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a/n: i hope you guys like this chapter!

Chp 4

rpov

"You know we could still hear you yelling inside." I laughed. We were outside the house and out of hearing range. "And I only said yes because I didn't know how to say no."

He laughed. "Yeah I'm sorry about that. Thanks."

I was frozen in my place. I didn't know what he meant. "Thanks for what?"

"For not saying yes" Oh my god. I can't breathe. Did Jacob, my Jacob just say that?

We started walking again towards a tree. "So school is starting in a couple weeks" I started, trying to change the subject.

"Oh yeah? Are you excited?"

"Yeah, because my birthday is coming up soon after."

"Believe me I know, I remember when you were born."

"Grandpa Carlisle, said that I've pretty much stopped growing. Which is pretty weird, because Mom and Dad look the same age as me." I laughed.

"I'm sure you'll get used to it." He said. I wanted to tell. Tell him how I felt. I should just blurt it out.

I hesitated "Jake?"

"What?"

My voice was lower than a whisper. "I love you." He stopped walking.

He turned away from me. "No. No, you don't. You can't."

Tears started streaming down my face. "W-What?" I ran in front to face him.

"I'm a monster, Ness." He said darkly and he was leaning on the side of a tree. "You saw what happened earlier."

I approached him. My lips two inches away from his. "You are not a monster." I sternly said. "Your everything but."

"This is wrong" He complained.

"Not everything is right," I whispered. He moved towards me. And inch between our lips. What the hell? What am I waiting for?

"Kwop kilawtley" he whispered, right before he smashed his lips against mine. It was amazing, feeling the warmth of his lips on mine. I don't think I could have been happier. He eventually leaned away and said "Charlie is going to start worrying." He laughed.

We walked inside, and Charlie was waiting. "Co'mon kid."

When I got home I tried to not think about the kiss, when I was near dad. But once I fell asleep, I couldn't help it and the scene just played again and again in my head. I hope he isn't paying to much attention to me.

a/n: kwop kilawtly means stay with me forever.

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