Sorry about how long it's been! I've been trying to think of ideas for the middle of the story... I have an idea for the ending, but I'm not sure about what to put in the middle of the story -_-
Also, I've been wondering two things about Haibara:
~ What does everyone call her? (I know that Conan just seems to called her "Haibara" and Agasa calls her "Ai-chan" but what about the other kids?)
~ Why does she have and English name (Anita Haily) if the episode she first appeared in isn't even translated to English?
Sorry, I'm like a complete newbie to this kind of thing _
Haibara POV
Conan had stopped by his house to grab his clothes, but still managed to get to the professors house at the same time I did. So eager to get his old life back…
I walked into my room and headed toward the table. On it sat two pills. They looked identical. When I put them there this morning, I was sure that I would be able to tell the difference. Apparently not.
"I thought you said you weren't going to take one." Conan said, looking at the two pills on my table.
"I'm not… One of them-" I started to explain.
"It doesn't matter," Conan cut me off, "You made one for yourself just in case, right? I understand. Hopefully I'll be in my real body permanently this time!" He said, not giving me a chance to speak. He grabbed a pill off my desk and ran toward the bathroom.
"Wait, Kudo-kun!" I called, but he was too excited about the antidote to hear, "That might be the wrong one..." I trailed off. Even if I did get to tell him, he would probably take that 50/50 chance anyway. As long as there was chance that he could get his old body back, he would take it. I sat down on my bed, and hoped that he had taken the right one.
Conan POV
I rushed into the bathroom as fast as my stupid short legs could go. I thought I heard Haibara calling something to me, but I was too excited to care. I locked the door and swallowed the antidote. I felt that familiar, but still horrible feeling. It was like I was melting… But something was different. I wasn't sure what it was, but there was something…
Haibara POV
The professor had come home while Conan was still in the bathroom. I wanted to explain, but… How could I? I needed to find just the right words to explain why I had created that drug. But that was much harder than I thought. The sound of the bathroom door pulled me away from my thoughts.
"Haibara… Why was I holding all these big clothes?" Conan stepped out of the bathroom holding his high school uniform with a confused look on his face.
No. No no no no...
A part of me hoped that he was just joking around. But the more rational part of me knew that he couldn't be. He didn't even know that he could have possibly taken the wrong drug.
"Haibara? Are you okay?" I shook my head, as if doing that could help clear my mind.
What have I done?
I heard the shuffling of footsteps in the next room, and I knew that I would have to explain everything to Professor Agasa.
"Shinichi! I didn't even notice that you were here!" Professor Agasa said as he entered the room.
"Why did you call me Shinichi?" Conan asked, "Ran-neechan told me that I reminded her of Shinichi-niichan. But he's ten years older than me! How could you could you confuse me for him?" He probably would have continued talking if I hadn't cut him off.
"Professor, I need to talk to you. Privately" I added when Conan started following me.
The professor followed me into my room.
"What happened to Shinichi?" He asked as I closed the door.
"Well…" I sat down on my bed and looked down at my feet, "I created a drug that could make me forget my old life." I said quietly. "When I told Kudo-kun that I had created another antidote, he got excited and… He took the wrong one." I kept my gaze locked one my feet, trying to avoid seeing the disappointment and shock in the professor's eyes for as long as possible. I shouldn't have worried so much about that though. The professor was more worried by the fact that Conan had taken the drug than the fact that I had made it.
"Could you make an antidote for this drug?" He asked.
"No." I said firmly. "I'm done with all of that. The drugs I made ruined Kudo-kun's life! You expect me to be able to fix it, to make everything all better. But I can't!" I got up and walked quietly out of the room.
