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28. Alpha dog
He's annoyed.
Pissed off seems more likely.
And he's not even sure if he should be.
Leah's a bitch. That much he's learned. An incredible hot bitch, that loves him. Probably not as much as he loves her, but she's with him none the less
He made up his mind the day Alice said that the Volturi were coming. The day they parted, he swore he would love her until the last breath of air. He is not worried about his imprint. He's confident his love for her will keep her love for Nessie as fatherly/brotherly love. He is also sure Nessie will do everything to make it happen. Contrary to what Leah believes. He's talked to her about it. After all she's just as smart or probably even more intelligent than her father was.
But Jacob is worried about the future. He's worried about her. She can lie all she want, but he knows how much she loved Sam. He knows because he once loved another one too, and it pales in comparison to the love Leah held or holds for Sam. He is worried because he knows how amazing she is. Because he knows that just like Sam fell in love with her, he did , and someone else could too.
He is annoyed at the amount of time his best friend spends with her. And while there are no fleeting thoughts on Embry's head, (he knows he's switched patrols to be with him) And no overt display of affection from Leah. He knows he's right to be annoyed. How often she smiles at his best friend. Doesn't matter if it's a friendly smile, like the one she gives to Quil or anyone else from the pack. It's the frequency of that smile.
With Rachel on her honeymoon, she's been spending more time with the pack rather than with the girls. So he finds dragging her to work on the proyect, fraternizing with Rosalie and Alice in hope of cutting off her time at home. The jerk in him brings out graphic pictures of him and Leah during patrol, and he finds himself trying to ignore the impulse of marking her somehow.
They had agreed that he would relent his domineering side to make the atmosphere more pleasant.
But he's pissed off. And he's not sure he'll be able to stop it or if he should even bother. After all he's not Alpha for nothing.
a/N:short. but i liked it. so it may be all in jacob's head or not. haven't figured that one yet. what are your thoughts? should we throw embry onto the mix? hahahaha and make it all messed up.??
