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55. Anxiety

"I hope I'm not interrupting" Leah shook her head and gestured to the chair across her. She knew little of vampire etiquette. But Jacob had once explained her that vampires, well the Cullens, acted very human like in presence of other humans.

And in her state of anxiety, she couldn't deal with him just standing there like a statue.

"I was very impressed with your work and your notes"He said a small smile grazing his perfect features. Leah snorted and shook her head, berating herself for the light blush she was sure was appearing in her cheeks as she spoke.

"I just thought-"

"It's a compliment Leah. Take it "Jasper said laughing a little bit "I wasn't being sarcastic" Leah nodded and let out a sigh.

"Are they finished?'" She finally asked. She was very anxious, Carlisle had been with Nessie for hours running tests and doing god knows what, so he could make a diagnose.

"No. Not yet"Jasper said. And Leah instantly felt relieve and her muscles relaxed. It took her a couple of seconds to realize it had been Jasper's doing and not necessarily what he had said. But she decided not to fight him, she needed to calm herself.

"Alice said you're dong a wonderful job back at the rez"She knew he was trying to distract her by getting her to talk about life back in Washington,so she decided to humor him. They talked about the pack, and Leah inquired about the work they had been doing for the past year in the vampire world.

It eased her mind to know that they were changing the rules, that everyday more, and more vampires were becoming vegetarian, that the pack had helped the Cullens overtake the power, and that after all her prejudice, and doubt, she was being proven wrong. Because these were really good people, underneath their vampire immortality.

Immortality.

Her mind drifted again to Nessie.

"Leah she's going to be okay"Jasper said, when the silence had fallen upon them, noticing the concern in her face."Carlisle is only confirming what Alice saw"

"What? Alice saw her?!!"Leah asked . Jasper nodded.

Leah was distracted when she saw Carlisle coming out into the garden with Nessie and Rosalie trailing behind them.

She didn't know what to make of it. Nessie was smiling brightly, Rosalie had a somber look on her face, and Carlisle's expression was completely unreadable as always.

And like always, Leah braced herself for the worst.

a/n: okay so i suck!! I got caught up in glee again, since it came back but im making it up to you my faithful readers by posting three chapters today. Maybe there'll be more since I'm feeling very inspired. It seems that when I'm sad about glee, I can get back into the twi world...lol. I can't understand why I always ship things that will never happen lol (Jake/Leah) I've doomed myself shipping Puck/Rachel in glee and it seems like a lost cause... anyways expect updates during this week. I'm focusing on twilight this week. At least until next tuesday that i get my puckleberry episode.....

btw saw the final trailer, loved the wolves, and at least it wasn't that corny...im sorry i just can't stand bella/edward:S

And xtapx you can consider this chapter dedicated and sort of credited to you. I borrowed the Jasper/Leah friendship idea. Found some sexy pics of Jackson, and i've decided that the people who do his hair and makeup for the movies should be sent to jail, they ruin him, he's so naturally gorgeous. He's my second favorite twilight guys, after alex meraz hahaha. I 've been feeling immune to lautner's hottnes...i know shame on me... and Im so jealous of you now for meeting J.R.!!!!