Chapter Thirteen
A/N Uh...Sorry? And please don't hate me because of this Chapter it had to happen; if you're confused send me a PM other than that if you don't like it go away, sorry it took so long have extreme writers block.
Harry watched Edward and Jacob over the next days and the guilt gnawed at him over what he did; deciding to get to know him he could understand why Edward was so fond of him-Jacob was kind and funny,doing the spell he did last week made him feel even guiltier as he tried to push it away and get to know Jacob more. He could see it made Edward happy that he tried to become friends with Jacob.
"I'm glad you warmed up to him." Edward smiled, they sat in Edwards room, Edward straddling Harry's lap recovering from their heated make out session, He wanted his friends to get along especially Harry and Jacob-then the sadness start to kick in-Harry was leaving later tonight and it would be weeks even months before they saw each other again. A thought bloomed in the back of his mind causing Edwards cheeks to turn bright red-Harry looked at him with a raised eyebrow; his swollen pink lips quirked into a grin.
"What's going on in that head beautiful?" Edward bit his lip not wanting to revel the trail his mind went. "Baby?" Edward put his hands on Harry's bare chest placing his lips on hid again; Harry did not pull away enjoying the kiss from him, he fell back on the ground as Edwards small hands ran down his chest and into his pants, grabbing his hard shaft Harry let out a groan arching his back. Breaking the kiss Edward looked down at his dazed boyfriend.
"Harry I'm ready."
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Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no oh oh oh oh
oh oh oh oh
Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the clock
But the party don't stop, no oh oh oh oh
oh oh oh oh
Music blasted loudly from Bella's speakers; half of Forks children where here even lower classmen where here at her party and it wasn't even her birthday yet. This one was for everyone one much to her displeasure; Renee had invited them all her eyes scouted the room in search of Jacob, since the new boy was gay Jacob was her only option in this no good for nothing town. Spotting him talking with Angela Weber in the corner she made a beeline for him, snaking up to him and wrapping both arms around his left arm.
"Jake." she grinned "I've been looking for you." she ignored Angela , the mouse like girl had nothing on her. Jacob looked down at the girl he called his best friend and sighed.
"Hey Bells"
"Where have you been?"
"Talking to Ang." he said pointing to the girl in front of him and Bella turned her eyes letting them drop into a glare slightly.
"Oh hello Angie."
"B-Bella." She whispered "How are you?"
"I'm fine , hey Ang can I still Jacob away from you?" it wasn't really a request because she started to walk away with him anyway. Jacob shrugged her arm off turning to her.
"I was talking Bella, you cant just do that."
"I've missed you." she pouted making her eyes widen
"No excuse Bell, that's rude" he growled, his phone vibrated in his pocket and he fished it out seeing a text from Edward.
I need you-Ex
Those three words triggered Jacob to move, quickly pushing Bella out the way he left the Swan house running towards the direction his gut took him.
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He felt so stupid, so small after telling Harry that he was ready Harry quickly pulled him off; explaining that they couldn't have sex.
"Why not?" the hurt sunk in quickly he didn't understand, he was ready and he didn't want to wait.
"You're not ready and you're just scared because I'm leaving and , and..." Harry was lost for words
"And?" Edward whispered
"And I'm not the one you're suppose to give that to." Harry whispered, even thought this was breaking his heart he knew he had to do it- he watched Jacob and Edward over the past couple of days, even reporting back to his sister on the two, and she sent back her verdict .
Soul mates.
His sister was a seer, powerful and wanted across the supernatural world and she very rarely ever gave straight answers to the questions that where asked of her, the slip of paper she written it on had fell to the floor and so had he.
Soul mates
They where the half of each other, where one had the missing peace to the other a feeling of completion, love, friendship and one of great bonds that cannot be broken. Soul mates are brought into each others life so that each one can grown and expand into the best version of themselves ; they challenge, push and intertwine two souls and often it takes nothing but a day for the souls to recognize each other, unlike their human bodies and minds those take time. Harry knew he had no chance up against soul mates; his heart fell to his stomach and he cried himself to sleep that night-He loved Edward; but he knew Edward will never be completely happy with Harry, he knew a large part of his heart will be intertwined with Jacob and that the two will always find each other- but he was selfish, for the rest of this week he just wanted Edward to himself , he wanted him one last time before having to hand him over, he wanted one last time before his own heart broke.
"What do you mean?"
"I mean that I'm breaking up with you Edward."
the room was quiet, till Edward let out a heart wrenching sob, and Harry's heart shattered
"Edward.." he whispered
"WHY?"
"It's the way it has to be Baby." he said softly, he held the boy close to his chest
"No, no I love you Harry please we don't have to have sex just please!" he begged
"Its not over sex Edward, you're meant for someone else." he whispered silent tears ran down his face; Edward ripped himself away from Harry running out the room and out the house, and Harry sagged on the floor- a bright blue light filled the room and he knew it was his sister.
"You did the correct thing Harry." she whispered
"Then why does it hurt so much?" he sobbed as she held him close, the seer rubbed his shoulders and back kissing his forehead tenderly.
"It will pass darling, soon everything will be okay." She took him in her arms "Do you want me to make you two forget?" even though she knew she wasn't suppose to do so this was her baby brother; he had only come into his powers a month after Edward left and she saw his future; she saw who he was meant to be with and who Edward was meant to be with.
Neither where to be together.
"No" he whispered "Please don't."
"As you wish."
An they faded away.
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"If only, if only," the woodpecker sighs,
"The bark on the tree was as soft as the skies."
While the wolf waits below, hungry and lonely,
Crying to the moo-oo-oon,
"If only, If only."
Jacob didn't know how he found Edward but he did; finding the boy curled up into a ball in the middle of a meadow singing to himself softly.
"Lamb?"
Edward didn't move till Jacob came into sight and he flung himself at Jacob.
"He broke up with me Wolf." Edward whispered then broke down into sobs again, and Jacob could do nothing but hold him close-and the trees around them seem to droop and weep with the beautiful angel crying.
"I'm here Lamb, I wont leave you." With their hands twined together their an eyes connected they where thrown back into a rush of memories...
