Previously on Skater Girl:
"Alright, so Skids it is then." Emmett said. I gave my famous half smile. It was rare when I gave a full smile. I only grin, half smile, smirk, or frown. All too soon, lunch came to an end.
Chapter 2: Bottoms up
Bottoms up, bottoms up
Ay what's in your cup?
Got a couple bottle but a couple ain't enough
Bottoms up bottoms up
Throw your hands up
Tell security we bout to tear this club up
Bottoms up bottoms up
Pocket full of green
Girl you know I love it when shake it in them jeans
Bottoms up bottoms up
Throw your hands up
Uh bottoms up uh bottoms up
3 Weeks Later
When school ended I rode home and took a shower. After my shower, I put on my robe and went downstairs to make dinner. I decided to make lasagna. I put dad's plate on the table and ate mine quickly before running upstairs to get dressed. I was going out to a club tonight.
I put on a silver dress that went just past my bottom, a juicy couture bracelet, silver high heels, and Tiffany Petals hoop earrings. I put my hair in light curls that fell down my back and over my shoulders. Then, I did my make up. I decided on putting light blush on with silver eye shadow and pink lip gloss with mascara and light eye liner. Once I was ready, I grabbed my fake ID, keys, and small silver purse that had my make up in it in case I need to touch up. I decided to leave a note for Charlie saying I was sleeping at a friend's house and I would see him tomorrow.
Then, I was out the door. I headed to Port Angeles because I was going to that newest club that was really cool, Twilight. I sped off to the club as fast as I could.
Within an hour, I was there. I walked up to the very front and to the bouncer. He looked me up and down hungrily. I smiled, bit my lip, giggled, and put my hand on his shoulder.
"Hi, there. I really need to get in because I have to be home early tonight. Do you think you can get me in?" I said with a little wink added in at the end. I looked down and noticed he had a raging boner. I bit my lip to keep in my smirk. He cleared his throat.
"Go right on in," he said in a husky voice. I gave him a half smile.
"Thanks, babe!" I said before walking in. I was immediately surrounded by the luminescent lights and loud music. It was kind of stuffy in here due to the many people. I walked straight to the bar and showed them my fake ID.
"Can I get a sex on the beach, please?" I asked suavely. The bartender nodded like a moron and proceeded to get me my drink.
"Hey Swan! What's a girl like you doing here?" I heard a familiar booming voice ask. No, it couldn't be. I turned around and saw all the Cullen's staring at me in slight shock. I noticed Edward's eyes trailed along my body. I smirked.
"Having fun, what else? And you guys?" I yelled back. He shrugged.
"Same here! Why don't you dance with Eddie boy here? He could use some lightening up!" He shouted over the music. Right as I was about to respond, the bartender gave me my drink. I smiled in thanks. He gave me a piece of paper.
"Call me sometime. My name's Hunter. And you are?" He said with a flirty look in his eye.
I quickly thought of a name. "I'm Marie. Actually, I'm here with my boyfriend," my eyes darted to Edward. I grabbed his arm and yanked him next to me. "Edward." The bar tender looked sad and walked away. I ripped up the number in my hands while the Cullen's stared at me with raised eyebrows. I shrugged and took a sip of my drink.
"What?" I asked. They shook their heads. Edward looked at my drink worriedly.
"Is that alcohol?" He asked. I nodded.
"It's called a Sex On The Beach. Really good." I said smirking. "Why? Want a taste?" I held my drink up to his lips and he shook his head. Suddenly, my favorite song came on.
"I love this song!" I yelled, grabbing Alice's and Rosalie's hands and dragging them to the center of the dance floor. Apparently, they loved it too and danced along.
This was never the way I planned, not my intention
I got so brave, drink in hand, lost my discretion
It's not what I'm used to, just wanna try you on
I'm curious for you caught my attention
Alice, Rosalie and I were grinding on each other. We swayed our hips seductively to the beat. A crowd of mostly guys were surrounding us.
I kissed a girl and I liked it, the taste of her cherry chapstick
I kissed a girl just to try it, I hope my boyfriend don't mind it
It felt so wrong, it felt so right, don't mean I'm in love tonight
I kissed a girl and I liked it, I liked it
No, I don't even know your name, it doesn't matter
You're my experimental game, just human nature
It's not what good girls do, not how they should behave
My head gets so confused, hard to obey
I kissed a girl and I liked it, the taste of her cherry chapstick
I kissed a girl just to try it, I hope my boyfriend don't mind it
It felt so wrong, it felt so right, don't mean I'm in love tonight
I kissed a girl and I liked it, I liked it
Us girls we are so magical, soft skin, red lips, so kissable
Hard to resist, so touchable, too good to deny it
It ain't no big deal, it's innocent
I kissed a girl and I liked it, the taste of her cherry chapstick
I kissed a girl just to try it, I hope my boyfriend don't mind it
It felt so wrong, it felt so right, don't mean I'm in love tonight
I kissed a girl and I liked it, I liked it
When the song finished, Emmett and Jasper went to Rosalie and Alice grabbing their hips and grinding to the next song that came on. I felt cold arms around my waist and turned. Edward was staring at me lustfully. I couldn't describe how I felt about him, but I felt this sort of connection. We too grinded against each other for the next song.
Yeah
Oh oh it's Mr. Steal Yo Girl
Oh oh it's Mr. Steal Yo Girl oh oh
Let's go
Edward's hands firmly gripped my hips as we grinded against each other. I felt his hard on pressing against my back. I moaned quietly.
Bottoms up, bottoms up, ey, what's in ya cup
Got a couple bottles, but a couple ain't enough
Bottoms up, bottoms up, throw your hands up
Tell security we bout to tear this club up
Bottoms up, bottoms up, pocket full of green
Girl, you know I love the way you shake it in them jeans
Bottoms up, bottoms up, throw ya hands up
Bottoms up, bottoms up, bottoms up (up, up)
Edward grinded harder and faster when the chorus came on. I moaned again, this time a little louder. He heard it and chuckled, and moved his hands to my thighs and rubbed them sensually.
You know what it is girl, we back up in this thang
Money stay in my pocket, girl, I'm like a walkin' bank
Tell me whatcha drank, tell me whatcha thank
If I go get these bottles, we go alcohol insane
Callin' all the girls, do you hear me?
All around the world, city to city
Cheers to the girls, throw a deuce to the guys
Now I got a chicken and a goose in the ride
Gettin' loose in the ride
Hatin' ass nigga you can move to the move to the move to the side
He was placing open mouthed kisses on my neck and sucking lightly, not hard enough to leave a hickey. He licked, nipped, and kissed my neck. I grinded into his hard on harder and he groaned and clenched his eyes shut.
Bottoms up, bottoms up, ey, what's in ya cup
Got a couple bottles, but a couple ain't enough
Bottoms up, bottoms up, throw your hands up
Tell security we bout to tear this club up
Bottoms up, bottoms up, pocket full of green
Girl, you know I love the way you shake it in them jeans
Bottoms up, bottoms up, throw ya hands up
Bottoms up, bottoms up, bottoms up (up, up)
I was about to explode. God, this man is going to be the death of me. All I knew was that I wanted him, needed him, to be mine. Not only physically, but I wanted him to only love me, and I would only love him. Wait what? Do I love him? I thought for a moment. He made me feel good. When we touched, it was like an electric current was running between us. I knew then I was attracted to him, and that I loved him, event if we had only known each other for a few weeks.
My vision's blurred, my words slurred
Its jam packed, a million girls
And I ain't tryin to lead em
We drunk so let me be your alcohol hero
Callin' all the girls, do you hear me?
All around the world, city to city
Cheers to the girls, throw a deuce to the guys
Now I got a chicken and a goose in the ride
Gettin' loose in the ride
Hatin ass nigga you can move to the move to the move to the side
Bottoms up, bottoms up, ey, what's in ya cup
He slapped my ass lightly.I gasped. I heard him chuckle.
Got a couple bottles, but a couple ain't enough
Bottoms up, bottoms up, throw your hands up
Tell security we bout to tear this club up
Bottoms up, bottoms up, pocket full of green
Girl, you know I love the way you shake it in them jeans
Bottoms up, bottoms up, throw ya hands up
Bottoms up, bottoms up, bottoms up (up, up)
Yo, could I get that 'Tron?
Could I get that Remmy?
Could I get that Coke?
Could I get that Henny?
Could I get that margarita on the rock rock rocks?
Could I get that salt all around that rim rim rim rim?
Trey, I was like "Yo Trey"
Do you think you could buy me a bottle of Rose'?
Okay, lets get it now
I'm with a bad bitch he's with his friends
I don't say "Hi", I say "Keys to the Benz"
Keys to the Benz? Keys to the Benz!
Muhfuckin right yeah, weed to the 10
If a bitch try to get cute Imma sock her
Throw a lotta money at her then yell fucka, fucka, fucka,
Then yell fucka.
Then Imma go get my Louisville Slugger
Excuse me, I'm sorry, I'm really such a lady
I rep Young Money
You know Slim, Baby?
And we be doin' donuts while we wavin' the .380
We give a lotta money to the babies out in Haiti
Yellin all around the world,
Do you hear me? Do you like my body?
Anna Nicki
Rest in peace to Anna Nicole Smith
Yes, my dear, you're so explosive
Say hi to Mary, Mary and Joseph
Now bottoms up and double my dosage
Bottoms up, bottoms up, ey, what's in ya cup
Got a couple bottles, but a couple ain't enough
Bottoms up, bottoms up, throw your hands up
Tell security we bout to tear this club up
Bottoms up, bottoms up, pocket full of green
Girl, you know I love the way you shake it in them jeans
Bottoms up, bottoms up, throw ya hands up
Bottoms up, bottoms up, bottoms up (up, up)
Bottoms up, Bottoms up, Bottoms up, Bottoms up, Bottoms up
When the song ended, a slower one came on. I turned around and he slipped his arms around my waist and I slipped mine around his neck. We danced to the song, never looking away from each other's eyes.
The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath.
And emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky
Never revealing their depth.
Tell me that we belong together,
Dress it up with the trappings of love.
I'll be captivated,
I'll hang from your lips,
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above.
He leaned down and put his forehead against mine. I felt eyes on us, but didn't look. I was too captivated in Edward's beautiful topaz eyes.
I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your life.
He started singing along and I smiled at him. He smiled a crooked smile back. It made me melt and my knees weak, but his protective arms, kept me from falling.
And rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed.
You're my survival, you're my living proof.
My love is alive - not dead.
Tell me that we belong together.
Dress it up with the trappings of love.
I'll be captivated,
I'll hang from your lips,
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
I began singing along as well. He looked as captivated as me, even though I knew he would never love or be interested in someone like me. Would he?
And I've dropped out, I've burned up, I've fought my way back from the dead.
I've tuned in, turned on, remembered the things that you said
He cupped my cheek tenderly, lovingly. I couldn't help but lean into his touch. The electricity flared even more powerful than before.
I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your...
I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your life.
Edward started leaning down towards my face. I slowly rose onto my tiptoes until our lips softly touched. It was a sweet and tender kiss. No rush, lust, or roughness. Just…sweet and gentle. And I loved it.
The greatest fan of your life.
…The greatest fan of your life.
He slowly pulled away to look in my eyes. I looked into his. Suddenly, he pulled away from me and out of my arms and ran through the crowd. I couldn't move. He regretted the kiss. He doesn't like me like that. I felt tears fill my eyes and ran out the front door. I ran to my motorcycle, or where I thought it was. I ended up in a dark alley. I looked around. None of this looked remotely familiar.
Suddenly, I heard footsteps. I turned and saw a group of guys. They were just stumbling by, you could tell they were drunk. They stopped when they saw me. I turned around and began walking back to the club, or where I thought it was. But I could hear them following me. I couldn't help it. I looked back. They smirked at me. I turned back and ran as fast as I could. I heard their quick and heavy footsteps. Suddenly, a hand grabbed my shoulder and made me stumble back. I started yelling profanities at the men and kicking and punching.
"No! Please!" I sobbed as they ripped my dress. One of them, the leader, I suppose, began groping my breasts roughly. It hurt and I knew it would bruise. Why, I thought. Why me? I was becoming weak as they continued, but I didn't stop fighting. The one groping my breasts slapped me across the check.
"This will be quick and painless if you would just stay still!" He growled. He lowered his pants and boxers. No, no no no no no no please no! Not this way! Not here! Not now! Not him! Please, if there is a God somewhere, please, help me. Please. I started screaming as loud as I could hoping someone could hear me.
"NOOOO! STOP IT! GET AWAY FROM ME!" I was screaming and sobbing. He just slapped me again.
"Gag her!" He said, and something was stuffed in my mouth. I felt him position himself at my entrance and screamed behind the gag. With one sharp thrust, he broke my barrier, took my virginity, my innocence. The only thing that I had left and he took it from me. I screamed oover and over as he thrust and thrust. The pain hurt so much. Once he was done, his buddies took a turn.
Each one was rough, hard, painful. I couldn't take this pain. I prayed to God that it would end, whether they would stop and leave me to die, or I would die from blood loss or something. Anything that resulted in my death. They left me there, naked and bruised and broken. I heard footsteps, rushing ones. I couldn't move. My body was in lock down against the terrible pain.
"Bella!" I heard a musical, high soprano voice call in horror. I couldn't respond. I felt hands touch my arm. I screamed.
"NO! DON'T TOUCH ME!" I screamed, cringing away from the hand. I heard a sob. It sounded sad. I looked at the people's faces. It was the Cullen's, all except Edward. Rosalie was the one sobbing. Alice looked hurt. Jasper and Emmett looked angry. I rocked back and forth crying into my knees.
"Bella," Alice said soothingly. "We need to get you to a hospital. We need to get you help." I shook my head frantically. I hated hospitals with a passion. And I knew they would ask questions that would make me remember, and Charlie would find out and be very mad at me, and everyone at school would know and stare at me. No. I can't. I felt arms pick me up and started screaming, fighting the person desperately. They were going to hurt me too. That was why they were doing this. They were going to hurt me. I can't let them hurt me too.
"Bella, calm down! Please Bella!" Alice pleaded. I tried. I really did. I stopped screaming, but tears still flooded down my cheeks. I felt fabric on me. I looked down. I was now wearing a brown jacket that covered everything important. I sobbed into the person who was carrying me's chest.
"They wouldn't stop. They wouldn't stop. It hurts. Make it go away. Make them go away. I'm so dirty. I'm so dirty." I repeated those words over and over.
"No, Bella! You are not dirty! Don't ever think that!" Rosalie said. She looked so sad, so broken, like she knew what I was going through. But she was wrong. I am dirty. I am so, so dirty. I'm used. I'm disgusting. The next thing I knew, I was asleep.
It was not peaceful. I dreamt of the men raping me over and over and over, never stopping. The pain wouldn't stop. They wouldn't stop. They told me no one would ever want me after they were through, that I was used goods, I was dirty, I was worthless. I woke up screaming. I was in the hospital. Edward was by my side, his eyes broken and angry. He would never want me now.
"E-Ed-Edward." I stuttered tearfully. He nodded and cupped my cheek. I sobbed and he pulled me into his chest. I didn't care if he didn't want me. Right now, I needed him. I need him always.