Today was the big day and I was excited. Levi had asked me why I didn't tell anyone that I was raising a kid by myself and that he was too young to be left alone. So I told him everything and him understand why and told me that if I needed him would help and watch (b/n) from me anytime. On the expedition, we fought a lot of titans and almost got killed by a titan and Petra. Petra was so annoying that I wanted to push her off the horse and leave her so she could be eaten by titans so you wouldn't have to put up with her the expedition was over we were heading back when I felt I was about to fall, then I felt a warm substance stain my white shirt. I look down to see a sword through my lower abdomen...everything slowed down as Eren turned around to me fall off my horse with a sword though my lower abandon and shouting my name. Eren was mumbling why, why, why does she look so peaceful yet in pain,why did she get stabbed. I look to see Petra holding a sword covered in (y/n)'s blood and she was smiling. Levi was silent yet surprised that Petra would do such a thing. Later on, you woke up feeling something heavy and wet on your chest so you open your eyes to see your baby brother (b/n) crying along with everyone in the room expect Erwin,Levi, and Petra. When everyone heard (b/n) stop crying the look up to see you holding him in your arms comforting like a mother would which made Levi smirk at that scene before him and everyone awws but Petra who left. Over the next few days, you didn't leave your room and (b/n) got to stay with you thanks to Levi. Then the next day you were heading to (f/n)'s house when you heard screaming so you zip using your 3DMG to get over their faster with (b/n) strapped to you by a sash. You zoom over there fast as you can to where you heard the screaming come from which was coming from the direction your friend lives so you go even faster only to see your friend (f/n) family smashed. Everything seemed to freeze and slow down, (b/n) was awake because of all the screaming, then you saw (f/n) being eaten by a titan that's when you snapped and went on a rampage slicing up the titan enjoying the screams and cries of pain of touching him then finally cutting the nap of the neck by the end the scouts showed up to see you and (b/n) covered in blood and crying. Eren was the first one to run over to you to see you afraid,crying, and shivering while (b/n) was whimpering and angry. Levi saw the titan all cut up and had a flashback about when his two best friends Isabel and Farlan getting killed by a titan but, this time, it was worse both (y/n) and (b/n) went through it and she went on a worst rampage than he did because there's blood everywhere.