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My mother tongue is French. My ultimate goal is to write a prefect English. I do try very hard to write a chapter with no misspelling or grammatical errors. If there are mistakes, please excuse-me. France xxx
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Chapter 26
CLARIFICATIONS
BELLA
We were in the middle of the first week of our Christmas holidays. The boys, Rosalie and Alice were out, enjoying a perfect cold sunny day, alpine skiing. Carlisle and Charlie were ice fishing. The lake was frozen. Carlisle had a hut onto the ice and both my dad and Carlisle rode on snowmobiles, with their fishing tackle and equipment in backpacks. They were dressed very warmly. As Carlisle told me, it was warm in the hut, but fresh outdoors. I was sure they would enjoy their day outside, though the wind was blowing and the outside temperature was quite cold. Both of them were dressed with so many layers; insulated underwear—longjohns-, turtle necks, wool socks, wool pants and shirts. They both wear a snowmobile suit, insulated boots and gloves, a hard hat liner and a cap to shade their eyes from the sun. I was quite positive none of them would suffer from cold.
One day, when I was taking a walk with Edward and my dad, I saw little villages appeared on the horizon. Small huts of different colors were installed on the frozen lake. Fishermen were on the ice trying to catch fish. As my father told me there was nothing better to eat than fresh pickerels, pikes, whitefish, lake trout and perch. Some fishermen were cooking fish over an open fire on the shore and others, as my father told me, were cooking fish on a stove in the huts.
Everybody was outside. Esme wanted to stay with me and I was pretty happy to have some time alone with her. Edward didn't want to go with Emmett, Rosie, Jazz and Alice. We argued a bit. He was always so protective of me. I didn't want him to miss the opportunity to spend time with his brother and sister. He didn't see them often and I wanted him to enjoy time with his family.
Our discussion ended when Esme told Edward that she was going to stay in the house. He could go and I wouldn't be alone.
"Go Edward. I am going to stay with Bella. You worry too much."
"Okay mama. I have my cell. If Bella is not feeling well, please call me."
"Have a nice time baby. I'll take care of Bella."
Edward wrapped his hands around my waist and kissed me.
"Look after my heart my love; I leave it here with you."
"Profite de ta journée Edward. Ne t'en fais pas. ''
Enjoy your day Edward. Don't worry."
They went out and packed the car.
The house was calm. I sat on the couch and Esme asked me if I would like something to drink.
"Yes please Esme. I'll take a glass of milk."
"Do you want something to eat?—cheese, an apple, vegetables?"
"Slices of cheese and an apple would be fine."
"Okay"
Esme walked in the kitchen to get the glass of milk and the food. She came back with a tray, a few minutes later. She put it on the coffee table and sat on an armchair just in front of me.
"So how are you today honey?"
"I am fine Esme. I didn't have any nausea today; it's the first day, I don't feel nauseated at all and I don't have that damn headache. Hope it will go on like that."
"I am pretty happy to hear that darling; those damn nauseas. I had them during all my pregnancies—not funny at all.
"I am glad to be alone with you. I have some questions to ask you and as you are a doctor maybe you could answer to them."
"Go on Bella. I am all ears for you."
"I am still damn worry of the effects of the pills on the foetus." I was pregnant and I was still taking them." What if the pills harmed the babies?"
"You shouldn't worry about that Bella. There is very little scientific proof that continuing to take birth controls pills while pregnant could harm the foetus or the mother."
"I know many people think that the hormones in the contraceptive pills could cause birth defects in the unborn baby but I can assure you there is absolutely no proof of this occurring. I tell you Isabella, it is not the end of the world if you took the pills for a few weeks after the beginning of your pregnancy."
"But how could I get pregnant if I was on pills? …Though I forgot to take one."
"Let me explain. The birth control pill is roughly 99% effective when taken properly. However, women who use the pill still get pregnant one percent of the time. That means that only one in one hundred women can get pregnant while taking birth control pills. And if you miss one pill…as it is your case… this increases your chances of getting pregnant, especially if you miss it just before the week you are supposed to have your periods. Sperm can live up to five days inside a woman's body.
"If you missed a pill just before your periods and then ovulated very early in your cycle—while the living sperm was still inside you-, you could get pregnant. It is a rare circumstance but it happens. I think that is what happened to you Bella."
"You are sure that the babies will be okay?"
"Every pregnancy is at risk Bella. I am sure your gynaecologist will make sure your unborn children are developing in a healthy way. That is why maybe you had more acute pregnancy symptoms like headaches and nauseas. Those are the negative effects on the health of the mother taking birth control pills while pregnant."
"And today you look great Bella; no headache, no nausea…A very good thing for you."
"Yes, I am feeling fine today. And thank you Esme, I needed those clarifications. I know it's not good to feel stressed. I try but those negative thoughts keep on dwelling in my mind. I am reinsured now. I have so much to think about; the new house, the babies, the wedding. I don't even know if I'll get back to work in April. Edward doesn't want me too. It will be just four months before I deliver. And I don't even know if I'll go back to work when the babies will be born. I don't see myself letting my kids to a babysitter."
"Don't worry too much baby. It is not good. Take it one day at a time. We will all help you when you will be moving…And about your work, money is not a problem. You know that don't you?"
"I know that money is not a problem. Edward keeps repeating me that he has enough money to assure us a very comfortable life. It is not the problem but I do have my pride. I want to do my part as well."
"Bella…Raising kids is a high responsibility. You know it. And you know with Edward's career, he will have to travel from time to time. I don't want to tell you what to do, with your kids, but I do think that you will have to consider staying at home for a while—maybe till the days your kids go to school. Do you see yourself going to work, leaving them to a babysitter or leaving them at a day-nursery every day?"
"No…I don't. I love my work…But I do know, I love my babies more than my work."
"And what about the wedding?" Did you fix a date?"
"Well, we talked about it. We will wait after the babies are born; maybe when they will be six months old. I do want to wear a beautiful white wedding dress. You know…like in fairy tales. I want my wedding to be a very special day—Prince Charming and his princess-. I will just get married once. Well I do hope this will be my first and last wedding. You know how much I love Edward. I could not live without him. I had found my happy place, and Edward is my happy place."
"I know you love Edward darling and he loves you too. The way he looks at you, the sparkle he has in his eyes when he sees you, make me think of the brightness I see in Carlisle's eyes when he looks at me. You both remind me of Carlisle and me…The love we have for each other is so strong. Just like the love there is between you and Edward."
"Something else, I have to ask you Esme?"
"What?"
"I do need maternity clothes. I am gaining weight. I can't wear my jeans anymore. They are too tight. I would like you to come with me. You are a mother to me. I would have gone with my mother but…she is not here anymore. I would like to go with you."
"Oh honey. I love you like a daughter you know that don't you? I would love to go shopping with you. I know a very nice boutique in Pittsburgh; Becoming Mommy, it's a maternity store. When would you like to go?"
"As soon as possible. I feel so tight in my clothes, though I bought new ones in Laval before our trip to Pittsburgh. I should have bought maternity clothes but I didn't; those little treasures are growing faster than I thought. We could go tomorrow if you don't have any other plans."
"Fine with me."
"I'll go and take a nap, if you don't mind. I am a bit tired."
"Go Bella. I'll begin to cook dinner soon anyway. I know that the gang will be hungry when they all come back. Go to sleep honey."
"Okay Esme. See you later."
I climbed the stairs and went in Edward's bedroom. I was quite relaxed now after the conversation with Esme. All my interrogations were answered. There was no need to stress about the effects of the pills on my foetus.
I soon drifted in a deep sound sleep.
The sun was setting down when I heard Edward's voice. My man was back.
"Bella, chérie. C'est le temps de souper."
Bella, darling. It's time for dinner.
"Déjà, quelle heure est-il?"
So soon, what time is it?
"Presque 5 heures mon amour."
Almost 5:00 my love.
''Is dad here? I asked in a drowsy voice."
"Everybody is downstairs my love."
"Okay I'll have to go to the bathroom first; human necessity."
"Did you have a nice day Isabella? I missed you so much."
"I had a great day. I talked with your mom. She told me everything about the effects of the pills on the babies. No need to stress with that anymore Edward. She reinsured me a lot; and no nausea and headache today. I think everything will go fine."
"Oh nice my love. I am so happy. I am sure everything will be fine."
I went out of the bathroom and snaked my arms around Edward's waist; my head on his chest.
"I miss you Edward. I miss your skin. I miss your touches. I miss you inside me. I want you so badly."
"I miss you too my love. I want you too. I want to make love to you. I love you so much. But I know we will have to wait. I hear a bear's footsteps on the stairs…guess who it is? Damn fucker…always in the way."
As soon as Edward said those words, there was a loud knock on the door.
"Hey Edward, I want to see my Bella. Where is she?"
"Bastard, where do you think she is? And she is not your Bella, she is my Bella."
"Open that fucking damn door right now. I want to kiss my Bella."
"The door is not locked. Open it."
Emmett walked in the room. He kissed me on the cheeks and spun me in the air.
"Hey asshole. Put her down right now. Are you fucking crazy?"
"Oh sorry Bella…I forgot."
"It's okay Emmett. See…your uncle is very exuberant". I said, rubbing my belly.
Emmett kissed my belly and whispered." Hey, you in there. I am your uncle. I love you. Don't be too hard on your mummy. You'll have a great mom and a great dad…and a very good uncle."
"Okay Emmett….Leave my Bella alone and my babies too. They'll know you soon enough."
"Jerk"
"Asshole"
"Okay both of you. Stop. Let's go downstairs. I am hungry."
"Yes ma'am" They both answered in unison.
Those two were so hilarious to watch together. It was always pleasant, the banter between Edward and Emmett; gentle and funny. It always made me smile.
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EDWARD
The day had been a very pleasant one; the mountain was magnificent, the sun shone brightly, enlightening the snow with thousands of sparkling diamonds. It was cold though. The wind was swirling snow in the air. It was a perfect day to be outside.
I enjoyed being with Emmett, Jazz, Alice and Rosie. But Bella was almost always in my mind. I would have loved it if she would have been able to come on the slopes with me; though as she told me she was not better on skis than on skates. That was my girl—uncoordinated—but I made a promise to myself. When she would be able, maybe next winter, I would initiate her to alpine skiing. That was my favourite winter sport and it would be really pleasant to practice this sport with her.
When I came home, I literally ran up the stairs. I didn't even take the time to take off my snowsuit. I wanted to make sure that she was okay. She was deeply sleeping, lightly snoring. I took off my coat and my snow pants and sat on the bed, watching her sleeping. She seemed so calm and so peaceful. She was dreaming of me. She murmured my name and I could hear the sound of those words that were always deeply touching me inside; "I love you Edward."
She began to move and I gently woke up her up. Everybody was downstairs, waiting for us.
I was happy that she had no nausea and those migraines she had almost every day for the last three weeks.
And I was happier when she told me that she was reinsured about the pregnancy. I didn't tell her that I was very anxious too about the effects of the pills on the foetus. I wanted to talk to my mother about it but since she had that conversation with my mom, there was no need to question Esme about it.
Bella seemed in a good shape and in a very good mood too. She told me that she was missing me. And God was I missing her too. It had been almost three weeks since we had made love.
I was missing touching her skin. I was missing making love to her. I knew she was too exhausted to make love to me: that I could understand, though my cock was clearly suffering from neglect. I masturbated once in awhile when my balls were screaming for release and that happened quite often. I loved sex; and now with Bella in my life, there was no comparison to the power and the intensity each orgasm left in me. It was like a hurricane ripped through me every time; sleeping with her, touching her, smelling her delicious vanilla peach perfume, sent erotic messages to my dick. It was as if my dick was controlling me. The tremors I could feel running down my spine when I was touching her were almost painful to bear.
And now that Bella was no more affected by nausea and headache, and that she told me she was missing me and wanted to make love to me, maybe it was time to have a certain normality in our sex life; to my own satisfaction, to my cock' satisfaction and to Bella's satisfaction. I didn't want to be selfish, though I was in a sense. Her comfort was really primordial to me but my dick was often in complete disagreement with my own feelings. I am sure it was now happier than I was; soon my dick would be inside Bella and I would make love to her.
Emmett interrupted our moment of intimacy. Though I knew the dinner was ready and that it wouldn't have been a very good idea to make love to Bella in a rush. I wanted to take my time. Making love to Bella was so euphoric and intense and I had missed her so much that I had to control my emotions and wait later.
And my brother was so fucking funny. I knew he loved my Bella. I knew how he was happy about her pregnancy. My heart almost stopped when he spun her in the air—damn fucking bastard-But it was my brother. He was like that and he had his own fucking way to show his love to all of us.
Bella and I went downstairs. As soon as she saw her dad, she hugged and kissed him.
"How was the fishing daddy?"
''Fine catches pumpkin" Charlie answered.
''I am not cleaning any of those fish Carlisle." Esme said to her husband. You know I hate it."
"Don't worry darling, Charlie and I will clean them tomorrow".
"So how was your day pumpkin?" Charlie asked Bella.
"I had a very nice day dad. I am feeling fine today."
"Good. What did you do?"
"I talked with Esme and took a nap this afternoon"
"No nausea, no headache?"
"Nothing at all. Hope those symptoms are over."
"You seem to feel better. I am happy."
"Edward, Bella, do you want something to drink?" Alice asked in a musical voice.
"Bring me a beer please." I said.
"A cranberry juice for me please." Bella added.
"Jazz, come here. I need help." Alice said to Jasper.
"Okay baby" Jazz answered.
Alice and Jasper came back with a tray and handed beers, glasses of wine and a glass of cranberry juice for Bella.
"Okay gang dinner is ready." Esme said.
We all gathered in the dining-room and sat around the huge oak table.
The evening was a pleasant one- Everybody talking about the day—Emmett talked about Jazz and his first experience alpine skiing and teased him a bit.
"You should have seen him Bella. More often on his ass than on his skis…He looked like a snowman, all covered with snow.
"Stop the teasing Emmett. We are not all pros here." Rosie added, running her fingers through his hair.
"Yep, stop teasing my boyfriend" Alice retorted, punching Emmett on the arm."
"Always want to be the best…don't you? I said to my brother. But you are not better than me. I am the best on skis."
"Do you want a trophy Eddie?"
"Asshole," I answered.
"I am as good as you are."
"Fuck you" I said. "You know I am the best."
"Okay, boys enough" Carlisle said. "Enough of this banter. What will Charlie think?"
"Don't worry Carlisle. I know those two; always teasing each other. They make me laugh."
The evening passed fast; every single moment, a real pleasure.
Around 11:00, everyone went to their bedroom.
Bella and I took a shower, brushed our teeth and went to bed.
"We had a nice evening Bella, hadn't we?"
"I love your family Edward. They are so nice."
"They love you too Bella. They are your family."
"Charlie loves you too Edward". He is your family as well."
"So what are you doing tomorrow Bella? I think I heard mom saying that you were going shopping with her."
"Yes we are going shopping. I do need to buy maternity clothes. I begin to fit tight in my clothes."
"Oh I am sure mama is very happy that you asked her."
"She is a mother to me Edward. I want to go with her." Only she and I—like a mother and a daughter."
"Wait a minute honey."
I stoop up and opened my suitcase.
"Now my love…Don't feel embarrassed please. Don't argue with me."
"What now Edward? What do you have in your hand?"
"This is for you darling. Buy all the clothes you need."
"I don't want you to give me money for the clothes Edward. I do have my credit card."
"Please Bella. Please…Don't argue."
She frowned at me. I knew I could be quite persuasive.
"Maternity clothes are expensive my love. Please take this money."
I gave her 2,000$.
"Are you fucking crazy Edward? I don't need 2000$ for maternity clothes."
"You will have to buy many things; a winter coat, pants, dresses, blouses, t-shirts, sweaters, undergarment and pyjamas…please Bella".
"I am losing my time arguing with you Edward, aren't I?"
"Yep, baby. You are losing your time." I added, kissing her on the mouth.
"Okay then, but I am not spending 2000$ on maternity clothes Edward—too much money."
"You are so stubborn." I added, kissing her again. I'll talk to my mom."
"No you won't"
"Yes I will."
"You are so stubborn yourself. Wonder how our kids will be."
"Stubborn like us, I presume" I said to Bella, laughing this time.
I wrapped my arms around her neck and pulled myself closer to her until my lips touched hers. She curled her arms around me pulling me tighter against her body. Our lips moved together, our tongues swirling around each other.
When my body touched her body it was like a wild fire; the heat between the two of us so warm and so intense, it was like flames were licking our skin—two flames—one fire.
I kissed her passionately and she moaned in my mouth.
"I truly love you Bella; with all my heart and my soul."
"I love you too Edward. I belong to you."
I nuzzled my nose against her face and kissed her sweet soft lips, delicately and gently.
The contact of her lips on mine sent a jolt of electricity through my skin.
Bella's eyes were blazing and burning with the love she had for me. Her eyes were brighter than ever. She was so beautiful.
I stroke my hands down the length of her spine, my fingers tracing circles on her skin.
I spun her around and now she was on top of me. I didn't want to put pressure on her belly. Maybe that was stupid but I didn't want to hurt her.
I framed her face with my hands and kissed her again and she kissed me back; hot, soft, wet kisses on my face, on my forehead, on my eyelids, on my nose, on my mouth and on my cheeks. I flicked my tongue along her neck, her earlobe and on her collarbones. Then again, my tongue was in her mouth, dancing with her tongue.
"Je t'aime Bella. Tu es toute ma vie."
I love you Bella. You are my life.
My tongue and mouth were on her right nipple now sucking and licking it; my fingers rubbing the tip of her left nipple. She moaned again and said my name.
"Edward"
"Yes baby. Tell me what you want"
"I want you Edward. I want to feel you inside me" I want to be under you. Please baby."
"I don't want to hurt you Bella"
"You won't hurt me. Please Edward."
I spun her under me. I kissed her again and went down slowly to her stomach, leaving kisses all along her chest and her belly. I kissed and licked her belly button, my hands travelling down the insides of her thighs. She opened her legs wider and I ran my tongue from her love button over her slit and back again.
A moan escaped from her lips as my tongue was brushing and licking her clit.
"Oh Fuck Edward. This is so fucking good."
"You like it my love. Tell me what you want."
"Do not stop….Please. So fucking good."
I licked and sucked her clit…gently and then more vigorously. I could feel her climax building. My dick was longing to be inside her. I was shaking.
"Edward, fuck…I am coming."
"Let it go my love. Come…come for me…"
"I want you inside me. I want you so badly. I want you now."
I teased her clit with the head of my cock, slicking her lips with her own wetness and then moved into her entrance.
I could feel every inch of her; her walls wrapping my cock so perfectly; my hard cock filling her entrance and stroking her walls. I pushed and pulled my cock…again and again…savouring every single thrust of my relentless rhythm…My blood was pounding into my veins. All my cells were a blazing fire.
''Oh Bella…Ma Bella…Je ne pourrais jamais vivre sans toi.''
Oh Bella…My Bella…I couldn't live without you.
"Je pourrais vivre sans toi. Tu es tout pour moi…Toute ma vie. ''
I couldn't live without you. You are everything to me…All my life
I increased my pace, pushing and pulling my dick inside her…again and again.
"Oh fuck Bella. You are so fucking wet. You fit me so well. You feel so good around me. I am coming Bella. Fuck."
We both reached our climax at the same time; Jolts of ecstatic pleasures rocking through our bodies. Shivers of electricity running onto our skin…Each time we were making love it was different. It left us panting and completely overwhelmed with happiness. This happiness had no limit. It was indescribable. It was like the immensity of the sky. The sky had no limit. Our love had no limit.
A/N: End of chapter 26
I hope you enjoyed reading this chapter. Next chapter, Bella is going to buy maternity clothes with 2000$ in her purse. Edward is so generous and so persuasive.
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