DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT

A/N: there's only a couple of chapters left! so keep updated!

I woke up with Rosalie sitting next to me reading one of my books. "Jake stopped by. He said for you to meet him at the meadow around six." I just nodded. I was going to tell him.

I was going to be a mom. I'm too young. I could give it to Rosalie. I know she's always wanted a child of her own. But I wouldn't be able to do that. How could I be so stupid? My father still hasn't spoken to be yet.

When it's finally around six, Alice drops me off.

I walk into the meadow I see him. "Jake!" I yell. I run to him. "You'll never believe what happened!"

"What?" He looked horrified. His body was facing the trees and he was looking down at me.

"I'm pregn-"

"Hello Renesmee." This was a voice I didn't recognize. But yet I did. Then Jacob realized what I was going to say, he stared at my still flat stomach.

The owner of the voice walked out of the shadows. I knew her. From when I was younger. She's one of the other vegetarian vampire family. I remember her sister was killed. Because of me. Oh no.

"You know Nessie, can I call you that?" I nodded "It wasn't hard to find your little wolf friend. It wasn't hard to get him lure you here."

"You lied to me!" Jacob screamed "You said you were a family friend!" He wrapped his arms around my waist.

"And I am," Kate said, "or in a couple of minutes, I was." His grip tightened. Then Tanya, her sister stepped out. I grabbed Jacob's hand that was on my stomach..

They were going to kill me. In just a second, I was going to lose everything. My parents, my family, my baby, and him.

I could tell the pain was coming soon. It's just something you could feel in your bones. Before I knew it. Jacob yelled my name. He let go of me and his back was facing the people about to murder me. He grabbed both my hands and stared into my eyes.

"Renesmee! Run!" Why would I run? It was either me or him. And I couldn't survive with out him.

I could hear my family running towards us. My parents tearless sobs as they ran through the woods trying to find us.

"Jacob. I have to be the one to go. It would hurt to bad to be with out you." I pleaded. "It's my last wish. Please" Tears were streaming down my face.

"NO. It's not going to be your last wish. It would hurt even more for me." He faced me, his eyes buried with guilt even though he didn't do anything. "I can't watch you die. I lo-" He let out a blood-curdling scream. I immediately collapsed to the ground clutching Jake, screaming.

"Kate, it's time to go!" Tanya hissed. " I can hear them coming!"

I yelled after them, "Please kill me! Kill me!" But they were gone. It's too late.

I was right the pain came. But it wasn't physical. Everything I knew, I loved was gone.

He was gone.

What held me down on Earth. What kept me breathing…

Next thing I knew, I was in my father's arms as he carried me home. "Daddy, I'm so sorry, I love you so much." I could barely get it out because I was crying so much.

"Oh Renesmee. I'm sorry. I love you more than you could ever imagine." And then he kissed my forehead. "Sweet dreams, my love."

a/n: please don't come after me with pitchforks! but hey, you gotta admit it added drama to the story! i mean now she is pregnant with her dead love of her life! PLEASE REVIEW!