It was Friday and everyone was extremely excited, except for Kurt. He didn´t want to go home for Christmas. At least not this year. He didn´t want to share room with Finn, who hated him for some unrealistic reason, and he definitely didn´t want to leave Blaine. Tomorrow was Christmas Eve and he wouldn´t be able to even visit Blaine. Carol and his dad had made some "very important plans" and just because this was their first Christmas with Carol and Finn, Kurt hadn´t had the guts to complain. He sighed when his bag once again flew open and he had to start all over. He didn´t understand, everything had fitted in the huge bag when he transferred, but now… Kurt got frustrated and sad at the same time. He didn´t know what to do with his tiny body and with all those feelings. . Was he supposed to cry, to scream or just supposed to call Blaine and beg him to come over. He sat down on his bed and held his face tightly in his pale hands. The tears came with no warning and at the same time, someone knocked on the door. His mind didn´t feel like open it but his instincts took over. On the other side of the threshold he found a familiar face, a gorgeous and very handsome face. It was Blaine. But this time he didn´t really look as happy and supportive, instead he looked sad. Blaine sighed and opened his mouth.

"Can I come in?" Kurt nodded and moved so he could enter.

"Are you alright?" Kurt´s voice was frail and shaky from all the crying earlier but he continued. "What have happened?" He went over to Blaine, took his hand and kissed his neck. Blaine slowly turned to face Kurt. His gorgeous brown eyes were wet and just like diamonds the water left his eyes. He grabbed Kurt, hugged him tightly and Kurt could feel worm drops of silky water drain down his spine. He heard sobs coming from the taller teenager and that broke his heart. He had never seen Blaine this fragile before. Usually Kurt was the crying one and Blaine the strong one..

"Blaine, it´s okay. Tell me what happened." Kurt hadn´t noticed tears streaming down from his own eyes either. He tried to stop them, he tried to look as strong as possible but it was almost not even worth trying. Instead he just held Blaine, tight.

"Kurt nothing´s wrong." He stuttered "I´m just gonna miss you, that´s all." He pulled away and Kurt took his hands. He moved his face closer to Blaine´s and pressed his wet lips against the perfection of Blaine´s.

"I´m gonna miss you too." Kurt said and kissed him once again. "You have no idea how much it hurts to see you like this". He forced a small smile to enter the surface of sadness and he backed out of Blaine's hug and started packing the damn bag once again.

"Want some help?" Blaine´s voice was much more intense now than earlier and Kurt received the help with arms wide open.

Somehow they managed to shut the bag and leave the room without anyone or anything getting hurt or ruined. Their hands were knit as they walked down the huge stair that led right into a huge lunch restaurant. Either Kurt or Blaine were going to eat so they left and went to the parking lot were Kurt´s car was parked. The silver Hummer impressed Blaine every time he saw it. He didn´t know that Kurt was into cars, but it was hot so it didn't hurt.

"Blaine.." Kurt said with a hint of embarrassment in his voice. "I love you." Kurt´s face turned red. Blaine´s entire body felt so free. It was like his heart had carried a heavy stone and just with Kurt saying those words, the stone lifted up to the skies and exploded in a thousand fireworks.

"I love you more" Blaine replied and he could see how Kurt´s face shun up.

"But I have to go now. I bet dad already has called the coops." Kurt smiled as he kissed his boyfriend on the lips and opened the door and sat down in his car."Take care, okay!" He teased. "I really don´t want to lose you.." Blaine kissed Kurt on his forehead and closed the door.

"I will." The door blocked his words but Kurt was a good lip reader, so he understood.

"I love you" Kurt whispered as he turned on his car and pulled out of there. Completely destroyed and very fragile. His phone vibrated, it was Blaine.

BE CAREFU. DON'T THINK I CAN LIVE A LIFE WITHOUT FOR THE RECORD, SAY HEY TO MR SHUESTER FROM ME. I´M SURE HE WANTS TO KNOW MY NAME. HAHA. KIDDING. BUT ANYWAY. DRIVE SAFE.-Blaine. Kurt smiled and taped back.

I DON'T KNOW IF I´M READY TO FACE HIM, HE KINDA EMBARREST ME, AND YOU, FOUR WEEKS I WILL DRIVE SAFE. He putted his phone back in his pocket. Kind of hurt that Blaine didn´t respond to what Kurt had said just before he left" I love you". His phone vibrated once again and this time Kurt knew, it would be impossible to live a life without Blaine.

AND OFCOURSE, I LOVE YOU TOO. IN FACT, I LOVE AND MISS YOU MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW.I´LL CALL YOU LATER.- Blaine.

Kurt turned the car around and headed back to Dalton. He had only been driving for about 2 or 3 minutes so it didn´t take long. The first thing he saw when he got back was a handsome guy with dark curly hair and a freakishly adorable smile. A smile that could light up the entire world , at least Kurt´s.

Kurt ran out of his car and into a warm and safe hug.

"Did I ever say that I love you" Blaine's words surrounded Kurt´s heart, held it worm and protected.

"Yeah you did."