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ok um, calm down Shadows, ok peoples, this here chappy is for :

CrazyIndigoChild: I dont know how i write like it, it just...happens, im glad you dont think that the 'Work your magic' chappy wasnt awkward, i hate it when they are :D i hope tis doesnt amke you angry again :D anyways enjoy...

HumanGuineapig: i always like to think of Tugger as protective instead of the pervert most others think, like he cares about the kits instead of being horrid to them and like to sing to them a stuff...because i'm a soppy git :D

MunksAngelQueen2010: You're review made me smile, i'm glad I manage to get all the emotions across to you, i hope you enjoy this chappy too :D:D

When you say nothing at all - Ronan Keating

The whole Jellicle Junkyard sat in anticipation of the news we were all dreading. Jenny, Jelly, Munkustrap and Tugger were inside. Jelly and Jenny to prepare his body for departure when he passed and Munk and Tugger for his last words of wisdom.

Old D was dieing, we knew it and it was known this was his most likely his last rebirth on this planet. We all hated for him to leave us, he had been a role model to most of us all our lives, and a father figure to those of us without any. He protected us and cared for us but if he was finally be reunited with his loved ones and be happy once more we would all deal with it.

After a long night the kit's who refused to go to bed and their parents, too upset to argue, had fallen asleep in huddles some still whispered nervously with bleary eyes and most of the adults had gone into overdrive, instead of being tired they bounced on the spot, their gaze's flitting here and there. Some who were to nervous to comprehend burst into nervous laughter at nothing before muttering to themselves to be quiet.

We hadn't expected it to be this long, It made us all want to know what was happening, I knew it must have been driving the psychics insane, even I, with minimal psychic ability, could pick out the tension from every cat. Every shuffle from inside the den was heard, but no voices, they were talking quieter than what they moved. After an eternity, or what felt like one, Munkustrap stepped out, eyes red but now dry. He straightened his back and addressed the crowd.

"I'm sorry to say Old Deuteronomy, my father, passed away a few minutes ago, he asked me to pass on his best wishes to the Jellicles here, he knows he will miss you all very much," Munkstrap said as he suppressed a choked sob before continuing. Several of the cats in the clearing began to cry, I fazed out then. I, although upset for his parting sat watching the den for Tugger to emerge from behind the curtains.

"He needs you," Munkustraps' voice came from beside me, I jumped a little.

"Go talk to him," Munk ordered pushing me forward. I nodded and walked up the steps worried of what I would find inside the den. I took a breath and slipped into the den, the despair was so thick in here it could have been cut with a knife, it was suffocating. I could hear Jenny and Jelly whispering in the other room. Old D's body was no where to be found. They were already preparing his body then, they worked quickly, I guess it was for the best.

In the corner of the room I saw Tugger who was obviously taking this the hardest, he sat shaking with tears, holding one of his fathers blankets as he rocked. I bit my lip, this was going to be hard.

"Tugger, Hun," I breathed as I sat down beside him and wrapped my arms around him. He simply leaned into me and cried into my shoulder. I shushed him for a while before he calmed down. He looked up at me and smiled a little shakily.

"It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart,"

I sighed rubbing his arm comfortingly.

"Without saying a word you can light up the dark,"

Tugger breathed the words, still holding onto me tight.

"Try as I may I can never explain What I hear when you don't say a thing"

I purred lightly content for the moment, Tuggers lips turned up, just a fraction, but it was something.

"The smile on your face let's me know that you need me,"

I sung lightly, stroking his head fur as I did.

"There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me The touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever I fall,"

Tugger continued shakily, I smiled down at him

"You say it best, when you

say nothing at all."

I murmured drying his face of tears.

"Misto…" Tugger trailed of holding me tight still.

"Yes Tugs?" I questioned running my paws over his mane gently.

"Do you think we're missing something?" he asked gently, his question surprised me but I considered it seriously for a good few seconds before finally coming to a conclusion.

"Sometimes I think we just need someone who needs us, who needs protecting more than we do…" I trailed off - we both knew what I was implying and we both knew it was the one thing we could never have.

"We cant, I know," Tugger ended with I sigh. That sigh broke my heart.

"I wish it were different too. I wish we could but its impossible," I ended bluntly as I buried my face in Tuggers head fur. Mourning what had been lost and what we couldn't have.

Right, this is where it ALL changes and prolly will get really complicated because...well, i like complicated plots, (not that this is very complicated just a bit weird and confusing, i mean i dont know how even i thought this plot up so yea...) if you have any Questions for any chapters onwards please dont worry bout asking because otherwhys you'lljust end up a big ball of confusion... yea, i'm sure there was something else...

RIGHT! i remember, right for chapter ten, its the final chapter and is basically split into three bits, so if ya want, you can have it spilt into three short chapters or have a long one (long for me anyways) and finish it all in one go. you decide, tell me what you want! :D