Hey again, this chapter is based on the episode 'Yellow Fever' as I decided to bring Kerry into it for a bit of fun! By the way, I apologise if Dean is OOC towards the end, just let me know if he is and i'll probably edit it at some point! Thanks as always!

Oh, and I know this chapter is really short, but then next one is going too be loooooong, so don't worry, i haven't run out of ideas or anything, I just decided to build up to the next chapter that's all.

"Hey Sam, what's up?"

"We have a slight problem. Dean is acting, well, normal"

"What do you mean, normal?"

"As in, he's driving with the speed limits, he won't turn like normal, he's talking about safety. I don't know, he just seems a bit paranoid."

"Ok, leave it with me. I'll speak to Kerry and see what she thinks."

"Ok, thanks Bobby."

Bobby found Kerry in her room, her nose stuck in a book as per usual. He tapped on the door and she looked up at him, a broad smile across her face.

"Hey pop, what's up?"

Bobby explained to Kerry what was going on, and a thoughtful expression crossed her face.

"I thought it was only myth, but it sounds like a thing called ghost sickness."

While Sam and Bobby headed out to defeat the ghost, Kerry deicded to make sure Dean was ok. She knocked on the hotel door but silence is what greeted her, so she let herself in, and immediately tripped over something and ended up sprawled out on the floor.

"What the-?"

Her eyes widened as she caught sight of the officer on the floor, and she flew back into a standing position and ran into the bedroom, calling out for Dean. She found him lying on the floor, crying out and clawing at his chest, and every now and then he whispered Lilith's name. Kerry ran forward and pulled him into a seating position. She tried to get him to look at her but he was beyond help.

"Dean! Come on, this is all in your head! Lillith is not here, she's never GOING to be here!"

For a few seconds, Dean continued to writhe on the floor when suddenly he went limp. Kerry felt for a pulse, but there was none.

"Dean! DEAN! DEAN!" She screamed.

She lay his body back down on the floor, and moved as far away from him as she could. Twice. Twice now, she had seen him die. She buried her head in her arms and tried to control herself, but she knew she couldn't hold the tears back for long. Just as she felt she was about to explode, she heard a loud gasp followed by the sounds of haggard breathing. Her head shot up, and she saw that Dean was alive! She flew over to him and threw herself at him, hugging him tightly. Once Dean gathered his bearings and realised that it was Kerry hugging him, he loosely hugged her back before standing up.

The following day, the four of them stood next to the Impala each of them with a beer. Sam made a crack about Dean not being able to handle the next hunt, and Kerry laughed at Dean's reaction. Dean turned to face her.

"Yeah, yeah, laugh it up. You get scared too"

"Yeah, true, but at least I don't run away screaming from an iddy-bitty Yorkshire Terrier, dude"

Dean glowered and instantly regretted telling her about that. The other two looked at the pair in confusion, but Kerry refused to tell them, which left them even more confused, and led to Dean forgiving her for saving him the embarrassment. He put an arm round her shoulders and kissed the top of her head in thanks, and Kerry grinned up at him.

"So, what do you think? Fairies for your next hunt? I think Dean could just about manage that!" Kerry joked.

Dean ignored her and carried on drinking, but Bobby and Sam both creased up with laughter. Kerry smiled at them. She'd missed this. It'd been so long since she'd seen them all this carefree that she actually felt like crying, but she managed to control herself as she didn't want to have to explain to them why she suddenly had an emotional moment.

The following day, Dean and Sam decided to head down to New Mexico as there had been reports of a possible possession. Having nothing better to do, Kerry decided to tag along. Sam was allowed to drive the mustang, as Kerry realised he'd never actually driven it, plus Dean said he wanted to talk to her. She sat next to Dean in a comfortable silence for the first couple of hours, and occassionally hummed along to a couple of the songs, but on the whole, she was content to just stare out the wimdow at the passing scenery. She suddenly felt Dean's gaze on her, and inside, she knew that it was time for their talk.

"So." She said.

Dean smirked and patted her leg.

"So. Thanks for yesterday. Even though I didn't see you standing there, I don't know, I just felt you there, you know?"

Kerry nodded and quickly leant over to kiss him on the cheek. Behind them, Sam beeped the horn of her car, and Kerry's response was to flip him the finger. She glanced back at him to see that he was shaking his head and laughing with a face splitting smile spread across his face. Kerry grinned back before turning her attention back to Dean.

"Anything else you want to say while we're in chick flick mode?" she asked.

Dean nodded, which surprised her.

"Yeah. Were you going to keep it? When you found out."

Kerry didn't need him to explain. She knew he meant the baby. Her hand reached down to her stomach and she gazed softly at it for a few seconds before answering.

"Yes, I was. You were gone, and that baby was a part of you. By having an abortion I may as well have killed you myself that day. I just couldn't do it. It sounds selfish, but I wasn't ready to lose you, and by keeping the baby it meant I would have been able to keep a part of you alive."

Dean turned to face her, but before saying anything to her, he swallowed and picked his phone up.

"Sam? You go on ahead."

He put the phone down and pulled off to the side of the road. Kerry watched as Sam continued and the next thing she knew, Dean grabbed both sides of her face and pulled her gently towards him, capturing her lips in a searing kiss. She automatically wrapped her arms round him and moved closer to him and as they pulled away, she could see that Dean had a fine sheen of tears building up.

"Thank you." He whispered.

Kerry kissed him softly one more time.

"I would do it again in a heartbeat." She admitted.

Dean nodded and pulled her in for another kiss. He then took his ring that he always wore off and put it on her thumb, the only finger she had that it would fit on.

"This was my dad's wedding ring. Just before he died he gave it to me. I want you to have it, as a reminder that I'm always there for you."

Kerry smiled and brushed away her tears. Dean kissed her one final time before declaring that he was hungry and wanted to meet up with Sam at the diner further up the road. Kerry laughed and sat back in her seat, once more falling into a comfortable silence as she returned to gazing out the window, her right hand unconsciously playing with the ring on her left thumb.