Right the first off the last three chapters now and i know a few people will hate me cuz of what i've done, But! wait, it isnt the end here so matter may change...not saying they will, but they might :D

This chapter is for:

MunkusAngelQueen2010 : Im loving your reviews and finding how they make you feel, in fact ima ready for the onslaught of hatred from you after this chapter, ok? ok, dont hate me...please?

HGP : Yea i spotted that just now um, getting straight to it and i know, that song is brilliant, i can listen to it forever if needed

and cjfreeman : Tugger is always pretty fatherly in my eyes, looking after the kits when Jennys not around, i thinkhe'd be a rockin' dad :D lolz i love Mira and Darin too :D

Tears of an Angel - Ryandan

Part 1

My self and the other Mystics had all sensed it. A coming battle, the Jellicles had prepared as much as we could. We put a magic stronghold up around the kittens and Queens who couldn't fight, they all crammed into Jenny's infirmary. Other Queens like Bomba, Tantomile, Cassandra and Exotica were at the front lines like all the Toms past kitten hood that could fight were as well.

I don't remember the fight beginning, there was an explosion of light and sudden fighting burst throughout the front lines. I saw Darin get thrown past my face. Was I glad for magic then. I flung my arms out and stopped him from breaking his neck before turning to the crowd of unfamiliar black cats and throwing lightening at all of those in sight. I punched the air in victory as several fell before i was thrown to the floor. I rolled over to see someone that I hadn't in years. Admetus. I jumped up glared as he just smirked.

"Told you that you would regret leaving me," he smirked. The chaos was blocked out as we stood calmly watching each other, That Monster started rambling on about how he'd been planning this for years, how he could so easily destroy my family and the Junkyard. I held my paw up, interrupting him

"I'm done with you" I hissed as I pulled him into a head lock. Admetus instantly started to scratched at my forearm.

"To late" I hissed as I grabbed his jaw and twisted. When I let his body fall his eyes stared up at me in shock as his body lay on its stomach, his neck twisted into the un-natural angle. The fight from then on was a blur for me to finish it.

"Darin!" I shouted as he limped over to me.

"Dad, are you all right?" he asked taking in account my snagged fur that bleed from my collar, my torn up arm and my usually white chest that was now red.

"Fine" I smiled, Darin looked doubtful.

"I did more damage to my opponents than they did for me, go to Jenny and get your leg looked at" I smiled sending him off as I continued my duty of going though the half or completely dead body's, finding ours, getting them sorted out or getting them prepared for burial or throwing out the dirt that littered our ground. Dead or alive. I was glad when I found that many of our own did not die, only a few. Amongst the few that did was : Asparagus Junior, Exotica and Pouncival.

"Oh Bast!" I heard Plato gasp from somewhere to my left.

"What's up?" I questioned as I turned to him, Plato looked up with a look of despair.

"I'm so sorry" Plato whispered with the face of a Tom who saw a whole world being blow up in front of him. I quickened my pace, worried by that look, never had I seen a face like that before, never those emotions. When I looked to Plato's feet I knew what world had been blow up then. It was mine. I collapsed to my knees at the sight in front of me. I couldn't breath as I did my best not to cry out my heartbreak. I felt so betrayed as I place my paw on his cheek. How could Everlasting cat do this to such a brilliant being. I shut my eyes tight against reality trying to banish the image of the congealed blood in his mane and the large metal spike protruding from his chest.

"Misto" whispered a voice that I had wanted to hear the most that second.

"Tugger?" I questioned back alert with the unlikeliest of this situation. I looked down on him to stare into his now blood shot eyes that used to be a wonderful shade of caramel.

"I knew you'd come, if I waited long enough" Tugger smiled, his voice stronger than you would have expected for such a state. Even with hope blossoming in my heart I knew these were his last moments, as I'm sure he did too. Despite the pain he must have been in his lips quirked into a small smile.

"Are the kits safe?" He asked coughing up a little blood as he did.

"Of course," I smiled weakly as I stroked Tuggers head fur.

"Is there anything…?" Tugger trailed off, I knew how it was going to end, there was no need to finish it.

"No, if there was I would have done it already." I sighed, even Tugger still clung to hope, it was painful to see it leave his eyes so quickly.

"But believe me, if I had to I would sell my soul to the devil right now," my slight chuckle was drowned by a sob, it didn't sound right.

"I don't doubt you for a second," Tuggers own choked words were forced. For a moment there was no more to say.

"Mistoffelees?" Tugger spoke quietly, as tears left his own eyes.

"Yes?" I questioned as tears fell from my eyes and splashed to the floor.

"Can I ask you for three something's?" he asked, I nodded.

"Of course, Anything!" I spoke Quickly, wiping away my tears with one paw, holding Tuggers with the other.

"First, don't forget abut me…" Tuggers salt tears mixed with the cuts on his face as he spoke, to be honest though I was baffled by his demand.

"How could I forget you?" I questioned baffled.

"You saved me, you showed me love and life all in under five minutes, of course I wont forget you!" I exclaimed gripping his paws tightly.

"No, I mean, the little things, I don't just mean the big things, like what I looked like or the big parts in our life together, but everything, even the littlest things, how I would hum you to sleep or how we first met as kittens or how I smell, or how you used to play me into getting what you wanted, everything until the battle started" Tugger explained, I flicked through all our memories before nodding, seeming that it was still fresh, as if it were yesterday.

"Of course." I smiled as I remembered the time Mira turned him pink. Tugger nodded before closing his eyes briefly.

"Second, don't mourn my death, Celebrate my life, it's the best way to be remembered," Tugger grinned a little as he held onto my paws tightly, so tight it drew a little blood, I didn't mind.

"Sure." I nodded seriously before waiting for the next request.

"And Third" Tugger said with a deep breath, closing his eyes for a little longer now.

"Kiss me" he smiled with that breath, his eyes not opening as he closed them wearily. I didn't hesitate as I watched his last few breaths leave him. I softly placed my lips on his as his last breath left him. His pain was finally over, which, in one way was a relief, in others It tore me apart, I no longer knew how to cope, which way was up and which was down, what was left and what was right. I no longer knew the world which only five hours before had been a fairytale. But that was exactly what it was, a fairytale story that I had to leave and come back to reality. As these thoughts whirled around my brain and the world went out of focus I savoured the taste of my mate and the feel of his still warm body. Soon enough I couldn't find my way back from the void, it went black.

OK WAIT ON SECOND BEFORE YOU PRESS THE REVIEW BUTTON AND THROW FLAMES AT ME UNTIL IM A SCORCHED PEICE OF FLESH!

i honestly didnt want to kill Tugger but, it was either kill him off or make him seem like a really nasty person so my misto was heart broken. i thought it was better for him to die for his tribe ok? my reasoning, now you can flame me if you still think its necissary, (meh who cares about spelling in authors note?) i can handle it!