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"Shut up!"

I shook myself awake, my shoulders and chest heaving with each pained gasp. Sweat droplets formed on my brow, sliding down my cheek and falling to my trembling hands. Looking over, I sighed in relief to see that my scream hadn't woken Sebastian. He looked so peaceful, unaware of the pain I was suffering; I hated that. With a heavy sigh, I ran my fingers through my hair, looking up to the ceiling and closing my eyes tightly.

That dream… that nightmare… was she telling the truth? Was I incapable of loving someone? If that was the case, then did I ever truly fall in love with Elizabeth? I guess, now that she's gone, I'll never know. Still, the thought bothered me. I wanted so desperately to love someone, but who else was there?

At that moment, Sebastian moaned in his sleep, turning over from his side to his back and letting his head nod to one shoulder. I smiled gently, brushing away a strand of black hair from his pale face. "Tch… for a demon, you really know how to fuck with me," I muttered.

I want to love someone… and I want to be loved…

Leaning over Sebastian, I softly touched his face, letting my fingers linger on his slightly gaping pale lips. The slow up and down movement of his chest was so gentle; it was hard to imagine that this man, so angelic in his slumber, was a cold-hearted beast from Hell.

His skin… it's so soft and smooth…

My fingers trailed slowly down Sebastian's cheek to his neck, resting on his firm chest as I lifted one leg over his hips and positioned myself on his lap. His crimson eyes slowly fluttered open, a sly grin thinning his lips. "Master? What are you doing up at this hour?" he asked playfully.

I pulled away, leaning back on my knees and dropping my arms stupidly at my sides. I wish he hadn't woken up; he looked so at peace while asleep. "Sebastian… do you think I'm incapable of loving someone?" I asked.

Sebastian sat up, one hand gently caressing my cheek while the other slid down my body, coming to rest on my hip. "I believe you have so much love to give… it's just… no one taught you how to love, though," he said softly.

The feel of his hand on my face made me blush, a tingle running down my spine that brought goose bumps to my skin. "Sebastian…" I whispered as I pressed my cheek against his hand, "teach me, please."

A smirk spread on the demon's face. "What do you want me to teach you?" he asked before leaning forward to kiss my exposed collar bone.

I looked down to the dark-haired man with half closed eyes, my heart beginning to pound harder and faster. "Everything," I managed to reply shakily as Sebastian massaged his thumbs into my hips and grazed his teeth against my neck.

Sebastian chuckled, his voice vibrating against my skin. "Well, then, if you put it that way…" he cooed.

Before I could ask what he meant, a cry nearly escaped my throat as the demon's fingers trailed down my stomach and slipped under my pants. "Sebastian, that's-" I gasped, my fingers gripping his arms tightly while his thumb rubbed back and forth across my tip.

"You are so cute, blushing like that," Sebastian whispered as he slid my open night shirt from my shoulders with his free hand. "You have no idea how long I've been waiting for you to say those words."

"Na-Sebas…" I moaned, arching my back and craning my head towards the ceiling. His hands felt… amazing, touching me like that. My legs trembled and my toes curled as his fingers gently wrapped around my hardening member, his hand slowly pumping up and down. A tight sensation swelled in my gut, a feeling I had yet to experience.

Just… what was this wonderful thing I was feeling?

Suddenly, Sebastian turned me over in one swift motion, his lean body looming over me. I covered my face as he slowly pulled my pants from my body, his hand never slowing on my erection. It seemed odd; I mean, Sebastian had dressed and undressed me every day since our contract, but this… this was different. I felt embarrassed to have him look at me in such a state of weakness, of shame.

"Master, you're shaking," Sebastian said quietly, his hand releasing me.

I peered out from under the gaps of my fingers, saying, "I'm sorry… I'm just…"

"You're afraid."

Paralyzed, I looked away and closed my eyes. Damn that demon, he could see right through me! I hated that about him, and yet, there were several things I hated about him.

Then why…?

"Look at me, Master."

I hesitated, eyes staring blankly at the wall, but Sebastian's gentle hand tilted my face towards him, his lips claiming mine. I drew in a quick breath as the demon's hot tongue slipped past my lips and curled around mine in a heated kiss. At first, I was so shocked, I didn't know what to do, but the heat of his tongue in my mouth melted away all the fear. Shakily, I wrapped my thin arms around his neck, gripping tightly to thick black hair. Sebastian pulled away slowly, leaving me gasping for breath. With a smirk, the demon pressed our bodies closer, the friction between our groins causing me to moan and squirm. I gripped the sheets tightly, throwing my head back as Sebastian's fingers and hot mouth explored my chest and stomach. "Sebastian!" I gasped as his tongue dipped into my bellybutton, a tingle of pleasure running up and down my spine.

He smiled, closing his eyes as he sat up and loosened the buttons of his shirt to reveal a perfectly sculpted ivory chest and flat stomach underneath the folds white cloth. His hands rested on my knees, gently pulling my legs apart while his crimson orbs sparkled with delight. "Master… you're so beautiful," he whispered before hovering over my quivering member with slightly gaping lips.

"A-ah!" I cried, my fingers grabbing for Sebastian's black hair as he wrapped his hand around my base and slowly ran his moist tongue along the side of my length. My eyes clenched shut with embarrassment, and I bit my bottom lip to keep from crying out. The demon's fingers and tongue were driving me over the edge, the tightness in my gut returning more than before.

Sebastian chuckled. "You're putting up such a fight to stay quiet, but you're going to lose," he whispered before lowering his hot mouth over my member, pumping his hand in rhythm to each hard suck. My eyes went wide, my fingers splayed out through the demon's tangled hair as his tongue swirled around my tip and slid up and down my length. With mouth gaping, I arched my body and leaned my head back as far as my neck would allow as I fought the urge to scream. My legs trembled violently, and as much as I tried to keep still, my efforts were shattered by that enticing mouth. Something was coming, something I couldn't control.

"Sebastian… I-I feel strange…" I gasped. The tightness in my groin and gut grew, almost painfully so, but Sebastian didn't stop. It seemed as if he was mocking me, driving me to my breaking point.

Finally, I couldn't hold back anymore. With a gasping scream vibrating in my throat, my body gave a final tremor as my slick juices spilled into Sebastian's mouth. Exhausted, I fell back against the pillows gasping heavily for air, my chest rising and falling hard and fast. Sebastian loomed over me, wiping away the white liquid from his lips with the back of his hand.

"You're taste… it's intoxicating," he breathed.

I raised my brow, trying to act calm and cool. "Really? I'm that delicious?" I muttered sarcastically.

Sebastian smirked, licking the stickiness glistening on his fingers. "Delectable," he replied.

Then he pushed open my legs further, wetting two of his fingers with a seductive grin. Pain suddenly shot through my legs and back as his fingers slowly pushed through my entrance, pulling and stretching at the tense muscle inside.

"Shiiiit…" I hissed as I braced myself against the pain. "This… fuckinnnng…"

"Relax, Master," Sebastian whispered sweetly, "the pain will go away soon."

"Tch…" I snapped, barely managing to keep my tone calm. "How do you expect me to relax when you're fuc-Ah!"

My hips suddenly bucked as Sebastian's elegant fingers brushed against the deepest part of me. For a few seconds I was seeing stars and my head swam, but Sebastian was relentless, his fingers plunging inside against that place again and again. I couldn't control the strange sounds coming from my throat, a mixture of moans and cries filling the room as the pain faded and only pleasure remained. Already, I could feel my body coming alive again, tingles running down my spine and goose bumps lining my skin. A shocked (and displeased) gasp escaped my lips when Sebastian withdrew his fingers suddenly, so, sitting up, I shouted, "W-why the fuck did you stop?" Next thing I knew, Sebastian had spread my legs wider, his head lowered and chest heaving. "Sebastian?"

"I can't hold back any longer," he whispered, "I must take you now."

"What the hell are you-AH!"

My head reeled back as Sebastian slowly pushed his way inside, every muscle in my body tensing in pain. Gripping the head board with white knuckled fingers was all I could do to keep from shaking. Sebastian paused, his hand tenderly touching my face. "Master, relax. You're so tight… you need to relax," he whispered sweetly.

I bit my lip, waiting for the wave of pain to pass before nodding. "G-go on…" I muttered through bared teeth.

Sebastian hissed under his breath as he pushed further in until he was buried deep inside me. "Master… you feel… amazing…" he moaned deeply. Then he pulled out slowly before slamming back in, a scream forcing its way from my throat. With each thrust the pain died away, leaving me gaping, begging for more. I wrapped my arms tightly around Sebastian's neck, pulling our shimmering bodies closer together.

"Nnh… a-asebastian…" I moaned in his ear, the friction between our bodies causing me to trembling with excitement, "make me scream… for more… drive me crazy…"

Though I couldn't see it, I'm sure Sebastian smiled. "Yes… My Lord," he replied before taking me in his strong arms.

The bed creaked with each thrust, and the once silent room was filled with gasping moans and muffled screams. Clinging tighter to him, I muffled a cry as my body shook with ecstasy. "Oh God… don't stop… Sebastiaaaaaaaaaan….!" I gasped as Sebastian tilted his hips slightly and pushed in deeper than before, hitting that sensitive spot within again and again. Another wave of pleasure began rising in my gut, causing me to tremble in the demon's arms. "Sebas… I'm cumminnnnnng…"

Suddenly Sebastian grabbed a fistful of my hair, pulling my head back and stealing away my breath with a deep kiss. I couldn't hold back; the tightness had grown overwhelming, and moaning deeply, I succumbed to pleasure, my juices squelching between our stomachs. Sebastian gave a few more deep thrusts before he himself shuddered with release, a gasp escaping his lips as he collapsed over my weak form. For a while, we laid there gasping for breath, our chests heaving. I closed my eyes, my arms falling weakly to my sides. "Sebastian…" I whispered, "I can feel it…"

Sebastian ran his fingers through my hair, his breath ghosting against my cheek. "Feel what?" he asked.

"Your heartbeat."

"Ah?"

"It feels so… wonderfully foreign… exotic…"

The demon slid off me, pulling me closer so my head was against his bare chest. "Then listen to your heart's content, because this heart beats solely for you," he whispered.

I smiled. "Sebastian… I think… I love you…"

Sebastian chuckled softly. "Funny you should say that, Master," he said.

"Why?"

"Because I've loved you ever since the beginning…"