Quinn couldn't remember the last time she felt this nervous. She was sitting on a plane - headed for New York City. After Shelby had invited her to come for Beth's birthday - Quinn debated with herself whether this was the right idea. The desire to see her baby again seemed to grow stronger as the weeks went on. Quinn wanted to know how Beth was doing, if she was happy. Her stomach was in knots. This was a moment Quinn would treasure forever.

Every day Quinn regretted giving Beth away, but deep down she knew it was the right decision. It hurt to know that her baby was being taught and scupled by another woman. She gave Beth a home for nine months - they had a connection. Quinn remembered sitting in glee club, her hand resting on her stomach, and Beth kicking and moving around. Every night, when Quinn felt alone - she would talk to her baby.

After Beth was born and Quinn had to watch her leave - it became more real how much Quinn loved her. Sometimes, she would feel awful that at first she resented Beth. How silly could she have been? Quinn cared more about her body and reputation then her baby girl.

That all changed when she handed Beth over to Shelby.

It suddenly became real. Quinn loved her baby. She didn't know it was possible to fall in love so quickly, but with Beth - it was.

Quinn threw head back on the pillow; trying to ignore the pain that was overtaking her body. It had been 24 hours so far and still no baby. Puck wouldn't dare sleep and Quinn was thankful for that. He was always there with a soothing voice and encouraging words. Her mother was there as well. Quinn wasn't sure what would happen after Beth was born, but she was thankful that her mother was there.

The pain was beginning to increase and become frequent. She was sure it was almost time to push. Quinn let out a groan. "It hurts."

Puck brushed away the sweaty pieces of hair from Quinn's face. "You are doing amazing - I - I'm really proud of you."

"Thanks Noah." Quinn said through gritted teeth.

Another contraction.

"Mom -" Quinn cried. She felt like a child - crying for her mom, but Quinn needed her desperately.

placed a soft kiss on her daughter's forehead. "It will be over soon baby."

The doctor came in with a two nurses. "Let's see if you are ready to start pushing, Quinn."

Quinn was ready to see her little girl. "You are 10 centimeters dilated."

It was all a blur for Quinn, she was just focusing on pushing her baby out. A half hour had gone by and still no baby - Quinn was exhausted. She was screaming at Puck - crying for her mom. It was all too much for a sixteen year old. The feeling was overwhelming - she just kept breathing and pushing. Puck was faithfully by her side - massaging her shoulders and holding her hand. "The baby is crowing Quinn, I need you to push hard for me okay."

"I can't - I can't do it anymore." Quinn cried. Puck began to whisper soft words of encouragement. Quinn pushed again - breathing out heavily.

After a few more moments time seemed to stand still. She heard her baby girl's cry. She wanted to see her. Quinn watched eagerly as the nurses cleaned her off and wrapped her a pink blanket. When the baby was placed in her arms - Quinn broke down. She let out a sob. What a perfect baby. Puck had tears streaming down his face as he watched Quinn with their baby. "Hi baby." Quinn whispered.

At that moment - Quinn actually considered keeping her baby. Maybe she could raise her - give her a home? Puck hadn't spoken since. He looked down at Quinn and their baby. The life they created together. "I love you, Q."

Quinn began to cry harder. First seeing her beautiful baby - then Puck. "I - I love you too."

This day would have been perfect for anyone but Quinn. She couldn't have this life - at least not yet.

Being in New York was a differnet experience for Quinn. She was use to the quiet life. Shelby had explained that Beth wanted to spend her 13th birthday New York City. Quinn still couldn't believe that she was going to see Beth. It would be hard, but atleast she'd be able to hug her baby girl.

Beth was bubbling with excitement. A birthday in New York City? She was so excited she could barely sleep. Her mom had told her that she had a great deal planned. Beth could not believe she was going to be 13 in only a few short days. Lately, Beth had been feeling really down - thinking about her mom and dad, but things were looking up. Maybe if she just focused on the good things in life?

Shelby peeked her head into Beth's room. "Hey sweetie, are you almost ready?" Beth looked around her room - making sure she didn't forget anything important. "You are going to have an amazing birthday."

"I know, mom!" Beth said with a smile. She wasn't lying either - she knew it would be good. Even though Beth had many unanswered questions, she had her mom and that was all that mattered.

Puck was at his favorite bar -getting ready for a set. It wasn't hte most glamorus life, but he loved playing his guitar. It helped him cope with all that sucked in his life. Playing got his mind off Quinn and back on other things. Things he could control. Sometimes Puck got lonely, he couldn't deny that - but atleast he had his music. Puck took a shot and grabbed his guitar.

Time for the show.

It was easy to sing - to let go.

Puck began his first song, but before he was able to finish something distracted him. He would recongize her from anywhere. That perfect hair and an amazing body.

Quinn fucking Fabray.

She was standing at the bar.

She was in New York.

She was back in his life.