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Chapter Four

The next morning I woke up in my man's arms and smiled as I snuggled deeper into the shelter they provided. The movement caused him to groan in his sleep and press into me. I felt his morning wood and moved a little more, hoping to wake him up for some morning nookie. I got my wish a few seconds later.

"You asked for it baby." He rolled over with me underneath him and was about to start the foreplay when his prepaid rang.

"You better get that babe, you know how dad is." I sighed as he climbed off me and answered.

"Yeah, I'll take care of it. Be there in an hour. Yeah, bye." He climbed back in bed and crawled between my legs.

"What are you doing baby?" I asked as he started moving his hands up my legs.

"I have to do something for Jax, but not before I make you come." With that he brought his hand up and made me forget my name.

After he left I decided to just go to Cara Cara and shower there, it's not like anyone would be offended by the smell of sex. I just threw on a jeans and a t-shirt and made it out to my car. When I got outside I clenched my fists at the sight in front of me.

"Hey Milla, just saw Juice leave. I thought we'd have some time to talk." Alex was leaning against his bike, blocking my jeep, well it would have blocked it if I had any qualms about running him over.

"Leave Alex, I will call my dad and say you're harassing me. Bye, bye patch." I hoped the threat would work but he just chuckled.

"You actually think I'm getting patched? Your dimwit boyfriend is going out of his way to screw me over and your brother is using this as an excuse to torture me. I think they're just stringing me along, hoping I don't realize that they're never gonna patch me. But I'll put up with it for as long as it takes for you to realize you still love me." He looked at me with wide, sad eyes and I laughed in his face.

"I don't love you, I never did. Yeah I lusted after you, but that's it. You wanna see love. Here's love." I lifted my arm to show him the clear bandage protecting my crow.

"What does that even mean? No one would tell me last night, I was just told to watch my step." He looked genuinely puzzled and I decided to enlighten him.

"This means that I'm Juice's Old Lady. As long as I have this I'm his and he's mine. This is better than a wedding ring Prospect." I crossed my arms over my chest in a dismissive pose.

"As good as him having his name branded on your hip?" He sounded disgusted and glanced at the gauze that was visible above the low rise of my jeans.

The other tat Juice and Happy were talking about the night before was "Juice" stylized and inked on my hip. I had always said that I never wanted any names on my body, but since I had the crow I didn't mind another little sign saying I was his.

"Yeah, just as good. He's getting "Milla" on his bicep so we're even in that respect. Like I said I'm his and he's mine. If you know you're not getting patched, just leave Alex. All they're going to do is humiliate you and you won't even get pity from me." I walked to my jeep and got in, completely ready to run him and his bike over.

As I sat he came up to my window and stood there. I looked over and assessed him like I didn't get a chance to the night before. He still had long, beautiful straight black hair, soulful blue eyes and a goatee. No denying it, he was still worth lusting after. Unfortunately for him I had found my soulmate so everything he was doing was for naught.

"Milla, come on, give us another chance." He reached in the window and ran his hand along my jawline.

"Why weren't you asking for this three years ago?" I asked as I moved from his touch.

"I was stupid and I didn't deserve you. I've changed and I want you in my life." He pulled himself through the window and tried to kiss me. I pulled away and put my hand in his face, pushing him away.

"You're too late Alex, I meant everything I said before. I'm with Juice, he's my soulmate. I know it sounds cheesy but no one's understood me the way he does and I love him." I looked down, sad that I had to hurt him.

"Well he doesn't love you! Dammit Milla, I've seen him go in the bathroom with those hos at the clubhouse, laugh about how they could give you some pointers on blowjobs. He's not the man you think he is and when you realize that I'll be there to be the man he wasn't." He went to his bike and I stared at him in shock.

I wouldn't believe what he told me, couldn't believe it. If it were true then everything Juice and I were was a lie. I kept my eyes wide to stop the tears and waited until he pulled out before I started my jeep. As I pulled out of the driveway all thoughts of Cara Cara left my head and I started driving to a place I knew would piss everyone off and potentially kill me. Calabos, a place I needed like air.