An- I'm so sorry i haven't updated in forever Ive been very busy and trying to figure some shit out. So updates will not happen very often but ill try please bare with me.

Thanks to- little-miss-randomness17, Karmalady94 and SoundsLikeAPersonalProblem

BPOV

The pain I'm going through right now is unbearable, all i remember is my last beating from Charlie and passing out. Right now though I'm in excruciating pain and I can't wake up. I wonder how much school Ive missed, it feels like its been forever but who knows maybe its only been a day.

This is the worst pain I've ever been in but I refuse to scream it just makes things so much more worse and screaming helps nothing. OH MY FUCKING GOD how much of this unbearable pain do I have to endure? The fire coursing through my body is numbing but the fire is burning in my chest and now my hearts speeding up. What the hell is wrong with me, maybe I'm dyeing?

I've truly never thought about dying till now. Cutting has crossed my mind and so has suicide but the whole prospect of dying never has. Like what is it like to be dead, what is heaven like and would I see my mother. I would think about those things now but I can't get my mind off of the fire burning in my heart.

The pain is slowly fading along with my heart beat. Wait my heartbeat has stopped that impossible I shouldn't be able to hear the things I hear, the things I smell I should be dead. Maybe I should try opening my eyes. Ya I'll do that!

Slowly I sat up and could see everything so clearly and saw looking at me with anxious eyes. I was really starting to get scared what was I? I know I'm not human because I don't have a heartbeat. I was so confused so I decided to speak.

"Why am I hear" I whispered.

"Bella you almost died, you are now one of us" said Dr. Cullen

"What exactly are you wait we" I asked.

"We are vampires" he said.

Vampires? Vampires? OK its official I've gone crazy or else I'm dreaming, ya that's it I'm dreaming! Soon I'll wake up in my own blood and limp my way to school for more torment. Then I'll walk back home make Charlie dinner and even more torment will come.

'I'm dreaming, right" I ask him.

"No Bella you're not this is reality, Edward found you almost dead and brought you to our house and I changed you into one of us" explained Carlise.

"Bull Shit, in about two seconds I'm going to wake up from this dream and go back to the nightmare i live everyday" I shouted.

i was really starting to get pissed off why couldn't I wake up from this dream. I guess in a way this is better than reality so I might as well enjoy it while I can.

"Alright Dr Cullen I believe you, so what do you have to tell me about this whole "vampire" thing" I asked.

"First of all Bella call me Carlisle and i think I should wait for the rest of the family before we get into explaining things" said Carlisle.

I rolled my eyes and mumbled whatever. At that moment I heard the door open and could her five sets of feet coming up thee stairs.

AN- I really hope that wasn't that bad I've just been in a weird state lately and ya so please forgive me. i also haven't had allot of sleep seeing as Ive stayed up very late all week txting so ya. But review and tell me what you think.