Background: Reddington has no correlation with Elizabeth. But has found out recently she has the Fulcrum. But she does not know that she has it. So he must turn himself into the FBI to be able to get ahead of the Cabal and create a task force.

Lizzie stepdad Sam is actually her biological father and her mother died from childbirth. Sam has just died from a car crash a year ago and was a good friend of Reddington's.

Reddington suspects that Sam was killed and got the fulcrum right before he died and has hidden.

All he could smell was blood. All he could see was blood. As his wife eyes looked up at him.

"NO" he screamed as a fell to the ground

"Raymond wake up! It's just a nightmare!" a young woman yelled and suddenly he woke. All he could feel was his chess caving into himself.

He slowly gained back awareness of his surroundings he realized he was covered in sweat. He immediately got up ignoring the naked girl trying to ask questions.

As he ran to the bathroom he was immediately taken over by nausea and barely made it to the toilet. Finally as he stopped heaving. He flushed the toilet and want to the sink. Washing his face. As he looked at himself all he could see was fear and anger in his eyes. As he open the drawer he grabbed some sertraline and popped them into his mouth.

What is wrong with me was all he could think as he lowered his head

He then immediately felt a pair of arms wrap around his waist and looked up to see the girl he picked up at a club overnight. "Raymond what's wrong?" the girl asked

"Nothing" he answered roughly

He could see the fear overcome her face but immediately smiled at her faintly to not scare her. "It's alright just a bad dream. I am sorry for scaring you." He answered softly

He turned around and faced her. Slowly started kissing her lips. Sucking lightly on her bottom lip. As she let her mouth open up. He gently sticked his tongue inside moving it around and deepening the kiss more passionately. He started exploring her body. Slowly tracing his hands on her spine moving up to her breasts slowly squeezing them. He then picked her up roughly. Causing the girl to squeal and tightly hold on with her legs around him.

He moved them over to the bed and laid her out. He then grabbed her pulled her to the edge of the bed and angled her just right so he could fuck her. He grabbed his shaft and stroked it a couple times until fully erected. All he could hear was her begging for him to fuck her. But all he was focusing on was trying to block out his pain. He did not care for this woman. He just wanted release from his mind.

"I am going to fuck so hard you are going to scream for help" Reddington said roughly

He then slammed into her. Causing her to scream. He picked up the pace trying to angle her just right and found her g-spot. He could hear his balls slapping her ass.

"Oh god Raymond your so big"

After he heard that he picked up pace being more brutal. Her leggings were squeezing on to him for dear life as he want faster. He could feel her nails digging into is skin.

"Cum for me" he said

"Oh faster baby faster" she screamed

"Oh God" she moaned

He was deep inside her when he felt her tighten up and climaxed. He closed his eyes focusing on actions trying to forget. He continued this until he could feel his climax coming.

"Jesus I am coming" he moaned

He exploded into her. He could feel the juices deep inside. Still pumping until he could feel he was getting soft. Then lifted himself off her and fell down on to the bed. They both were panting. Their chests rising and falling quickly. They stayed like that for a long time.

He could see she was asleep. So he got up and took a shower. Cleaning of all the semen on him and gradually cleaning around all his scars across his body. He got out of shower and put on his suit. Routinely going through the motions.

As he walked down stairs he could see Dembe making coffee.

"Want some?"Dembe asked

"Yes please. Thank you Dembe." Raymond said

Raymond sat outside on the balcony casually drinking his coffee and reading the paper. He had a look on him that Dembe had not seen in awhile. A slight tinge of fear in his eyes.

"Raymond what is wrong my brother?" Dembe asked concerned.

"Nothing just didn't sleep well" Raymond said closing his eyes

"Are sure you want to go through this?" Dembe asked he knew not to push him further

"This is only way to get a step a head of the Cabal"

"Yes but it's a dangerous move the Cabal will feel threatened"

"This is the only way to get revenge" Raymond said angrily with a thick under is eyes