DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT OR ANY OF THE CHARACTERS i do however own baby anthony :)

A/N: Sorry I didn't update earlier today, I was real busy.

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I will add a second part to this story! it will be added on as more chapters! so make sure you story alert because it should be up shortly after the first part ends.

so here is the next chapter... i 'm sure you guys are wondering what is going to happen

It's been a week since Anthony was born. He grows fast like I did. But since he's only 50% me it's slower. He looks a little older than a week old. He has Jacob's smile, his dark hair, and his strength. And he has my eyes, and my pale skin. Since he is one third vampire, he still prefers blood. This kid will definitely have a story to tell.

Today is the day.

When AJ- everyone adopted it as his new nickname, I didn't really like it, but it catches on- woke up, I fed him.

I laid on my bed with him, while I was writing my family a note.

Dear Mom, Dad, and the rest of the family,

I know this is hard on you, but I have to go. You would all feel the same if you lost the person you love. And mom and dad, you know how it feels, you almost lost each other. Dad almost lost mom multiple times, i laughed writing this and mom you had to race to save dad's life.

I feel horrible leaving Anthony alone, but he has a great family, and I have to leave now before I get too attached. I owe this much to Jacob, since I got him killed. If I don't I'll feel guilty.

When Anthony's older, I want you to tell him about me and Jacob, so he knows about us. I don't want him to think that we didn't want him. Tell him how much I love him, and how sorry I am. Tell him, that when everything was bad in my life, he made it good again.

And I have to be with my Jacob. I just have to. I can't imagine not being with him.

I love you. I love Anthony.

Please forgive me.

Love, Renesmee.

I kissed my baby for the last time and set him down in his crib. The note laying next to him.

"I love you Anthony Jacob Black. Forever and Always. Don't ever forget it." I whispered as I ran out the door, tears falling down my face. The whole family was already at the house, they'll be wondering why I haven't visited yet this morning.

As I was a good distance away from the house I could still hear my child's cries.

I had the sudden urge to go back, but I couldn't. I stood for a minute. I could hear my parents running back to the little cottage we shared.

I heard them gasp as they saw my baby crying.

More tears escaped my eyes. I had to get away from here.

I started running for La Push.

I was nearing a cliff when I passed the familiar little red house. I owed Billy a goodbye.

I knocked on the door three times. No answer. I turned around and started to walk away but someone opened the door. "Ness?" I faced the person, it was Grandpa Charlie. "Hey kid, how's the baby?"

"Good. Is Billy here?" I asked.

"Yeah. I was just heading to Sue's anyway." He started walking down the road. I walked in.

"Renesmee."

I walked down the hallway and saw Billy. "I thought you would want a picture of your Grandson." I said quietly.

"Already got one. Charlie gave me it." He took the picture off the fridge. "Listen. I have something for you." He went over to a box and pulled out a present. "Jake was going to give this to you the day he died. He forgot it here." I took it from him. "And you should bring that baby over here next time you get a chance."

"Yeah, well I have to go." I pursed my lips. I walked outside and then ran to the cliffs.

I sat down on the tree stump and opened the present. Inside was a bracelet, that said "My Renesmee" It was braided string and where it said "My Renesmee" was real silver. I slid it on my wrist.

I started hyperventilating.

Bpov

I wanted to ask why she would do this but I already know. Because I would do the same. Realization is finally hitting. Renesmee is going to die. My daughter, that I sacrificed my life for, was going to die.

Epov

My little girl is going to die. She left to die. I will never see her again. The whole family was gathered in the living room. Bella was holding AJ who was drooling and I had my arms around her. We were enveloped in silence, except for Rosalie cooing at AJ.

Her thoughts disgusted me right now.

All she cared about, was that fact that she had the baby now. I would never let her. Bella and I will take care of him. He's the last piece of our daughter. Our grandson. We both love him dearly.

Anthony was thinking about Renesmee. We would have to show him a picture of Jacob one day. It hurt me to see him thinking of Nessie. He loved her a lot. He was losing his mother, and he didn't know it.

Bella started giggling at the bubbles coming out of his mouth. I couldn't help but laugh to. He is one of the cutest babies I've ever seen, tied with Renesmee of course.

AJ enjoyed everyone's amusement at him. He smiled. He looked around the room, and let a small whimper escape from his mouth.

"I miss her too." Bella said.

Renesmee. My loving daughter.

But I knew how she felt. I thought of doing the same when I thought my Bella was dead. So I can't be mad at her because I would do the same.

So when we heard the door open were all surprised.

"Mom, Dad?"

a/n: cliffhanger! review please!