A/N: As promised, here is the new chapter. Thank you for all the reviews! This chapter is rated M.

Chapter 12

Emily put the key on the lock of her door and got into her apartment. She threw the key on the keychain and took off her coat and boots. Sighing, she went to the kitchen, filled a cup of water and drank. She braced herself into the counter and fought with her tears. Tears of pure joy, for the bastard that attacked Hotch were finally dead. Tears for sadness, for knowing that with the end of this and Haley's return, Hotch would go back to his family, to his house.

She went upstairs, getting in her bathroom and started to fill her bathtub. She sank into the water minutes later, trying to relax, trying to forget the events of that day and mostly trying to bury the feelings that were suffocating her and breaking her heart little piece by little piece. She stood there, letting the tears fall and hoping that she could get over this and keep her feelings buried inside of her.

Part of loving someone is wishing that that person be happy, even if you don't have any part in it. And she knew that. She knew that Hotch still loved Haley deeply and the decision of ending their marriage wasn't his. And now, after everything, maybe Haley would realize what a wonderful man she had and how lucky she was for it. Maybe they would work on their differences and figure it out some way of staying together as a family again. And maybe it was just the way things supposed to be.

She got off the tub and dried herself before put some sweatpants and a tank top. She went downstairs again and opened a bottle of wine, filling a glass and curled up on her couch, resting her head on the back rest and closing her eyes. She had drunk almost half bottle when she heard the key on the door and the knob turning. She turned her head and saw Hotch coming in. She stood up and looked at him with a frown.

"Hey… What are you doing here?"

He froze while taking his coat off. "I'm sorry. I don't leave here anymore? I know Foyet is dead but I thought that maybe you'd let me stay tonight. I really don't want to go to my apartment".

"No, that's not what I meant. Of course you're welcomed here. It's just… Shouldn't you be home with your family?"

He sighed and finished taking his coat and shoes. "Jack is sleeping. He already was by the time you guys left. I just stayed watching him for a while and then talked to Haley a little. She needed to rest too, so I let her…"

"Oh." She said. He took a few steps forwards, closing the distance between them a few inches. She took a sip of her wine before continue, trying to hide the shakiness of her voice. "I thought you would stay with them, you know, after everything". She wanted to say with her instead of them but she thought I would be too much.

"I will pick up Jack tomorrow and spend the day with him. And Haley… Well, I'll help her to stabilize her life again and get through this but that's it. I have no obligation with her except from our son. And I think I've already screwed up her life too much". He said with a sad smile.

"I'm sorry. I know how much you still love her and how hard it must be to you all of this." She said, even though her heart broke a little.

"I will always love Haley. She gave me my son, I'll be forever grateful for that. But I'm not in love with her anymore. The same way she isn't with me. It just didn't work… It's sad? Yes. But I think it's for the better. I want her to be happy. And honestly, I want to be happy too".

She felt her heart race at his speech and forced herself to breathe. "And you deserve it. To be happy"

He smiled at her and took a few more steps towards her. "I'd really like to thank you Emily. What you did today… I don't even know how to explain how much it meant to me. I'm very sorry for your suspension. You don't deserve it. Hell, I'd give you a medal if I could".

She laughed a little. "I already told you. You don't need to thank me. I was just doing my job. And honestly, I think I needed this time off. It's just been too much, this whole saga with Foyet and the last few cases… Actually, I think all of us need it, we're just lucky to get it" He chuckled at that. "And, thanks to mom and dad and their annually birthday and Christmas's checks I'm not particularly worried about the 'no payment' part".

He raised his eyebrows to her and she chuckled. He took the last steps towards her and finally had her pressed between him and the back of the couch. He saw her eyes widening and her chest fall up and down rapidly because of her fast breathing. "Either way, I'd like to thank you. You saved the mother of my child and enabled his return to his home. Thank you so much. You're… you're amazing" He finished with a low voice, leaning a little so he would say that right in her ear. He heard her sharp a breath and smiled inwardly. Taking her completely by surprised he pressed a little kiss on her neck, followed by another, and another and another…

She felt her heart stop completely at the first contact of his lips on her skin. It has to be a dream she thought. She closed her eyes and felt him trace a line of kisses from her neck to her collarbone, then to her shoulders and back to her neck right below her ear. She felt his hand sneaking into her waist, playing with the hem of her tank top, making slight contact with her back. His fingers were like ice, frozen and hard and despite of the shivers that he caused, instead of making her feel cold he ignite a fire right from her core, making her blood burn into her veins and making her sweat.

When she felt him trace the side of her breast through her bra she knew she had to stop him. "Hotch…" She said with a moan. He took it as an encouragement and smiled against her neck. "Hotch." She said more forcefully, putting her hands between them to push him a little. He pulled back and looked at her with a frown. "Don't do this. You're just… grateful for what I did and confusing things. You'll just regret tomorrow and we'd be risking a lot here". She said. Part of her was screaming at her to stop being so stupid and enjoy what he was giving to her, but she knew that she couldn't let this happen. If they did this and later he told her that he regret it it would be the end to her.

He closed his eyes and sighed. He knew that she would put the responsible card but he wouldn't buy that. He didn't care about that anymore. So he tightened his grip on her waist and looked into her eyes. "Emily, I know we are risking a lot here. I know that logically we shouldn't be doing this, but honestly I don't give a damn. I don't care about the job, about Strauss. I don't care about the BAU and the team. And Haley doesn't have a place here anymore. Right now, I only care about us, about you. If you look me in the eyes and tell me that you don't want this, that you don't feel anything for me I'll leave you alone. But I know I'll not regret this tomorrow because I've been fighting against this for so long. And I'm tired of fighting. I'm tired of looking for excuses to be not be happy. You make me happy. With you I feel whole, I feel complete. You get me. You know me. The best and the worst and still, you get me". He leaned in until their lips were almost touching. "Tell me Emily. Tell me you don't want this."

"I can't…" She whispered and not even a second later he pressed his lips to hers, firmly but softly, tracing the tip of his tongue on her lips, begging for entrance. After a few seconds motionless she softened her lips on his and opened her mouth to allow his tongue pass by. She felt like heaven. There was a fire burning inside of her and she couldn't think about anything but him. His arms around her, his smell, his taste, his touch on her skin, the felling of his skin under her fingertips. She never thought she would be able to live this, to feel this. He pressed her more forcefully into his frame and she let out a moan in his mouth when she felt the extent of his arousal on her stomach.

He backed her until he had her pressed against him and the back of the couch, without not even an air flow passing between them. When the lack of air become a problem he pulled back and descended his mouth to her neck again, but this time with hungrier kisses and love bites, eliciting moans and whimpers from her. She said his name as a prayer and he let out a cavernal grunt while biting the skin of her collarbone. He pulled back just enough to push her tank top over her head and then was back, kissing and licking the valley of her breast. He unclasped her bra with one hand and took off the fabric, throwing over his shoulders and then taking one of her pink nipples on his mouth.

She let out a low moan and gripped his shoulders tight, throwing her head back and grinding her hips to his looking for some type of friction to relieve the ache on her center. He suddenly gripped her thighs and lifted, making her put her legs around his waist, both moaning deeply at the contact of his erection to her womanhood.

He walked towards the stairs, clumsily, trying to get to her room fast. After a few bumps and two pauses to press her into the handrail and the way near her door they finally managed to get into her bed. His shirt was rapidly ripped of him while he covered every square inch of her torso with kisses, licks and bites, making her wetter and wetter.

"Please, please Aaron…" When the hell did you start calling him Aaron? She couldn't help but think. But again, every rational thought were vanished from her head when his fingers found the waistband of her sweats, taking off along with her panties in one fluid motion. Then his fingers were on her and she bit her lip to prevent to scream out loud. Her own fingers found the way to his belt and she unclasped it fast, pulling the zipper of his pants too. She inserted her hand inside his boxers and found his length, stroking one, two, three times.

"Fuck." He cursed when he felt her small hand encircled his troubling cock. It had been so long to him that he knew he wouldn't last much so he took her hand off and pushed his pants and boxers down his legs, kicking it off the bed. He took his manhood in his hand and positioned on her center, looking into her eyes before pushing in slowly.

Her eyes rolled out in her head at the feeling of him inside of her. After tonight she knew that she would never be able to be with anyone else. He had marked her in such a way that she never allowed anyone. He was breaking her into tiny little pieces and there was no way in hell she would be able to get out of there alive. He owned her now. First he had taken her heart, then her head and soul and now he had taken her body too. He moved inside of her carefully and so lovingly that she felt tears pricking on her eyes.

He looked at her underneath him and couldn't believe it. She was so beautiful, her lips swollen, her cheeks flushed, her hair messed up. He leaned his lips to her ear and planted little kisses all over it before whispering. "You're so gorgeous… you feel so good, so tight, so warm". He continued to kiss her ear and neck, whispering sweet things to her. He could feel her walls contracting against him and knew that she was close. He was too, so he pulled back to look into her eyes. "Look at me Em." When she locked her big brown eyes with him he said. "Come with me. Come for me Emily."

And who she was to deny it? She came violently, shivering and whimpering his name. Just seconds after she felt him shudder and empty inside her, murmuring her name sweetly. He collapsed on top of her and they stood like that for several seconds, trying to control their breathing. He pulled out of her, causing a moan of protest, and pushed her to him, resting her head on his chest and planting a light kiss on her forehead.

She stood there, listening to his heart beat and hoping that he was right about not regretting this in the morning. She couldn't remember the last time she had felt so good and in peace. Lying on his arms she sighed and prayed for this would be her happily ever after, to allow her live this, have this feeling forever. She closed her eyes and snuggled closer, smiling when she felt him tightening his grip on her waist, and drifted off, feeling his skin under hers and thanking God for bringing her dream man to her reality.

A/N: Soo? What do you think? Pleeeeease, let me know!