PERFECT SYMMETRY

60. Miracle

"I still feel like shit"Rebecca exhaled, after letting Leah's words sink in "I understand but it makes no difference. I'm a cheater"

"I don't think a single kiss can be considered cheating"Leah reasoned "The attraction you feel towards him is natural-"

"Wrong" She shook her head "I think it's quite the opposite, there's nothing natural about not being able to control your impulses. I have a husband Lee Lee, one that I adore. The very one I left everything for.I have a familY, two kids waiting for me to get home. I just can't walk away from all that. I mean you can surely understand-" Leah tried not to cringe when her friend's gaze settled over her. She knew that look. She knew what Rebecca was referring to, but the fear must have betrayed Leah, because Rebecca's eyes suddenly softened before she could mention him directly

"He...I mean he's not...Leah-" But But Leah could only shake her head,and choke back at sob.

"Leah" Rebecca said wrapping her arms around her friend's body "I didn't mean he wouldn't....He's marrying you......I.....I've never seen him so happy, he-"

"No"Leah said between sobs shaking her head"It's not that" Leah said laughing a little bit tyring to control her breathing and her stupid impulse to cry.

"Then what is it?"Rebecca asked concerned.

"It's nothing"Leah dismissed the question. Rebecca raised her perfectly shaped eyebrow and smirked.

"Leah you're kind of freaking me out here" Leah stood up to grab a tissue and clean her now slightly puffed face,

"Fine"She said rolling her eyes "And just because I have to start telling people and you might as well be the first"

"I'm pregnant"It was barely above a whisper and Leah's face betrayed no emotion. Rebecca looked skeptic for a moment, but then as she saw the big smile taking over Leah's face, she burst out laughing.

"You whore"Rebecca said and Leah was covering her mouth.

"Geez Rebecca keep it down"Leah scolded "People here have amazing hearing "

"Holy motherfucker"She whispered laughing and grinning at her friend "Someone's not going to be wearing white"

"Shut up" Lea mock glared.

"How long?" Rebecca asked

"A month"Leah sighed sitting again and resting her head on her friend's shoulder.

"What is it hun?"

"I don't know I guess I'm a little bit scared"Leah speaks softly "This is a huge thing, and I already have so much to deal with, and I'm not sure your brother's ready for this, or if I am. I don't want to screw this up"

"You won't"Rebecca said withou skipping a beat "Come on just look at yourself. Look at all you've done in the past years, all you've gone through. Sure you could've waited a couple of years. But a baby is always a blessing Leah. And this baby " She said placing her hand over Leah's flat stomach "Is your blessing"

"A miracle"Leah whispered. The impossible coming to life.

a/n: sorry for missing a week..but im trying to triple post today. By the way I'm starting to use twitter, and I'll be happy to answer any questions about the fic, o anythting else hahaha twitter(dot)com/ZuxyQ

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