I,m sick and tired of being sick and tired
It,s you that I,m missing
It,s like my brain is wired up
and there,s a glitch in my system
You,re like a drug and now my blood won,t stop itching
I,m in critical condition
someone let me out of this prison

"She'll never know. We'll keep it a secret," the blonde, blue eyed man whispered as he leaned down and kissed the blonde beneath him. She was giving into him and he knew it. His fingers slowly worked the buttons on her blouse and his kisses trailed to her neck.

"But you love her. You are with her. We can't do this," she said while running her fingers through his hair. His mouth felt so wonderful on her and she didn't care that he was with someone else at this point. She decided that she was going to have him no matter what as her fingers clawed at his back and pulled his shirt over his head. His body was perfection and she rolled him over and kissed her way down his toned body. "I want you so bad," she whispered as her lips finally reconnected to his.

"I want you too, Kris," he said as he smirked and popped the button on her pants.

"Cut," the director yelled. "Perfect, that scene was amazing. I think we got it all so we can call it a day."

It,s like my mind is playing tricks on me lately
I could of sworn that you are still my baby
I,m on a merry-go-round
going around, driving me crazy

Lucas helped the young girl get off of him and threw back on his shirt before heading to his trailer. He couldn't wait to get back to Brooke. She had come to work with him today and he hadn't gotten to spend much time with her in-between takes. She wasn't allowed onto set for the last few hours when the love scenes were being filmed, something he was kind of thankful for. He knew she didn't want to watch him with other girls and he couldn't blame her. He was sure he would go nuts if he had to watch another guy with his hands all over her, even if it was only work. It was strange because usually Lucas would be sick of the girls he had picked by now, but six months in and he was always looking forward to the next time he got to see her. He loved her and he couldn't see that changing ever, she was the girl for him and that is something he has slowly realized the past few weeks. He laughed as he thought of her as he made his way back to his trailer.

He turned the corner and saw her laughing with another actor that he didn't get along with too much. He kept his cool and wasn't going to let it bother him. He loved Brooke and he trusted her, she was just talking to him because she was bored while Lucas worked. He went into the trailer and changed back into his old clothes before heading back out. He saw Brooke exchanging numbers with that spoiled-rotten playboy who tried to sleep with everything that walked. Okay maybe he wasn't in check and his jealous side was kicking into overdrive. He approached them and made a point to embrace Brooke and kiss the side of her head.

"Hey Scott, I gotta tell you that you scored well with this one. She's quite a catch," James said.

"I didn't need you to tell me something I already knew," Lucas said back with a hint of annoyance.

"Lucas," Brooke mumbled at him and elbowed him lightly, enough for him to let go of her. "Okay you ready to go," she said trying to change the subject. She got a mumbled yes from Lucas and turned to James.

"It was really good talking with you and we'll catch up soon," Brooke said as she pulled James in for a hug. She knew Lucas was fuming behind her, but really this was just innocent. She knew James when they were younger and hadn't seen him for years. There was nothing but friendship there, although Lucas didn't know that.

That,s why it feels like
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
won,t somebody, anybody
please just turn the lights on
I won,t take one step
I can,t see what,s coming next
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
can,t see at all

Brooke and Lucas hadn't said much to eachother on the car ride home, but she knew he was upset about something. She knew what that something was but she wasn't about to bring it up because it really was innocent. She followed behind as he went into the house.

"I'm going to make something for dinner, anything in particular you want," she asked his retreating form. He mumbled a whatever before she finally snapped. "What is your problem?"

He finally stopped and turned to face her. "Why are you giving other guys your number? That guy is a total sleeze ball."

She gave a small chuckle. "This is why you are all jealous? Seriously Lucas! I've known James since I was a little girl and we were just catching up."

"Are you blind? Did you not see the way he was looking at you? It was like he wanted to take you right there," Lucas said arguing back.

"You are too funny Broody. Trust me he wasn't looking at me like that. If you had gotten there earlier you would have heard how we were making fun of eachother. There is absolutely no feelings, let alone sexual attraction there. And if you have a problem that we exchanged phone numbers," she said as she put her hands on her hips and glared at him. "Well get over it because you have a lot of girls numbers in your phone, and I am pretty positive that you have slept with half of them," she said as she stalked off to the kitchen.

Lucas grumbled as he slammed the door to his room and headed into the shower. He knew she had a point but he really couldn't help it. He got so jealous when she was around other guys.

Dinner was quite between the two. They had small talk but it wasn't anything too big. Brooke wasn't in the mood to argue and she knew that Lucas felt like an idiot so she was just going to let it go. Lucas cleaned up as she went into the livingroom. She felt her phone vibrate and let out a chuckle when she saw the message.

Message from James: It was really good 2 c u. Hope I didn't get u in trouble w/LS. He looked kinda pissed

She typed back a message and closed her phone as she rested against the couch. She smiled when she felt Lucas come behind the couch and rub her shoulders as she layed her head back. She felt his lips lower to hers and he gave her a soft kiss.

Used to see my world in color girl
when you left me it,s like my world turned gray
turn my winter into summer girl
why won,t you help me turn night to day
I can,t eat, I can,t sleep, I can,t think at all
honestly it feels like I ain,t living no more
can,t say no more, can,t see no more

"I love you," he said as he came from behind the couch and sat next to her, pulling her tiny frame into his.

"I know you do," she said as she rested her head against his chest.

"And you love me."

"Somedays," she teased as she heard him laugh. She opened her eyes and moved so she was straddling his waist. She brought her hands to his face and held his cheeks as she spoke. "I love you Lucas Scott. So much it's crazy and even when you are all crazy and jealous I still find a part of me that love you more and more each day." She gave him a few small kisses before deepening the kiss for a few minutes and then falling back onto the couch.

"I wanna ask you something Brooke."

"Ask away," she said as she smiled up at him. They had these fun conversations a lot lately and it was a part of their relationship that she loved the most. She had learned so much about him from these little 'ask & tells', as she called them.

"Move in with me," he said as he layed his body next to hers on the couch.

She let out a small laugh and ran her fingers through his hair. "No."

"Why not," he asked a little stunned that she said no. They pretty much lived together already as it was. He wasn't sure what would make her hesitate to make it official now.

She just shrugged her shoulders. "Because I don't feel like it. We have a good thing going here Lucas. Lets just do what we are doing and be okay with it."

"Brooke we pretty much already live together now. I just would like it if we had that stability of living together. I think it would be a good point for us in the relationship to take it to the next level," he said as he ran his hands over her toned tummy, lightly brushing his fingertips along the rim of her pj bottoms. He noticed her hesitation. "You afraid if we officially live together you'll get sick of me," he joked as he pressed a soft, sweet kiss to her lips.

She ran her fingers along his bottom lip and just gazed at him. God she was so in love with him that sometimes it hurt, but she was comfortable with the way things were. "Just give it some time Luke. I don't want to rush into things with you. We are happy and I don't intend on going anywhere anytime soon. I just like how things are right now."

"I feel like you're withholding on me," he joked. "Are you waiting to say yes until I give you more of a commitment," he asked. He was genuinely interested in that question but he noticed her shake her head no. "What if I asked you to marry me and start a family with me? Would that be what it takes?" Usually this line of thought would flip him out but in all honesty he was ready for it with her, be it tomorrow or ten years down the road.

"Are you insane? We have been together for less than a year. We are in our early twenties Luke. There is no need to rush marriage," she said as she smirked at him.

"Well I have a ring in the top drawer of my dresser waiting for you when you are all ready to say yes." He saw the looked that crossed her face, but she calmed and then just laughed. He knew she was just thinking that he was joking but he really did have a ring for when she was ready. He had bought it just a few days prior because he knew that this was it for him. He was happy and ready to settle down. He had met his match in Brooke and it didn't matter how young he was now. There would never be another Brooke Davis and he wasn't going to let her slip by him.

"Okay," he said as he thought for a minute. "What about babies? You wanna make a baby with me," he joked. He knew that she knew that he was just pulling her chain because she was just smirking below him. He adjusted his body so he was now positioned above her while his hands worked on her pj bottom strings. "You know how much I love the practice so lets practice," he said as he ground his hips into hers, letting her know how much he wanted her.

"You really want me to have your baby one day," she asked as she bit her bottom lip to keep a moan from escaping.

He lifted her shirt and brought his mouth to her belly, kissing all over. "I can't wait for you to get all fat and to know I put it there. That we will have created the most beautiful baby in the world. With our genes this child will be blessed," he laughed. He looked up at her and tried to be as serious as he could. "Not to mention how good it will look on my career when I am a dotting father," he laughed as she lightly slapped him on the side of the head.

"Way to ruin the moment Lucas Eugene Scott," she fake pouted. She loved that he was starting to talk about serious things in the future. She had never really done this with anyone else and it made her feel secure in the relationship that much more.

"I'm just kidding baby," he said as he pulled her face to his and kissed her hard. "Whenever you want a baby, we'll do it," he said inbetween kisses.

She started to pull at his belt buckle when her phone started ringing.

"Just ignore it," he said as he moved his kisses to her next and kissed the spot he knew drove her wild. She moaned in pleasure as she undid his buckle. The phone started going off again so she stopped, much to Lucas's protests, and answered. Lucas growled into the cushion above his shoulder and pulled away.

"Hey Haley," Brooke said seeing the aggravation come over her boyfriend. He could wait this one time. It wasn't like they weren't together at every possible moment.

"I'm going to run to the store. You want anything baby," he asked as he grabbed his keys. She shook her head no but jumped off the couch to stop him. She told Haley to hold a minute as she kissed Lucas and told him how much she loved him. They had this thing that they didn't leave without saying it lately and she just felt the urge more than ever to let him know.

"I'll be back soon. I love you," he said as he winked and headed out the door with his brunette love watching him go.

I don,t understand how one minute I just had it all
now I can,t reach you cos I,m tied up with this straight jacket on
I can,t breathe

Baby that,s why it feels like
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
won,t somebody, anybody
please just turn the lights on
I won,t take one step
I can,t see what,s coming next
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
can,t see at all

Okay I think there is only one chapter after this left. I'm really going back and forth with it though because I'm not sure how I feel about it. I'm hoping to have it up shortly, but review and let me know what you think. Sorry for the delay, but life happens. I don't own the characters or lyrics.

Oh and check out Time To Start Again by ...this is an amazing Brucas Story!

Lyrics are by Jay Sean: Lights Off