PERFECT SYMMETRY

38. All I have to give.

"Seriously, I'm really starting to consider the idea of wearing ear plugs to bed"Jacob groans, taking a pillow and putting it over his head knowing it won't make any difference to muffle the noise.

There's laughter and talking and the clinking of the dishes.

"Don't"Jake pleads throwing the pillow away and wrapping his arms around her waist. He buries his face in her neck. And Leah giggles, his breath ticlking her.

"Stop it Jacob"She tries to scold him but they both know she doesn't mean it. He presses his chest to her, throwing his left leg over her hips to trap her and keep her from leaving the bed.

"You know we have to get up"Leah breathes when she feels the hard flesh pressing against her back.

"It's Sunday morning, we shouldn't have to"Jacob complains without releasing but without putting the moves on her. "Besides I'm already up"

"Pervert"Leah laughs "But fine just make it fast"

"I'm already halfway there"Jacob whispers in a sexy voice, moving his hand to rest on her hip and place her body on the right angle.

"Wait"Leah says.

"What?"Jacob snaps

"Condom"She reprimands him reaching to the drawer next to the bed.

"God Leah. It's not like you'd get pregnant"The words are out his mouth before he realizes the heavy weight they carry and the major screw up they are. There's a reason they've been using protection all this time. There's a reason why he's never said no. But of course he had to choose now to speak with his dick instead of his head.

"Leah, I'm sorry-"

"Don't" Leah is already out of bed, walking into the bathroom and locking herself in it.

"Baby"

"Shut up" She doesn't have to raise her voice, he can perfectly listen to her. He sits outside the door, pulling at his short hair. He fucking knows how sensitive she is about that particular matter. And he knew that eventually they would have to talk about it, but not like this.

"Leah, please I'm sorry. I didn't mean-"He doesn't get to finish the sentence because she knocks his head with the door, when she comes back into the bedroom already dressed with a black halter dress. h Her face looks abnormally red but other than that, her face doesn't betray any of the emotions that Jacob is sure are roaming through her head.

"Leah"He stands up before she can't leave the bedroom. Now that he blabbed, they sure need to adress the issue. What's the point of pretending it's not there.

"No."She seems to read his mind.

"I know you-"

"You don't know a thing"She turns and the fury in her eyes is unexpected "I can't have kids. Never. The most close I'll ever get to having one is Claire and your future girlfriend"

"Don't say that" The words in her mouth make him sick " She isn't, she won't-" And Leah comes up onto him pressing herself and leaning to whisper in his ear"So congratulations big boy you get to fuck me senseless without having to worry about anything."

"Fuck, Leah"He pushes her away "It's not what I want".

"It's all I have to give. So take it or leave it"

a/N: will post a follow up chapter tonight or tomorrow depending on my schedule. trying to keep up with the daily updates, let's see how long it lasts.

thanks for the reviews. i sense most of you liked last chapter!! and im glad because i really liked it too.

btw time line wise it's safe to say this on february. for the ones who like to keep a track of time.