B's pov

After a few weeks I got used to the Cullen's presence around me constantly.

I sat with them every day at lunch, Edward walked with me to every class, drove me from home to school, then back home, and Alice managed to drag me shopping a few times to my horror.

But my favorite of all was when Edward came to help me study, of course I couldn't do any real studying with him there, but it was like heaven having an angel in your house asking you questions, and reading to you.

He seemed to enjoy it just as much and every day he seemed to get more and more relaxed with me around, he has even gave me a hug before leaving sometimes.

Which would always unlock the butterflies in my stomach, and blush covered my cheeks as I felt the sparks flew through my body sending shivers to roll down my spine.

"So you'll come over tomorrow?" Edward asked walking towards the door to leave, but turned around to face me.

"Sure, I was curious to see where you lived any way." I said trying to hold back my intense excitement.

Today while Edward was helping me with our biology project he asked if I would come over to his house, and of course with those golden eyes how could you say no.

I actually really wanted to go anyway, I had a feeling that if I went there I would find out everything that I wanted to know about Edward and what he was hiding.

"Good, I'll pick you up around twelve, it that ok with you?" Edward asked as I walked to him.

"Yep that's good with me." I nodded, and got ready for our hug that I was waiting for since he walked in through the door, but this time his one arm went around me, and his other hand was at my cheek.

I ran his fingers over my cheek gently causing blush to come instantly.

He gave me a shy smile, and let his hand fall, and gave me a hug.

I almost whimpered when his hand was gone, but I hugged him back breathing in his scent, and letting the static go wild between us, but like every day it was gone, too soon.

"See you Bella." Edward said with a bright smile, and then he was gone.

When Edward was here the whole were my heart used to be would come back, like he had my real heart, the heart that was torn out when my parents died, but he somehow found it, and brought it back.

But then when I'm alone, and he's not there he takes my heart back with him, and I'm even lonelier then I was before.

I sighed as I let my despair, and sorrow crawl back in me, and I walked to my room to get ready for bed.

Edward always came as soon as school ended, and stayed until night time came, he watched me eat dinner, never eating himself, and we would take some breaks, watch TV, or just talk.

It was so natural when I was with him, it seems that there is nothing he can't do, he has made the saddest, loneliest girl in the world laugh and smile every day of her life, and that is impressive.

As I snuggled into my covers I couldn't help but think about Edward and what I was going to e doing tomorrow.

My nightmares no longer kept me up all hours of the night at all, not only were they filled with Edward dazzling beauty, but before I fall asleep it feels like someone was watching me, no one that wanted to hurt me, just wanted me to be safe, like having my own guardian angel.

With that thought I would fall asleep every night in peace, with no worry at all clouding my mind.

And right before I was completely asleep I swore for just a second that I saw something outside my window, but I fell asleep before I could do anything with a smile on my face.

When I woke up the next morning I walked around my house in giddy steps that had me on the floor a few times, but I didn't care I was too excited.

Edward would be coming in mere minutes now, luckily I was all ready, and already ate a quick breakfast.

I was now pacing my porch waiting for a silver Volvo to come flying in.

And when I finally saw him I almost went into a touchdown dance as I was greeted by his gorgeous eager golden eyes.

I got in quickly, and we were flying over 100 miles per hour like always, which of course bothered me a little, but I have gotten used to his driving.

"So are you ready to see my house?" Edward asked with an excited glint in his eyes that was so adorable.

"Yes, but I can't wait to actually meet your parents, they sound like really nice people." I said grinning at him.

Edward tensed a little at my words, and this confused me a little, was that wrong, where they bad people, no I don't believe that they are.

"They can't wait to meet you to." Edward said still tense.

"You said your father is a doctor that's really cool." I said eager to hear more.

Edward seemed to become a statue now as he glanced at me.

"Yes, he is a very good man, and father." Edward said in a strange tone.

I wasn't sure what was wrong with him, but I couldn't ask because we were already parked in front of a huge beautiful house.

"This is beautiful Edward." I said as he opened my door for me.

"Thanks, all designed by my mother Esme." He said with a proud smile.

"She has great taste." I said as I followed him to his porch.

Edward chuckled as he saw my nervous look as we made it inside the house.

"Wow, this is even more gorgeous on the inside." I gasped as I looked around at everything.

It had a nice welcome home feeling around, like this was where you belonged.

And soon each Cullen was walking down the stairs, grinning at me in excitement.

Alice walked over to me, and hugged my eagerly.

"Welcome to our home Bella." She squealed as she pulled away.

I laughed at how thrilled she seemed to be.

"It's amazing." I said with a huge smile.

"Thank you, it's nice to see some people still have good taste." A woman said also walking down.

She had a motherly look, so I was guessing she was Esme.

"It's a pleasure to meet you Bella." Esme said and surprisingly hugging me tightly, like I was some kind of long last family member that she had missed deeply.

I hugged her back, feeling the pain of losing my own mother fill me with sadness; I really had missed the feeling of being in a mother's loving arms.

When she pulled away I smiled at her.

"Nice to meet you to Esme." I said and I really was she was so beautiful, and looked very kind, the same as my mother.

Then a man came down the stairs next, and as our eyes met I gasped.

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