Kurt´s POV
Kurt´s drive home was safe, he didn´t get hurt although it felt like someone had punched him in the stomach, at least five hundred times. He felt empty. Like something very important had left his body. Kurt knew it was Blaine's smell, his appearance and his touch that encouraged these problems. He was five minutes away from a warm and safe house, a wonderful family and a delicious dinner, why did he even bother to complain. Or rather, dare. Millions of kids all over the world didn't even have a home, food or even love. He should be happy, or at least not sad. Despite the storm he managed to make his way back to his house. It was beautiful decorated and the happiness that shun through the windows did almost heal his longing. Kurt got out of his car and when he opened the door, a wall of warmth hit him. He recognized the smell, his and his dad´s smell. Even though a small hint of Finn´s football shoes and Carols wonderful cooking filled his sense.
"Kurt?" Carol asked from the kitchen. He didn´t get the chance to answer before she threw herself at him. "Honey we´ve missed you so much, you have no idea." She didn´t let go until Kurt´s dad came down the stair and smiled right at his son.
"Kurt, buddy." He hugged his son tightly and Kurt could feel the hole in his heart heal, slowly but still heal. "How are you." He backed off so he could really look at his son. Kurt knew he had gotten taller, and along the way, thinner. "You´ve gotten taller , kid. I told you that would happen."
"Hey Kurt." A familiar voice called from the basement. It was Finn's. Kurt´s face shun up. Even though Finn could be irritating, messy and truth be told disgusting, he had missed him.
"Yeah." Kurt answered while taking off his jacket.
"Come down here already!" Okay, this was weird. He grabbed his bag and smiled gently at Carol and his dad before he headed down towards his and Finn´s big room. He opened the door and a bunch of screaming people welcomed him home.
"WELCOME HOME KURT" He felt his eyes watering, this was unreal. Mercedes, Artie, Sam, Brittany, Quinn, Puck, Santana, Mike, Tina, Rachel and even Mr. Shue were there. His family, his best friends hadn´t forgotten him. The tears streamed down his pale face. He just stood there. Kurt couldn´t believe his eyes. He felt a warm and safe hug.
"Kurt, we´ve missed you. I mean. I´ve missed you" Finn let go of Kurt when Mercedes obnoxiously made her way through.
"Kurtie, white boy. I´ve missed you and your fashion tips more than you can ever imagine."She smiled and Kurt smiled back. Happier that in a very long time. As the evening passed by, the hole in Kurt´s chest tore up. He had hard time breathing and even though every one was so nice and happy, he still could feel the tense in the room.
Beautiful Christmas songs started filling out the silence. Everyone had sung their favorite song. Brittany and Santana had sung "Christmas tree" by Lady Gaga. A personal favorite of his. Quinn and Sam sung "Every Christmas Eve" by Johnny Mathis, Mercedes and Puck sang "Christmas lights" by Coldplay and Artie, Mike and Tina sung "Christmas time" by Michelle Barone. Everyone were amazing, especially Sam and Quinn. But he wondered why Rachel and Finn didn´t sing. They, or at least Rachel, always took every opportunity to show off their talents. Something was definitely wrong, really wrong. Mr. Shue didn't sing either. But that didn´t really bother him. Now it was Kurt´s turn and he had picked out a song, based on his feelings. The music started and he prepared his voice.
" I don´t want a lot for Christmas. There is just one thing I need." Kurt tried not to cry as he continued. "I don´t care about the presents, underneath the Christmas tree." He took a deep breath " I just want you for my own, more than you could ever know. Make my wish come true. All I want for Christmas, is you." Everyone started clapping when the song got a beat and speeded up. Kurt continued the song but something didn´t feel right. Somehow he knew his wish wouldn´t come true.
"I won´t ask for much this Christmas, I won´t even wish for snow. I´m just gonna keep on waiting, underneath the mistletoe." He started walking around, begging for his wish to come true. "I won't make a list and send it. To the North Pole for Saint Nick. I won´t even stay awake to hear those magic reindeer click." Kurt´s stomach hurt and he felt his eyes tear up.
Blaine's POV
It was a long and cold drive to Lima. Blaine couldn´t wait to surprise Kurt. He had met Kurt´s dad once before. He thought he was kind of scary. But Blaine had never met Finn and Carol. He wondered if Kurt had told them. Told them that they were not just friends. The thoughts got Blaine´s attention and his body became worm. He loved Kurt. He really did. He loved the way he walked, sang, even the way he blushes when he gets uncomfortable. Blaine didn´t realize that he was in Lima until he reached Kurt´s neighborhood. He drove, a bit faster than usually, and parked his car just around the corner to Kurt´s house. He hurried to the front door and knocked. Kurt lived in a beautiful house, though it didn´t really surprise him. The door almost hit him in the head. A middle-aged man with a smile on his face was the one he could blame. Burt Hummel.
"Well hello Blaine." Burt smiled. "Come-on in. Kurt´s down stairs." He invited Blaine and headed back to the kitchen. Blaine took off his jacket and walked down the white giant stair that reached down to Kurt´s, and from what he´d heard Finn´s room. He could hear Kurt sing. But somehow it didn´t really sound a whole lot like him. He sounded sad, almost depressed.
"I just wanna see my baby, standing right outside my door." Blaine immediately got a plan. He cleared his throat and opened the door carefully. He kind of regretted it when he saw Kurt´s entire Glee club at McKinley. They all stared. Blaine assumed Kurt hadn´t told them anything, and he understood. Kurt hadn't really noticed anything yet, his incredibly beautiful back faced Blaine when he filled in the sentences with Kurt.
"I just want you for my won, more than you could ever know." Kurt turned around. His beautiful face shun up and his bright blue eyes stared right into Blaine´s.
"Make my wish come true. All I want for Christmas is you" Blaine continued alone because Kurt had burst out in tears.
"Hey Kurt" Blaine said when he reached the younger boy. Blaine took Kurt´s hand and squeezed it tightly."You mind if I stay over Christmas. I talked with your dad and he sai…" Kurt´s lips interrupted his sentence and the entire McKinley Glee club cheered.
"Please stay" Kurt´s whisper made Blaine´s heart melt.
"I will. And for the record. Stop crying. I hate to see you sad." Blaine couldn´t help the tears that pressed behind his eyeball.
"Well what if it´s happy tears" Kurt responded with a shaky voice.
"I love you" Blaine pressed his lips against Kurt´s once again.
" I love you too".