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Getting to know my father

Chapter 3

Previously

After that comment Darius is quick to get me out of the studio as he can sense that something's gonna happen if he doesn't "Jude you can go but be at the studio bright and early tomorrow morning ready to record. Just as I'm walking out the door I walk straight into some guy. After I pick myself up off the floor I apologise for not looking where I'm going and before I can say anything I look up to see the person I walked into only to discover that it's Kwest. I have to get out of here before he says something to Tommy about me.

Just as I ran out of G Major Kwest follows me shouting me name. "Jude will you wait I just want to talk to you, please!"

I turn around to see Kwest looking at me like his seen a ghost. I tell Kwest to stop staring at me and come give me a hug. I've known Kwest for quite a while he came like a big brother to me while I was on tour.

Flashback

4 years earlier Jude is standing backstage with Chaz and the guys waiting until it's time to perform, this is the last Boyzattack concert as they are splitting up. As to why they are splitting up no-one knows why I don't think the band themselves know exactly what happened. Tensions are at an all time high at this moment in time as the boyz can't stand to be around each other and are only speaking to each other through the dancers. Talk about being put in the middle this is a nightmare.

While waiting to take the stage I see Kwest talking to a security guard I can't hear what they are talking about but I can only guess it has something to do with Tommy and the fact that he is not here at the moment and no-one seems to know where he is. At this stage Kwest is yelling at the security guard saying that it was his job to ensure that all the band make it to the concert on time.

Just then Tommy walks in as if nothing happened. "Come on people we've got a show to do so let's get going we can't keep our fans waiting."

Let's just say that Tommy and I have had our arguments while on tour stating that he should stay away from the dancers because as soon as he gets what he wants we have to get a new girl. So let me tell you I have no problem letting Tommy know in no uncertain terms that he needs to keep it in his pants.

While on stage Tommy is all over the place and I feel sorry for the girl dancing with him. Tommy bumps into his dancer which then causes a chain reaction which leads to everyone falling on to me, which then forces the rest of the concert to be cancelled as I'm screaming in pain and swearing like a trooper.

The next thing I remember is waking up in hospital and the doctor telling that I'll never be able to dance professional again. What is exactly wrong with me I have no idea as I was high on pain medicine at the time. The last person I remember seeing while in hospital was Kwest he visited every day while I was there and we keep in contact after I left hospital but I guess we kind of drifted apart and I really miss him.

End Flashback

Kwest asks me what I'm doing here at G Major. "I have to go but we'll catch up later" and with that I give him my number. At that exact moment I'm giving Kwest my number Tommy comes out to tell me to be at the studio by 9. "Don't get bent out of shape I'll be there at 9 just make sure you're there as I don't like to be kept waiting." While all this is going on Kwest is just staring at us. I call out to Kwest as I get into my car to give me a call later and we'll talk.

I drive off leaving Tommy standing there looking at Kwest wondering what the hell is going on.

Oh this is gonna be fun.

Later that night I'm sitting at Kwest's house telling him how I came to be at G Major.

Flashback

My mother's lawyer gives me a letter that my mum left me "Come see me after reading the letter and we'll talk."

As he leaves I get the feeling that there's a hell of out more to this than his letting on. Oh well lets read what my mother had to say

Dear Jude

If you are reading this then I'm no longer around and for that I'm truly sorry, I just want you to be happy. I know the last time we spoke we didn't leave things on the best on terms, all I can say is that it is my fault I should of listen to you and maybe there would be no need for this letter cos you would already know everything.

Let me start at the beginning by telling you about your father. I truly loved him and thought that we would be together forever, but by the time I was pregnant I already lost your father to the dark side of the entertainment industry. And I wasn't prepared to lose you to it as well so I did the only thing I could think of I told your father that I had a miscarriage, after I told him that I never saw him again.

But you my dear Jude ALREADY know who you're father is as you have worked for him, and I can say that I'm so proud that you didn't let him or anyone push you around or change who you are.

You're father is none other than DARIUS MILLS.

I know my darling Jude that I should have told you but I was scared to lose you which as things turned out I did anyway.

Now if that wasn't a big enough bombshell to drop on you this next one just might be that. The lawyer that gave you this letter is my husband and we have 2 children together. Twins to be exact one girl and one boy there names are Sarah and William, I love them with all my heart but there was always something missing and that something is YOU Jude.

I hope you can forgive me and let your step father and siblings into your life because everyone needs family and I'm just sorry that I won't be there to see my entire family together all in the one place.

All my love

Mom

End Flashback

"Wow Jude I really don't know what to say, did you go speak to your step father, does D know you're his daughter is that why Tommy was called in especially for you."

"Slow down Kwest, D doesn't know and you're not going to tell he either."

"Ok Jude but I don't like lying to anyone, not anymore"

"Look Kwest don't worry about it I'm going to tell him when the time is right, I just need to figure out how to break the news to him"

The next morning at G Major I walk in to Studio A expecting to see Tommy there but no he's no where to been seen. So I sit on the couch and pull out my journal and start writing, but for some reason I just can't seem to concentrate on any thing at the moment I guess having told Kwest what happen and who my father is, is really playing on my mind. You'd think that it would be great inspiration for song writing but no it's not.

"Jude" Darius pulls me from my thoughts, he seems to be worried about me although I don't know why, surely he doesn't know I'm his daughter and that's the main reason I signed with G Major in the first place.

"Jude we need to talk"

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