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I was walking, and then I saw my Jacob. My legs broke out into a full run, I reached him and I was about to wrap my arms around him when he disappeared altogether. I sat down on the ground tears rolling down my face, when I felt something come out of me. Then I was submerged in water...

"Oh my god." I panted. That was a weird dream. Then I realized that there was some strange liquid covering my legs, and half my bed.

Did I pee my bed?

I bent down and smelled the strange substance, it wasn't pee.

Then a sharp pain came from, down there.

"Crap. Crap!" I whispered. I could hear my parents in the front room of our little cottage.

"Did you just hear Renesmee?" My mother asked.

"Hold on." My father replied.

I was afraid to get up and I knew my dad was listening to my thoughts.

He ran into my room, my mom close behind.

"Um, is this what it looks like when your water breaks?" I asked pretty sure what the answer was. My mom rushed to get Carlisle.

"Okay Renesmee, we are going to take you to my study, we have a bed set up for you." My father picked me up carefully and ran to the lit white house. We went up the stairs, and he set me down, on bed. "Are you have contractions?"

"Yes." Ouch another one. "They really hurt." I had tears running down my face. Esme came into the room with a bunch of supplies. I felt tubes going through my skin and machines making noises. "Mom?" I screamed, she rushed over to me, my dad on my other side. "It hurts so bad!" I complained.

Grandpa Carlisle interrupted, "Sweetie, your seven centimeters dialated." It was the worst pain ever.

"Can it be hurried up?" I panted.

Carlisle just shook his head, "You are going pretty fast already.

My dad kept talking to me trying to keep me calm. I finally snapped. "Dad, shut up! I love you and all but you are not- OWWW" I breathed "UGHH make the pain stop!"

I was yelling at nothing "I hate you, make it stop!" My dad was in pain just watching me be in pain.

Jacob, I love you. I thought, and I knew my dad could hear me, he would know my plan I can't live without you. I wish you could be here. You should be here. You died! You left me here without you! You caused me so much pain! You promised! "You said you weren't hurt me!" I realized I said that out loud.

"Ness, go ahead, get everything out..." My dad whispered.

"But you did hurt me! Your gone! You lied!" Grandma Esme looked at me, pain in her eyes. "My heart is broken now! I can never be fixed! You left me behind!"

"10 centimeters! Start pushing, Ness!" Carlisle yelled.

I gave a big push.

"And now I need you more than ever! FUCK!" I yelled, I had to push again, the contractions were killing me.

"Good job, Renesmee. Your baby is almost here. One more good push."

I squeezed my face together and pushed. I felt the little human being leave me.

"Why? Why did you let me survive? I deserved to die! Not you!"

Then there was a little cry, then it became louder, it sounded like a pig squeeling.

Tears escaped my eyes again.

That was the cry of my baby.

Carlisle handed the little red body to Esme.

She smiled as she wiped the blood off it.

She cuddled it and walked over to me and my parents. The baby appeared in my mom's arms, holding it out to me.

"Nessie, say hello to Anthony Jacob." My mom whispered as she smiled.

"You're a mommy." My father said proudly. And he was smiling too.

My mom carefully placed my baby in my arms.

"Hello Anthony Jacob." I cooed.

Then I felt guilty, because I was leaving soon. I looked up at my dad who had a pained expression as he read my thoughts.

a/n: yes, we've got a little baby boy in the story now! so is ness still going to die? well you have to stick around to find out! REVIEW!