It was a few days after Jen got settled into she and Sarah's dorm and Sarah was on her bed after classes doing homework when her phone rang. She looked at it and saw her girlfriend's name on her screen, she smiled and picked it up. "Hey babe."

"Don't 'hey babe' me!" Santana, Sarah's girlfriend, said as a greeting.

"Wait, what did I do?" Sarah asked confused.

Santana scoffed. "Don't play dumb. I know there is something going on with you and your new roommate. When were you planning to tell me about her, huh?"

Jen came into the room smiling as she sat her stuff down. "Hey roomie! Who you talking to?" Jen asked

"Is that her?!" Santana exclaimed.

Sarah sighed. "Yes it is. Just calm down babe. I can explain. Nothing is going on between her and I."

Santana scoffed again. "I don't want to hear your explanations. Especially not over the phone."

Santana hung up and Sarah sighed as she pressed the lock button on her phone. "Girlfriend?" Jen asked.

Sarah nodded. "Yeah I need to go talk to her. Be back soon." Sarah quickly left and headed to the all girls school just a few minutes away from Dalton. When she got there she found Santana at her dorm room door. "What's your problem Santana?" Sarah approached her.

"My problem is you have anew roommate! A girl roommate!" Santana put her dorm key away.

Sarah sighed. "And? I don't like her!"

Santana scoffed. "Yeah right! I know you do!"

Sarah rolled her eyes. "Yeah? And? Fine I like her. But you can't tell me that you don't like anybody in this school. Full of girls!" Sarah huffed.

"I don't!"

Sarah rolled her eyes and caught a glimpse of Brittany. She brought Brittany over to her and Santana. "Take Brittany for example. You like her don't you?"

Santana shook her head. "No." She said but Sarah saw Brittany nod.

"I'll take Brittany's word. You can go now Brittany." Sarah looked at Santana.

Santana sighed and took Sarah's hand. "Look this is pointless. You're my girlfriend, I trust you."

Sarah nodded. "I trust you too." She said softly.

Santana captured Sarah's lips with her own and wrapped her arms around Sarah's waist, her hands traveling to Sarah's ass. Sarah's arms wrapped behind Santana's neck. "Wanna come to my dorm?" Santana trailed her lips to Sarah's neck.

"I can't." Sarah tilted her head and closed her eyes with a soft moan.

"Mm and why's that?" Santana squeezed Sarah's ass.

"You know why." Sarah answered.

Santana pulled away and rolled her eyes. "You still aren't going to give up your damn v-card?"

Sarah looked at Santana in shock. "That's all you wanted. My body."

Santana chuckled and shook her head. "I don't want your body, why would I? Its fat and ugly. All I wanted from you was sex."

Sarah sucked in a deep breath. "I knew all the times you said I was beautiful you were lying." Sarah looked at Santana in disgust.

Santana shrugged and chuckled. "What can I say?" Sarah scoffed and turned to leave, holding back tears and Santana sighed. "Listen bitch, I'll be completely honest." Sarah looked down and stopped at Santana's words. "You're worthless to everybody. Nobody wants you because you're fat and ugly. Just go kill yourself already bitch."

Sarah looked up, still holding back tears . "Maybe I will." Sarah turned and left.

Sarah went back to Dalton and quickly entered her dorm. After seeing that Jen wasn't there, she laid on her bed, grabbed her blade, and rolled up her sleeve. Over the scars on her left arm, she pressed the blade into her skin and carved 'fat' 'ugly' and 'unwanted' into her arm. When she was done she laid on her bed, clutching her arm as tears fell. She didn't register the door opening, she didn't know anybody was there until Jen came rushing over. "Oh my god, Sarah."

Sarah looked at Jen in shock as Jen looked over her arm. Jen then went to their bathroom and got what was needed to clean and wrap the cut. After she finished cleaning the cuts and wrapping Sarah's arm in gauze, Jen held Sarah until she stopped crying. When Sarah calmed down she looked up at Jen curiously. "Why are you still here? Why didn't you leave when you saw what I do?" Sarah asked hoarsely.

Jen looked at her and cleared her throat before replaying softly. "Because I do it too."

Sarah looked at her in shock. "Why? You're perfect."

"And so are you." Jen said.

Sarah shook her head, sitting up in her bed. "I'm hardly perfect."

Jen frowned. "Sarah what did your girlfriend say to you?"

Sarah wiped at her eyes. "She finally admitted that she never meant It when she said was beautiful. And she said she didn't want my body because it was fat and ugly, she just wanted sex. Then before I left she told me nobody wanted me and to go kill myself." Sarah took a deep breath as Jen sat there, surprised.

"She sounds like a bitch." Jen finally said.

Sarah nodded and stood up. "Yeah. Anyway, please don't tell anybody about this, not even Blaine knows." Sarah made her way to the door after rolling her sleeve down.

Jen nodded and looked at Sarah confused. "Ok, I won't but where are you going?"

Sarah looked at Jen. "Dinner time." She answered. "Come on."

Jen stood and nodded. "Oh, ok." She followed Sarah out of their dorm and to the cafeteria for dinner, where they sat down at the Warblers table after getting food. After everybody was seated, Jen leaned over to whisper in Sarah's ear. "Hey, can you go over everybody's names again?"

Sarah chuckled and nodded. "Sure, I'll tell you the ones you're most likely to talk to." She pointed to each person as she said their name. "So the three council members: David, Wes, and Thad. David and Wes claim they have girlfriends and don't like each other but none of us believe them. Then there's Nick and Jeff who, unlike Wes and David, are actually together and proudly lets everybody know." As she said this Nick and Jeff had started teasing and kissing each other. "There's John, who's the beatboxer for the Warblers. And there's my brother Blaine, the lead singer for The Warblers, and Kurt, the two who need to get together already but are too oblivious to see that they like each other."

Jen smiled at Sarah. "Thanks."

Sarah nodded and they started having conversation with everybody. Jen was getting to know everybody better and the Warblers were getting to know Jen better. Sarah talked and laughed with them all, not letting anybody suspect she wasn't really that happy.