Matthew fell to his knee's a sob rippled from his throat. He had lost the person who had loved him, the closest thing to family he has ever had. His violet eyes stared at the wall across from him as the tears rolled down the side of his face "Don't leave me, Alfred" he whispered putting his head in his hands "I don't want to be alone anymore"
"You're leaving him!" Arthur said grabbing Alfred's arm as he tried to walk away "What the hell were you thinking!"
"you were the one who was yelling at me for having sex with him, and for loving him" Alfred snapped glaring at Arthur as he pulled his arm away from him "now that I'm leaving, you won't have to worry about losing your son to some porn star"
"but you're making him unhappy" Arthur snapped crossing his arms "and you're making yourself unhappy, and that's something I won't tolerate. Even if it means you….dating a porn star, or even your own brother"
"I agree with Mon Angleterre" Francis said putting his arm around Arthur's shoulders "You love MAttieu, oui?"
Alfred shrugged "yeh, but I haven't known him all that long" he said looking at the ground "it was something new, and both of us were unsure"
"but you still loved Mattieu" Francis stated grabbing the Americans shoulders "you should not leave him, Alfred. It'll not only hurt you but it's also hurting Mattieu right now"
Alfred looked at the trailer, faint crying could be heard inside. He bit his lip and looked back at Arthur and Francis before looking back down at the ground. He sighed "I can't face him now" he whispered more to himself then anyone else "Not after what I said to him"
Matthew wiped his face on his shirt before standing up before laying down on the bed and pulling the blanket above his head as more tears rolled down his cheeks. He could faintly hear Arthur and Francis talking to Alfred, he knew they were talking about him. Most likely demanding what Alfred was thinking "I'm nothing special" he whispered burying his face in his pillow "I'm just some toy that people can do anything to" He heard a faint knocking, he froze as someone tried to open the door
"Mattie….? It's Alfred, Please open up"
Matthew sat up and looked at the door, he bit his lip as Alfred knocked on the door some more. He stood up and unlocked the door before laying back down on the bed and covering himself up again "It's open" he said pulling the blankets once again over his head as the door opened. He heard the door shut
Alfred looked around then at the lump underneath the covers "Look Matthew" he said sitting on the bed and putting his hand on what he hoped was the Canadians back "I'm sorry for what I said, I just didn't want to see you get hurt"
Matthew shook his head, he could feel Alfreds hand on his back "you said it anyway, and it still hurt" he muttered burying his face further into the pillow "Everyone I've gotten close to or loved as been torn away from me….I fell in love with you, then you too were taken away" He felt a lump appear in his throat as another sob rippled from his mouth "I've always been alone"
"You're not alone anymore" Alfred said rubbing the Canadians back "I won't leave you again, I promise. I didn't want to love you for the fear of losing you"
Matthew pulled the blankets down and looked at Alfred, his swollen eyes met blue. He closed his eyes as Alfred put his hand on his head. He smiled faintly, he loved the feel of Alfred touching him. He sat up and looked at Alfred and smiled before throwing his arms around the Americans neck. He buried his face in Alfreds shoulder.
Alfred smiled and wrapped his arms around Matthew's waist "you should come home with me" he said as the Canadian pulled away, he brought his hand up and cupped the Canadians face before pulling him into a kiss.
Matthew pulled away and smiled "I'd love to, but I can't" he said grabbing Alfred's hands "but I won't go anywhere, We can still meet up here and you can join me in the new films"
"I'm not an actor" Alfred said standing up "and you shouldn't be living like this, it's not right. You said you wanted a different life"
"I can't leave now" Matthew said looking up at Alfred "I still have time left on my contract, once It's over I'm free from this life but I can't stop before"
"I'll be waiting" Alfred said pressing a kiss to Matthew's forehead before walking out of the trailer.