." I whispered to myself, but Duncan heard. "Gwen please.. I just want to help." We stood their for about 7 more minutes. Duncan didn't say a word, he let the phone ring and didn't dare to pick it up. I started feeling peaceful in Duncan's arms. Even though I was sure my father well find me soon, I never felt so safe, yet in danger in my whole life. Duncan started walking me back into his room. I allowed him to let me pick me up. He swept me off my feet and lead me to his bed.

Once we was in his bed, cuddling, Yes we was cuddling, I know we shouldn't have, I mean I have a boyfriend Trent, and He has a Fling with a girl name Courtney. But for this moment in time, I think it was acceptable at this spur of the moment. It was dead quite. I was in Duncan's arms under his blanket, mostly Duncan would make such a stupid comment, or maybe start flirting with me, but he let me be myself this night.

"My Dad..." I began. Duncan was brushing my hair while listing. "He.. Want's to kill me.." I said. I finally told someone, I told my biggest deepest darkest secret ever in my whole life, and it had to be Duncan, the punk, tattooed, air headed, juvenile delinquent, cocky son of a bitch, I had to tell. Duncan stop brushing my hair. "What?" He flatly said. "Duncan, my mother cheated on my dad once, He never got over it, He told us, "If you don't love me Grace, then I guess I have to take someone then you do love.. Like our daughter, Gwen." I sighed and held Duncan closer. "First I thought he was just going to take me to make me live with him, but on my birthday he started sending me card saying how he should kill me, My mother brought the card's to the cops, But every time she was about to show the cops, the card's will magically disappear. The cops couldn't arrest my dad for something we just said, So we started moving to different city's, but no matter what my father was capable of finding us. So Here I am, back in Toronto thinking I lost my dad, and he is living right next door." "That asshole!" Duncan snapped. Duncan jumped out of his bed going to his closet. "Duncan?" I asked quickly.

"Gwen, You should have told me this a long time ago!" He was searching for something while yelling at me. "I couldn't! " I protest. "You got locked up, I had to change my whole identity. Duncan you cant do anything," Duncan hurried and interrupted me. "To hell I cant!" Duncan pulled out a large knife and ran to the door. My eye's widen in fear, jumping out of the bed. "No Duncan!" I hurried and grabbed his arm pulling it back. Duncan hurried and threw the knife across the room and hurried and pick me up, holding me tightly. "I am the worst friend ever." I heard Duncan sounding like he was crying, I couldn't see his face but I heard anger and fear. I started holding Duncan tighter. we was almost to close.

"Don't say that.." I began. "Then don't say everything is alright, cause it's not, Gwen you was alone, and this stupid fight at school got me locked up, I should have thought of you that day and didn't do anything stupid. If I didn't get locked up, I could have at least helped, I I I." "Duncan we was only nine, you couldn't do anything, I just needed a friend at the time, but we have each other know, and that's all that matters." I knew I was lying to Duncan. I knew once I told my mom about Jon Walker, I was going to move in a second. But since Duncan was in the mood for killing my dad I had to claim him down, Why do I even called that guy dad? It makes no sense.

Just then I heard my cell phone ring, It both made me and Duncan jump. I heard Duncan's cool chuckle as I got up seeing it was Trent. "Hello?" I asked picking up my phone. "Gwen! Oh thank god, I have been calling you non stop after school! Where did you go!?" He asked. I sighed and looked over at Duncan. "I pasted out In class, I didn't eat anything all day , and you know how my low blood sugar is these day's. So Then Dun, I mean this person just took me home and I have been home ever sense." There was a long pause. "That's funny cause I went to your house after school and no one answer." "I was sleeping." I hurried and said back. Another long pause. "Gwen I climbed up your window." I started getting mad. "Spying on me Trent!" I yelled. "I wouldn't call it spying, cause you wasn't even at home! Gwen where was you!" I seen Duncan getting annoyed by me and Trent's bickering. "Fine, I was a Duncan's house." "Duncan!" I heard Trent's voice get mad. He sounded like he was going to give me those stupid literature's but soon sighed. "That's all you had to say, instead of lying to me." I sighed and looked at the phone. "Im sorry Trent, truly." "Its ok love." Trent said, anytime he called me love made me blush like crazy, and Duncan notice. He was rolling his eye's while watching me and Trent talk for a little while, so I hurried up and made a new lie. "Trent my phone is going to die ok, bye Love see you tomorrow." "Ok Babe, Love you goodnight." We hung up and Duncan questioned "Love?" I rolled my eye's while sat next to Duncan. "Yes, got a problem with that?" "No, Not at all." Duncan sighed and lean back into his bed. "Shit!" I yelled getting up. "What?!" Duncan asked shocked also. "I forgot to call my mom, shit she's going to be pissed!" I hurried and got up going into the hallway, cause I knew my mom was going to curse out a storm on the phone.

[Duncan point of view. ]

Love? Why would you ever say that word, I find that word to powerful, it means something I well never feel, Courtney? Can she be my.... love? Wait, I don't know, the bitch drives me crazy, in good and bad way's. I was getting dragged in a train of lost thoughts till I heard yelling from Gwen's phone. "But mom!" She began, I couldn't help but laugh, something about Gwen makes me smile. I'm just happy I have her back into my life. "Shit" I felt my phone going on. Hearing the full metal rock blasting threw my phone. I hurried and pick it up without seeing who is calling me. "Hello?" I said playfully. "Duncan?! Where the heck are you!" I sighed and rolled over onto my bed. "Why?" I asked annoyed.

"Cause Its my business to now where you are at!?" I started growling under my breath. "Like you said Sweetheart, "We aren't dating!" So its none of your business!" Then I just heard nothing but bickering. "Don't you yelled back at me mister! Once I see you im going to give you a piece of my mind and read all your flaws and fix everything! if you want to be my boyfriend! And that's never going to happen unless you change everything about you!" Courtney yelled it sounded like I had her on speaker with my phone, but she was just that upset. Gwen walked in my room fear looking at my phone . I seen she mouth her words, not wanted, more fearing of making a noise and Courtney finding out. "Who's that?" Gwen mouthed. I laughed and said out loud. "The Princess." And hung up. I knew Courtney heard that, and I didn't care. I hurried and shut off my cell phone before she dared to call again.

"That monster drives me crazy!.. and not in a good way anymore, shot me Gwen!" I said pressing my hand's into my face feeling anger from Courtney. Gwen laughed a little and rubbed my arm, up and down. "What's her deal anyways?" I sighed and shrug my shoulders of I don't know. I looked down feeling upset. But then heard my door open from the front door, it make those stupid alarm beeping noise. I got up confused. "What time is it anyways?" I looked around and Gwen said. "5:47.. why?"

I slowly started walking out of my room. "Cause my parents don't get home till 7:00.." "So.. whose downstairs?" Gwen said She ran beside me holding me super tight. "Don't know.." I began. I pushed Gwen off of me and place her in my room holding her shoulders. "Stay here.." She looked worried staring into my eyes. Her dark green eyes was feeling fear I can just tell. I nodded and walked out of my room very quietly. As I was walking downstairs I rubbed my back pocket feeling the pocket knife in it. So Who ever was trying to break in my house. I have something to give him. I heard it super bad and ran in to my kitchen holding out the pocket knife and tackled who ever was in my house. "Ouch!" The man cried. I looked down seeing my older brother Jason. "Jason?" I asked. He looked at my me with with knife and pushed me off of him pining me to the ground. "Lil D! What are you doing with that knife!" Jason barked. I hated me when he called me Lil D. "Ah protecting myself, I thought someone was breaking into the house, what the hell are you doing here?" Jason got off of me pulling me up. "Just looking for my police badge. I cant find it anywhere I think I left it here when we all had dinner." I looked around confused back at him. "We had dinner a month ago idiot." "I know,!" He yelled. "Someone put a fake badge in my wallet, did you take my badge Little D! Don't you dare lie to your older brother!" I laughed and pushed his hands out of my face. "Yeah Cause I need a badge to do rule breaking and a position to taking your advantage in becoming a pig."

He stopped and looked some where else with his eye popping out of his head. "Well who's this." Jason said smirking at me. I turned around and saw Gwen. "Ah.. Duncan everything ok?" Gwen asked walking closer to me. "Yeah I'm cool." I stared back at Gwen with a slight thin smile dazing into her dark green eyes. Their was a long pause. It was a good pause for me and Gwen, as for Jason, it wasn't. He coughed getting are attention and I hurried and looked back at him snapping out of it. "Any way's" Began Jason again. "Tell mom and dad if they find it call me, and if I find out you took it you're so going to be dead." I rolled my eyes and nodded at Jason once he left.

The door he made his way out of made a loud noise of him being upset. "So... That's Jason?" Gwen asked I turned to look back at her. "Yeah you maybe wont remember but he-" Gwen hurried up and cut me off. "The Brother with the straight A student, and never did anything bad, as to other then your other brothers, Ethan, Scottie and Calvin." I smiled. I mean Gwen remember when I told her this about how many years ago, A good friend always listen to your problem. Gwen sighed and laughed. "I know im that good!" She tease brushing her shoulders off.

I hurried and tackle Gwen and started play fighting like we used to as kids I was holding onto Gwen super tight and felt like I never wanted to let her go... Wait I didn't mean that.. But sooner of later my face was right next to her neck. Should I? I asked.. being temped to bite her pale neck. I always used to bite her, but would it be bad if I did bit it once more time. I stopped thinking about it and hurried and bite Gwen. First she cried in pain and started laughing. "Oh you asshole!" She said trying to push me off of her and failed. It short of felt like she didn't even pushed me off. But yet wanted me to bite her more..? No this is Gwen. I said. But once I stop biting her neck my lips felt attached to her pale winter skin. It felt... forbidden As my lips slowly parted from her skin I swear I heard her moan a little bit. I didn't kiss her neck I just was done biting her. Well that's that im going to tell everyone. I was still on top of Gwen on the ground as I barley lifted my face up to her's she started at me deeply. Almost to deeply. I took a deep breath smelling Gwen's mouth. Cool winter mints. And her body spray was passion fruit. Damn hormones came back to me that fast, lucky it didn't show that bad since I was wearing boxers, basket ball shorts and my normal messed up shorts. But I still hurried and jumped off of Gwen and laid on the ground with my stomach on the ground also my face. It was quite, not a good quite like last time, but yet a odd confused moment. I felt my lower part of the body claim down and I sighed in relief.

"What time do you need to be home?" I asked out of the blue. "Actually right now.." Gwen said slowly sounding disappointed. "Oh ok," I sighed and got up diving into my pockets and getting out my car keys. "Let's dip." I said. I helped Gwen getting up. I reached my hand as she grabbed me way tight, I yanked her too strong off the ground, I always forget she isn't the Courtney size, more of the light little doll size. Her body rushed into my making me lean into the wall with her all over me. Her lips was right next to mine as I felt her cheek on my lips. I heard her gasp lifting her head off of me and said "Sorry!" She cried. I laughed a little. "Im the one that pulled you off the ground to hard, stupid, don't be sorry for anything." She glared at me with a smile and soon followed me out of the house.

I was almost out side but then I felt her grabbed my waist super tight pulling me back into the house. "What the eff!" I said yelling. She hurried and covered my mouth. "I don't want my dad to see me." My eyes gotten big, forgetting about Gwen's father. I hurried and let Gwen crawl on the ground outside just in case if her father walked outside. I helped Gwen climb into my car. I hurried and jumped in also turning it on, She hurried and told me where she lived at giving me the addressed and that's when I heard that voice. "Duncan!" "Shit!" I cried I grabbed Gwen's head ducking it down. And pop my head out of her window. "Yes, Mister Walker?" I asked with a smile. "Just talked to your pop's he said you have some hot wires in your garage mind if I get them?" I seen him walking closer to my car so I looked around and hurried and answered quickly. "Sure Sure, But im shorta in a hurry so you can get it while I leave." Jon stop smiled and nodded. "You're a good person Duncan. Thank you." I faked smile. I just wanted to get out of the car and stab that guy in the cold heart. I hurried and pulled out of my driveway and soon hit 45 and drove off quickly.

We past out of my neighborhood, that's when Gwen lifted her Head up sighing. "Oh my gosh, that was too close." Gwen cried looking at me worried. I hurried and pulled Gwen into my body holding her while driving. "Don't be upset, Im here for you." I felt her let go of me and looked up at me face with a smile. "I know." She went back into hugging me. I never felt this way. Our hug was shorta meant to be it felt like that's how was it was suppose to be. But suppose to what? I lean my head into her's feeling her hair on my cheek. Her hair felt too soft. We listen to some 30 second to mars feeling some what peaceful enjoying the drive. It felt.. normal. Riding around at night with the window's down feeling the cold wind hitting our faces felt perfect.

Gwen fell fast asleep, still holding onto me once I pulled up to her house. I turned off the car as we pulled up into her drive way. "Gwen?" I asked quickly. I heard her moan a little from waking up. 'Crap I feel asleep huh, sorry." "Don t worry babe its ok." I smiled at her. She looked at her door and looked back at me. "I don't want to go home." I raise my eye brow. "What do you want then?" I asked flatly. "....You." Gwen dully said. "Wait what?" I asked again being complete shocked. Gwen heard it by my voice and hurried and changed her face and voice. "No No I mean, like I want to still hang out with you, I hate this house." She had her arms raise a little and I laughed a little. "Whatever Gwen you know you want this!" I said flirty. She rolled her eyes. "Sure Kiddo." She tease, since she is 5 months older then me. I seen a women looking outside of Gwen's house staring at us. "Guessing that's Grace?" I asked looking at the women. "Yup," Gwen said also Staring at her mother. She hurried and looked back at me. "Well thanks for everything today Duncan." She went in for a hug and I hugged her back. "Anytime." I smiled. I Seen her climb out of my car but I hurried and thought of something. "Gwen!" I yelled. She turned around. "Huh?" She asked confused. "Your... Your not going to tell your mom about... Jon are you?" I asked quickly, hoping her mother wasn't hearing us. "Well. I dono.." She asked

"What do you mean you don't know? Gwen you have to tell her, your not safe here you know." I said. Gwen rolled her eyes glaring at me. "I don't care if im not safe or not." "I Do." I snapped back at her

"I.. Don t" Gwen slammed the car door and started stomping to her front door. I hurried and jumped out before she made it to her house. "Gwen!" I grabbed her wrist and she turned around way mad. "What!?" "I don't want anything to happen to you!" "But Duncan I don't want to loose you again!"

"It doesn't matter, I just want you to be save again!" "But im never going it be safe unless I have you with me!" It was a little to much to say at the time, we both knew it. We started at each other once again feeling something I wanted to do. I sighed and hugged her. "Ok, just think about it ok?" I asked hoping she understood me. "Oh ok fine." She hugged me back. One thing about Gwen I love to, how I can say three words and she understand my whole story im trying to tell her. She open her door and I hurried and hugged her once more and whispered into her ear from be hide her. "Night, Care bear." I said it in a flirty tone and soon jumped into my car and drove again and was wondering how Gwen reaction was from what I just told her.

Ok Sorry so late, I was lost in what to write next, but hope you enjoyed this chapter

omg, ok 11/19/09, best day ever! Courtney and Duncan broke up in ep 14 total drama action, omg you gave no idea how happy i am! (:

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