Lavender POV

I ran down the halls without much thought. I had no idea where Haruhi could be at the moment. She could be anywhere at the moment. She could have gone home or hid in the bathroom or- I have no idea.

I had tried calling her and texting her prior to going on my desperate search, but she refused to answer.

Was she that upset?

Honey and I hadn't done anything. It was just a short and temporary relationship that was made to comfort his anxious relatives. There hadn't been any passionate sex or anything of the sort. There were times he tried to push for it, but it only resulted in us getting in a fight and me crying myself to sleep in the guest room.

Well... except for that incident where things had happened a little too fast and well- I clutched my head trying to retreat from the awful memory.

We just decided to separate... and then when I saw him at this school I just tried to act brand new to him.

I doubt he would have recognized me if I hadn't ended up in the host club a while back.

Perhaps I should have told her that... why hadn't I told her that? What was wrong with me?

I recalled her turning to face me with a hurt expression, but I was just lost in my thoughts.

What the hell was Honey, doing!?

I stopped in the middle of the hall and pulled out my phone.

I was going to try one last time.

Maybe my earlier voicemail messages might have soothed her.

Or at least that's what I was hoping.

I punched in her digits again and waited for her to pick up.

"WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT?!"

My eyes widened at the furious voice on the other side of my phone. "Haruhi-?"

"WHAT DO YOU WANT?"

"WHAT'S THE MATTER WITH YOU!?" I snapped, clearly agitated with her tone. Stressed was the smallest word to describe how I felt at the moment.

"You know what? Whatever."

"YOU CAN'T JUST SHUT DOWN LIKE THAT!"

"I'M EMBARRASSED!" I cringed under her fierce tone. "YOU DIDN'T THINK MENTIONING HONEY BEING YOUR EX TO ME WAS IMPORTANT?"

I groaned bitterly into the phone. "But nothing happened!" I whined.

"THEN WHY DIDN'T YOU DENY HIM?! YOU MADE ME LOOK LIKE FOOL!"

I remained silent after a few minutes. "..."

"LAVENDER."

"I didn't want to remember those times." I whispered into the phone. "I was so happy with you that I just simply forgot all of the pain I had experienced-"

"STOP."

I stopped in the middle of my sentence and dropped my shoulders.

"I-I just need you to answer one question..."

"Anything." I breathed.

"Were you two ever intimate?"

"I-Intimate?"

"Lavender please don't make me go into specifics..."

"Why does it matter?"

"Because-" she growled into the phone. "I was supposed to be your first. You told me that you hadn't ever done IT before-"

"I never said that I was a virgin." I hissed into the phone and blushed as the truth kinda came out.

"SO YOU TWO HAD SEX!?"

"YOU ACT AS IF WE DID IT YESTERDAY!"

"WELL YOU NEVER TOLD ME YOU AND HIM WERE FAMILIAR!"

"I DIDN'T THINK IT WAS IMPORTANT!"

"IT IS IMPORTANT!"

"WHY?!"

"BECAUSE YOU'RE MINE! NO ONE ELSE CAN HAVE YOU EXCEPT ME! AND FOR HIM TO JUST RUB IT IN MY FACE THAT HE'S HAD YOU, PISSES ME OFF. YOU DIDN'T TELL ME AND NOW HE GETS TO HOLD AGAINST ME THAT HE'S SATISFIED YOU PRIOR TO ME- AND I'LL BE DAMNED IF HE FEELS SUPERIOR."

I was scarlet as she breathed into the phone after her rant.

"I-I... Do you feel any better?"

"...I don't know."

"Can you at least tell me where you are?"

"..."

"Please?"

"..."

"Haruhi?"

"Turn around."

Slowly I turned around and gasped as a clothed hand covered my nose and mouth, instantly pulling me into a deep sleep.