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It was the perfect moment; a picturesque family - enjoying the simplicity of their usual hectic life. Shelby's heart swelled at the sight of their reunion. They were all so beautiful and perfect. Beth truly was Quinn's daughter. Their angelic faces were so alike - both shining in admiration for the man who held them both so tightly. Shelby understands how they feel, seeing their daughter being raised by someone else. It can be hard, but Shelby knew that they appreciated what she had done for them and for Beth. Watching them made her think of Rachel. Her baby girl was now a woman; a shining star in the Broadway community. Shelby couldn't even pretend to not be proud. Her daughter had chased her dreams and became something of herself. Still, despite the admiration from afar - Shelby regretted missing out on Rachel's life. All of that played a part in why Shelby was here today - letting Beth meet and get to know her birth parents. Rachel wanted Shelby as a mother so badly, but it wasn't right. Even though they were blood related - Rachel never truly belonged to her. She gave her away and never looked back until it was too late.
Beth looked over and smiled widely. Her face was red from crying. There was no way to tell where things would go from now. Shelby worried that Beth would want her birth parents more, but they shared a strong bond. A couple months after Beth was born - Shelby had a nervous breakdown. She had a fear that Beth wouldn't love her and always want her birth parents. A good friend helped her through it. She told her that a mother was someone who raised and loved the child - not always the one who gives birth. It helped comfort her at the time, but looking at Quinn with Beth - she was also her mother. In the end, Quinn did more for Beth then Shelby ever could. Quinn kept that baby safe for 9 months - endured ridicule and stress, but still protected the life within her. She made the hardest decision any young girl could make - she gave away her baby.
Shelby wanted to see Rachel again - let her know that she was sorry for how everything turned out. It was the right thing to do.
Beth never felt better in her life. She had both her birth parents together - and they were absolutely perfect. Honestly, they were better then she could have ever imagined. Quinn was amazing. There was so much in her that Beth admired. Quinn was beautiful, strong, independent, and smart. Beth hoped one day she could be just like her. As for her father - Beth was beside herself. Since she was young - she dreamed of the perfect father. He would be someone who would take her shopping and buy her stuff. He would always protect her and sing good night songs. Puck was everything and more. The moment she felt his arms wrap around her - Beth let the tears flow. She wanted her daddy for so long - and now he was here, but only for a short while.
It was inevitable, they would all have to go their seperate ways. Beth made sure to let them know to call and write. She wasn't ready to let go. What would become of them now? Shelby was her mom; her family. She couldn't leave her for anyone - even her birth parents. Quinn placed a soft kiss on Beth's forehead. "I am going to miss you so much."
Quinn smiled and pulled her into a tight hug. Beth made sure to take in every smell and feeling. "I promise to call and write. If you ever need me - I'm always here." She putted to Beth's heart.
"I can send you more songs - if you want." Puck sounded a bit nervous, which took Beth by surprise. She always imagined her dad to be fearless.
Quinn tried to hide her smile, but Beth saw it. "You have no idea how much I would love that!"
Puck relaxed and hugged her. "I love you so much, baby."
"I love you too, Daddy."
She was crying again, but who cares? Her parents were together and they were all in the same room. Moments like this do not come very often. Beth noticed that Shelby had slipped out. "I - I want to hear some stories."
Quinn shared a nostalgic look with Puck. Obviously, there were a lot of stories to tell. "Oh gosh, Puck - where do we even begin?"
"Well - let me tell you one of my favorites..."
Puck was never more excited for Saturday. After a long, stressful week at school - he was thrilled to just sit and relax. Quinn was still sleeping, so hopefully he would have a few more hours of "Puck Time". It was weird having Quinn in his house. They had grown comfortable with one another - and they played the family role well. Kids at school would be horrified to know the shit Quinn had him doing, but it was worth it. Puck wouldn't replace back rubs and cravings for anything else in the world. Quinn was his baby mama and she deserved the very best.
It was still pretty chilly out, but having a pregnant chick inhabiting the home made it worse. While Puck was forced to walk around with sweatshirts and gloves - Quinn would constantly complain about how hot she was. Puck can remember her first gripe about heat. They were laying in bed and she threw off the covers in a dangerous rage. Puck began to panic, thinking it was "time" but Quinn just explained that she was "fucking hot" and he needed to "get his stupid ass on the couch, pronto."
He was pretty sure he went to bed with a scowl that night.
Puck got a decent amount of sleep, but he missed the comfort of his bed. Hopefully he could sneak in a nap sometime today - even though he was sure Quinn would be up his ass about something. Honestly, Puck had a hard time believing that this was his life. Stopping every 10 minutes to pee, going on midnight searches for snacks, and lastly - the crying. Quinn was a hormonal mess and Puck had a hard time dealing with it at first. Luckily, his mom directed him to websites. He learned to just - listen and comfort Quinn. Sometimes that didn't always work and she would throw things at him, but at least he made progress some days.
After enjoying a bowl of cereal - Puck wrapped himself tightly in a blanket and turned on the TV. Figures, an episode of 16 and Pregnant was on. Quinn watched the show a few times - always crying at how irresponsible these girls were. He wondered if this would affect her decision on what to do with the baby. After watching an awkward episode of 16 and Pregnant, Puck then watched Teen Mom. Seeing all the types of parents baffled him. First, that Ryan guy was a douche and needed to be smacked. Puck hoped Quinn watched this and saw that he wasn't so bad after all. There was no point even commenting on Gary and Amber because - well fuck no.
He would never admit this, but watching Caitlyn and Tyler struggle - got to him. Watching them struggle with their life after adoption was hard to witness. Puck was unaware that tears were streaming down his face. In a few short months - that could be his life. Always wondering what his baby was up too and if she was happy. He wasn't sure if he could do it.
Puck quickly turned off the TV and wiped his eyes when he heard someone coming down the stairs. Quinn peaked her head into the family room - she gave Puck a smile. She was adorable. Quinn had taken to stealing Puck's various pajama pants and shirts. She had on a white t-shirt that was too small and showed her protruding stomach. Puck enjoyed that she felt comfortable in her body - well at least at home.
"Did you sleep okay, Princess Quinn?" Puck asked as she sat down on the couch. "Because let me tell you - I feel great!"
Quinn scowled. "I slept - terrible. I got up to pee like - I swear to God - 50 times and my back hurt." By the look on her face, Puck was sure this day would be a good one.
"I'll rub your feet for you." Puck offered. It wasn't much, but he knew Quinn appreciated small gestures. "If you want - I'll take you out for dinner."
She laid back on the couch and placed her feet in Puck's lap. "I always feel weird going out - you know, I'm afraid you get embarrassed."
"Why would I?" Puck was surprised that Quinn could even have those kinds of thoughts. He could never be embarassed of his baby mama.
Quinn blinked back tears and Puck braced himself for a breakdown. "I'm just - fat and I waddle - and you know I totally kill your mojo!"
"Babe, I'm not embarassed of you - quite frankly - I feel great having you on my arm." He was always the perfect sweet talker and it helped with these types of situations.
"Well, I guess we can go out - but I will probably whine."
Puck kissed her forehead. "I wouldn't have it any other way."
Quinn felt like her pregnant self again - she was blubbering like an idiot. Typical Puck to remember stories so sweet and simple. He was really perfect during the end of her pregnancy. Puck was always her helping hand - giving her kind words and amazing back rubs. Beth was smiling at her father's story. Quinn figured she enjoyed hearing of how they were happy and together. Sadly, those days were long over.
There was no telling what would happen now, but Quinn hoped that Beth was happy knowing her parents loved her more than anything.
