Chapter 59

Around lunchtime Jamie walked into m.j.'s hospitalroom;"Hi,m.j."

"What brings you downhere?"asked she surprised;"Are you here to tell me that I can go home today?"

"No,you will have to wait untill tomorrow.'answered the young doctor hesitating;"I came to talk to you again about some of the things that we have talked about before."

"Oh,no,not again!"started m.j. annoyed;"What is there left to talk about,jamie?"

"I just want to make sure that you understand a few things!"said he;"Like trying to avoid stress,because that is what's causing your headaches most of the time."

"You have already told me that a couple of times,Jamie,I haven't forgotten!"

"I know that,but it's always good to go through these things again,so that everything keeps going great after you get home,m.j."

"You don't have to tell me all of this again,because I know that I have to avoid stress as much as possible and that I will have to take it easy."answered she;"I already know all these things!"

"How about your sessions with susan?"asked Jamie;"Are you going to keep seeing susan untill your nightmares are really gone?"

"I guess so."said his friend with a faint smile;"I really do want those nightmares to stop and if seeing susan is going to make them stop then I will go as often as I need to."

Mary and vince had just finished their lunch when Cheryl walked in with chad;"Hi,guys."

"Hi,honey."smiled her mother as she turned around;"Hi,chad."

"What brings you two downhere?"asked vince;"Not to bring bad news I hope."

"Ofcourse not,pops."laughed his daughter;"We've got good news or atleast we hope that it's good news for you."

"What kind of news is it?"asked he surprised;"What's the big news?"

"I'm going to move in with chad."answered Cheryl hesitating and looked scared at her father to see if he looked angry or not;"We really love eachother and we want to live together too."

"Is it really that serious between you two?"started her father teasing;"Do you now expect us to say it's okay with us,Cheryl?"

"I don't care if you're okay with it or not,pops,because I'm going to do this anyway."said she angry and didn't realize that vince was just teasing her;"This is my life and my choice!"

"Calm down,sweety,your father is just teasing you."smiled mary;"Ofcourse we're both okay with you moving in with chad."

"Ofcourse we are."laughed vince;"It was just a joke."

At tops marlee was there with Vicky;"Ryan hasn't called once eversince this whole mess with regioneld started."

"Maybe he's been busy."said her sister surprised;"I'm sure that he will call you soon enough."

"I can't believe that he would be too busy to even call me,Vicky,I think that he doesn't wanna see me anymore."

"Why wouldn't he wanna see you anymore,marlee?"asked she;"Why don't you call him and find out why ryan hasn't called you anymore?"

"Because if ryan doesn't want to see me anymore then that's his choice and I'm not going to call on after him."answered marlee irritated;"I don't need him."

"Yes,you do,marlee,I can tell by the look in your eyes that you're madly in love with ryan."started Vicky slowly;"Maybe ryan is afraid to call you because he probably thinks that you hate him for doing his job too,so it might be a good idea if you called him."

"Why would I hate him for doing his job?"asked her twinsister confused;"I understand that he was only doing what he was told to do when he arrested donna."

"Nicole broke up with shane over this and they have been seeing eachother for a lot longer then you and ryan have,so it isn't so strange that ryan might think that you feel the same way since it was our mother that he arrested."answered Vicky;"Just call him up and talk about this!"

That night Amanda was getting pretty bored in her hospitalbed when sam walked in;"Hi,honey."

"Sam…"said she surprised;"What are you doing here?"

"Can't I just come and see my wife without a good reason?"asked sam in an effort to be funny,but without any luck since Amanda didn't seem to be amused;"That was a joke."

"I don't see what's so funny about this whole situation,sam."answered his wife irritated;"I have hardly seen you since you left the hospital."

"I know and I'm sorry,but I didn't do that to hurt you."started he slowly;"The reason why I don't come around much lately has got nothing to do with you,but everything with me and how I feel."

"Have you been feeling sick or something?"asked Amanda worried;"Is that why you haven't been here to see me much lately?"

"Yes,in a way I have been sick,Amanda,sick of myself for being such an idiot and for what I have done to you."

"So you decided to stay away from me and make me feel terrible about you staying away,sam?"

"No,that was never my intension!"answered her husband;"Maybe it was stupid to stay away from you,Amanda,but I didn't mean to hurt you with that."

"Do you want us to get back to the way again that things were before this whole mess with tara and welcome our baby into this world together?"started she suddenly;"Or don't you?"

"Ofcourse I do!"said sam tired;"I want that more then anything!"

"Then act like it,sam,show me that you want the things to be normal again!"begged his wife in tears;"Show me that you love me just as much as I love you,because even though I'm still angry with you for what you have done that doesn't mean that I don't love you anymore and I need to know if you still love me too!"

"But I never stopped loving you for one second!"started sam softly as he kissed her gently;"I love you more then anything else on this world!"

At the Hudson's Michael was sitting in his study when his wife walked in;"I'm sorry,Michael,I shouldn't have acted like that towards you."

"It's okay,honey,I know that you're under a lot of stress because of the upcoming trail and everything."said Michael as he pulled her on to his lap;"Are you okay now?"

"Ofcourse I'm not okay,Michael,I can't stand the thought of having to go to jail."answered his wife irritated;"What if they find me guilty?"

"They won't find you guilty because you didn't do it and they have got nothing to go on."started he slowly;"Everything's gonna be okay again."

"Do you really believe that?"asked donna;"Do you really think that they will suddenly realize that I didn't kill him or something?"

"Yes,I do."said her husband as he kissed her;"Something will turn up to show them that you didn't do it,donna!"

"I hope so,because I don't want to spend the right of my life locked up!"answered she softly;"I also hope that Nicole makes up with shane again before the baby is born."

"She seems pretty angry at shane and seems to have no regrets about breaking up with him."

"That is only because she's angry with shane and I'm sure that once she begins to realize that none of this is his fault that they will find their way back together again."said donna as she gently kissed Michael;"Look at how many times we've been apart and look at us now."

M.j. was packing her things at the hospital when adam walked in;"Why are you packing your things?"

"Because I can go home tomorrow."answered his girlfriend annoyed;"I can't wait to get out of here."

"I could have packed your things for you,m.j."said adam as he pulled her into his arms;"I'm sure that your mood will improve too once you're out of here."

"Very funny!"smiled she and kissed him gently,while she put her arms around his neck;"When I'm out of here I can atleast sneak over to your place again for a few hours."

"No,you can't!"started her boyfriend quickly;"Atleast not for a while yet anyway,because Jamie said that you had to take it easy the first few weeks."

"Come on,adam,since when do you listen to your cousin?"asked m.j. surprised;"Taking it easy doesn't mean that I have to stay at home all day long and do nothing at all."

"I'm going to listen to every word that Jamie says,because this concerns your health and I don't want to see you end up back in the hospital again."smiled he and kissed her back;"Can you blame me for wanting to look out for you?"

"Ofcourse not,but I think that you're overreacting with this looking out for me stuff."said his girlfriend;"I even don't have to use a cain anymore thanks to Jamie getting me psychical therapy and my headaches aren't as bad anymore,so there's nothing wrong with me coming over to your place and it isn't going to kill me or anything unless you don't want me to come down to your place?"

"Now you're the one that's overreacting."laughed adam as he kissed her again;"Ofcourse I want you to come over to my place,honey,I even want you to move in with me,but I don't want you to risk your health just to see me!"

"Do you want to sneak over to my parents' house then or something?"asked m.j. teasing;"Because else we won't be able to be alone."

"Sure."smiled her boyfriend;"I'll sneak through your window at night."